Just trying to hang in there....

[goingthoughthemotions]

What makes you feel human and still alive?

[wonderland0darkforrest]

Haven’t we all

[zarathustra-would-be-proud]

[yousaveeveryonebutwhosavesyou]

[sa-dnesss]

[killed-long-ago-deactivated2021]

I don’t want to exist anymore, I’d like to think I helped a lot of people but it seems I just can’t help myself

[fakingitdarling]

My brain feels like it’s about to explode.

[wnq-writers]

My thoughts,

cut me worse,

than any damage,

you can ever do.

How My Blood Flows Freely

[goingthoughthemotions]

No matter how far I run, no matter where I hide, my demons still find me and take over

[goingthoughthemotions]

I’m sorry I’m barely hanging on...

[goingthoughthemotions]

Please don’t yell at me for apologizing for everything. I’m sorry I feel like I’m screwing everything up, every minute of every day. I’m sorry I’m not good enough, and that I need constant reassurance and validation. I’m sorry I have panic attacks and that I have so many triggers. I’m sorry I suck at being an adult, and have to do things at my speed, whether that means actually getting out of bed, or cleaning, or even taking a shower. I’m sorry that I get so nervous about little things. I’m sorry I overthink every detail. I’m sorry that I don’t think I’m beautiful. I’m sorry that I argue with you about me being beautiful. I’m sorry that I sweat a lot because I get nervous. I’m sorry that I either eat way too much or not at all. I’m sorry that I have night terrors and get little to no sleep. I’m sorry I’m always sick or in a lot of pain. I’m sorry I let you get so close to me, and now you’re probably miserable. I’m sorry you had to go through this. I’m sorry I ever existed.

[lonely-and--sad]

[depresseddisneyprincess]

[goingthoughthemotions]

Please don’t yell at me for apologizing for everything. I’m sorry I feel like I’m screwing everything up, every minute of every day. I’m sorry I’m not good enough, and that I need constant reassurance and validation. I’m sorry I have panic attacks and that I have so many triggers. I’m sorry I suck at being an adult, and have to do things at my speed, whether that means actually getting out of bed, or cleaning, or even taking a shower. I’m sorry that I get so nervous about little things. I’m sorry I overthink every detail. I’m sorry that I don’t think I’m beautiful. I’m sorry that I argue with you about me being beautiful. I’m sorry that I sweat a lot because I get nervous. I’m sorry that I either eat way too much or not at all. I’m sorry that I have night terrors and get little to no sleep. I’m sorry I’m always sick or in a lot of pain. I’m sorry I let you get so close to me, and now you’re probably miserable. I’m sorry you had to go through this. I’m sorry I ever existed.

[depresseddisneyprincess]

[silence--girl]

[goingthoughthemotions]

I need a sense of peace. A calming presence.