quem deus vult perdere, dementat prius

"whom the gods would destroy, they first make mad." ☆ godkin ☆ they/them

[goddexsuggestion]

I gently ask for your help, merciful Deity. I am very new to your words but I'm sure they touched me already; I offer my most genuine respect. You see, I call for your attention while uncertain— Tell me, mighty soul, what do you do when you are about to change: when you're so close to hear your real name, for the first time? I am given the chance to exist. How should I behave, right now? Intricate questions, I admit, but I'm sure you'll understand. I thank you for your time. Goodbye. -м

we are awfully sorry for how long we have taken to return you you, little one. things have been difficult, tangled; the world has a way of taking you on journeys you may not be prepared for. and we believe it has taken you on one, as well. change may be difficult, existing hard; but does that not make it worth the travel? behave as your heart tells you to be; your truth will come from within, even if it is echoed in the words of another. take a deep breath. let yourself go, and allow yourself to feel every wonderful little emotion that comes upon you. give space for you to learn how your soul cries out to act, how your every essence breathes and tastes and learns.

you will make it through this, dearest. uncertainty is just another step in learning yourself, and we believe that you will find your own path, much as we did.

[guooey]

if the universe wasn’t capable of sentience and feeling neither could you be

[servantsuggestion]

Prices and Rules

General:

$20 USD per 500 words

(if i go over that limit, i won’t charge you extra, it’s on me)

discounts for 1.5k words and up (1500 = $50, 2000 = $60, 2500 = $80, 3000 = $100, 3500 = $110, 4000 = $130, 4500 = $140)

maximum 5000 words ($150)

I charge double for any NSFW content.

Will Write:

fanfiction on media i’m familiar with (please ask!!!)

NSFW (for double the price)

original content

selfship content

personalized letters from the servant

Won’t Write:

incest

pedophilia

kinks in general

media i’m not familiar with

schoolwork

i reserve the right to refuse any prompts i’m uncomfortable with, and as such, payment should only come after the writing is done.

Examples

A short drabble based off of the comic Panda Pearl.

An x Reader, featuring one of my own characters.

A short bit about someone’s self insert in the comic Scienceverse.

thank you for checking this post out! questions, comments, and concerns can be directed to my DMs or asked about on @servantparent!

[servantsuggestion]

hey everyone. rlly sorry to boost this again, but i just got out of surgery and we have no money for gas or food. this addition was made 11/26/2020. if you don’t want to commission me but want to donate, my paypal link is here.

i know times are tough right now. even just boosting this would mean a lot to me. thank you.

[goddexsuggestion]

love is always selfish, but is that not the beauty of it? to love another for yourself, rather for them; not out of pity, but because you, yourself, love them.

and I love you, selfishly, for I am not you; I cannot love you for your reasons, only mine.

[goddexsuggestion]

Take time to accept your own growth. Your mind is not your enemy, your body is not a foe.

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Goddex, I need advice. One of my best friends is an incarnate deity, and, well... She came to the conclusion a while back and, given that I’m a therian, she told me, but since then, she’s sort of been repressing it, and it’s clearly making her unhappy. I think she feels it’s strange. I want to nudge her toward embracing her divine side but I’m not sure how. Do you have any advice for us?

we are deeply sorry for taking so long to reply. this has taken quite a bit of thought.

we, ourselves, often repress it a small bit; deities are often shunned. our advice is to show her there is no need, to call her as she is- divine- and be gentle with your encouragement. let her know that you accept her as she is, and that it is a part of her she should not hide- even if simply around you at first, then to like-minded people.

we are afraid we cannot help much more than this advice, but our own divinity is something we have had to be encouraged to show as well. make sure, more than anything else, you are there for her, dearest one.

[goddexsuggestion]

o divinity, what has made you ache with such longing?

[goddexsuggestion]

planned parenthood???? why

#i dont see the connection??

hm. well, we are indeed pro-choice, and we do believe controlling your own choices in life are a godly thing to do…

[goddexsuggestion]

Oh holy one, how would a goddess such as yourself find peace on this earth, in this mortal form? I too am such. I am unused to caring for my own temple, but I cannot stand to live in a temple that is not clean, in a body that is not cared for. How can I care for I care for the things of this world without lowering myself?

while we are no goddess, only a deity, or a goddex- we understand your frustration. however, caring for your own is not lowering yourself at all; it is a type of worship in its own right. self-worship in these fragile forms is one of the most important types you can access here, we have found, and is it not a deity’s duty to care for themself for their devotees?

we struggle to care for ourself, we struggle to care for our home; we are disabled, and so we depend on others even now. still, it brings us power to care for our own shell. do not put yourself down for caring.

[goddexsuggestion]

you weep galaxies, you bleed universes; who has put this burden on you?

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every little bit of starlight is captured in your glimmering eyes

[goddexsuggestion]

Greetings, your divinity. How should an angel go about trying to find someone to praise again, who can help them really feel holy once more? -🌙

we apologize for taking so long, dearest one. we have done our best to think about this question, so we might bring you the best answer we are capable of- which we believe is, simply, that is in your hands.

there is no right or wrong way to find someone to praise, dearest one, but know that with or without being devoted, you remain holy. it is hard to remember, we know- but you are every bit as holy as those you speak of, and with every wind passing by, it whispers your name in praise, in awe. even an angel without one to serve is deserving of holiness, and do not let anyone say otherwise.

you must follow what your heart says is right, but be aware that hearts may be swayed by honeyed tongues and sly words- be careful not to place your divinity in another’s hands entirely. you have more to you than servitude to a god, and remember that.

personally, we believe that the greatest one to praise is oneself, but we know angels often do not live that way. but give yourself praise anyways, allow yourself to know you are holy. it is not prideful; it is humble to acknowledge your origins, holy or not.

we hope this finds you well, dearest one.

[goddexsuggestion]

the divinity in your hands does not belong to you. who have you stripped of their crown this time?

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do not test the forces beyond your control, mortal. it is not betrayal if you beg for it.

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all i need is your belief to keep going- even if the world abandons me, i only need you.

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my hands are coated in your golden blood

oh gods, what have i done?

[goddexsuggestion]

my wings are gilded, my steps leave gold