Uncertainty

I'm not a challenge, I'm an impossibility.♡

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Unwanted and unloveable

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Sorry I’m not enough for you..

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I’m not a second opinion. I’m not an after thought. I’m a god damn catch. If the people who make you an after thought are more important than your SO... then ditch me

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Same shit different day

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Imagine someone being so embarrassed of you that they do not want to show you off to their friends and get your hopes up just to ruin it and make you feel worse about yourself.. lol

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The pain I feel is like no other

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When I wake up next to you.. I stare at you. I think about the past year we’ve been together and how I’m the luckiest woman on the face of the planet. I love you with all my heart and much more.

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I waited for you to call me.. but you never did..

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I don’t fucking deserve this

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You Fucked Me Up

It’s your fault

Or maybe it’s mine

I am not the same

I’m fucked up

I’ve been changed

Who the hell are you

Coming into my life

Just the way you did

You told me things

You made me feel

My eyes reminded you

Of the ocean, so blue

The cuts on my legs

Never bothered you

Kissing them

Even when they’re fresh

Wiping my tears

My eyes shined

Makeup or not

I was beautiful

I let you in

You never gave up

Proving to me

I was worth every second

You fucked me up

The way it can’t be undone

You gave me light

I’m finally happy

I don’t want to go back

You saved me

Mostly from myself

You stayed through it all

You’re the reason I’m here

I’m alive today

Maybe it’s my fault

But it’s most definitely yours

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Sometime you see things you never wanted to see🙃

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Are you giving your all to be there for her? Or are you just saying you’d want to be there because it’s easier that way?

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I don’t even know what to do any more... at this point I need to let go and be alone..

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I just feel so fucking dumb right now...

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I guess it was kinda like an all day kinda phone call.. but you were busy so I made other plans..

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I’m so alone. I feel dark and empty.. almost like I’m drowning. I can’t breathe.. someone help

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Can’t sleep when you’re upset... when the person you wanna talk to the most I s the reason you’re upset...