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losing someone I thought was the platonic loml made me more bitter than losing my first serious relationship

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my biggest dream is to have more online girl friends

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feminine or androgynous musk perfumes are so underrated and seductive on women

next time ur in Sephora smell Billie ellish No.2, she’s my fave <3

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Blog #1, how did I get to tumblr?

My ex bff from hs treated me like shit now im alone in uni

ex best friend invited me to sleep over for Friendsgiving last year then flaked on me to have a quickie with her bf and made me buy plan b for her on the way there :D, she hide him in her room from her parents the entire time her friends were there

also got her a hand crafted Nintendo DS birthday letter and drove to her medical school to help with labs just for her to give me nothing for mine

put my distance with her, got into my first relationship and heartbreak. now I’m processing it all alone… :(, i keep talking to new dudes instead of being able to befriend women like me and revalue friendship + self love as i did before.

I lost a lot of weight and now am more societally attractive, i no longer tell myself im too ugly to be loved and im unsure how to balance my losses, new interest in romance and loneliness.

I don’t wanna become male centered, i study engineering and I feel stuck around men who im not close too in uni, online male attention and like I don’t have enough free time to go out. When I to talk to other girls I feel socially awkward bc I feel like im trying to preform something to captivate them to befriend me :(

If any girls have any advice please share ur tips or wisdom with me, everything is appreciated

love,

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left twitter to find a girl community on tumblr