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Feel Again | Nexa

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Nate let out a toothy grin upon her request, biting his lips to prevent himself from laughing at her slight awkwardness as the blush already creeping unto her cheeks. “I love you too.” Nate said stifling a smile, trying to be serious. “And I will make love to you.” Nate smiled so widely but then kissed Lexa to avoid ruining this moment for them. Nate then pulled back and undid his sweatpants, pushing his boxers down along with it, revealing his semi-hard member. He then hooked his fingers to her shorts and panties, taking them off in one swift motion when she lifted her hips up, helping him. He bit his lip as he stroked himself and settled between her. He leaned back down, resting his forehead against hers as he lined his member to her entrance, and Lexa reaching down to guide him in.

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Nate moved his kisses to her jaw, then down to her neck and slipped one hand under her so that he could unclasp her bra. She turned to the side slightly, giving him access and he successfully unhooked the offending material. He then trailed his kisses down her chest and removed her bra, tossing it to the space next to them. He palmed one of her breasts as he made a path of kisses from the base of her neck towards the underside of her chin and back to her lips. His hips started grounding on her as she pulled him close, unable to resist taking advantage of the lack of space between them.

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Lexa let Nate pull of her bra, letting out a soft sigh when he started kissing down her neck. There was no space between them, his hands leaving a burning trail everywhere he touched. "Nate," Lexa murmured, pulling back, her eyes meeting his. "I love you. I want you," she said, her heart still jumping into her throat at the words, but unable to hold them back. "Make love to me," she said, laughing at the corniness of the words, for once feeling absolutely insecure in bed.

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Nate settled his one leg between hers, lowering her down further on the bed. His strong arms served as foundation for him not to crush her, as he continued to deepen the kiss as she was now lying flat on the bed. Her hand running behind his head and through his hair brought unexplained feelings to Nate, feeling it on his chest and at the pit of his stomach. He had slept with Lexa multiple times, but somehow, this moment was different. Their current actions caused goose bumps to appear on his skin, most especially his arms which were feeling weak at the intoxication from their kiss.

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Lexa tangled her hand in Nate's hair, holding on to him as tightly as she could. This time was different, and Lexa was pretty sure they could both feel that. Her hips pushed up against Nate, their bodies starting to move together in a familiar pattern. Lexa's hand slid over his jawline, deepening the kiss. Their kissing grew more frantic, her leg hitching over Nate's hip, still wanting him to get even closer to her, despite that being nearly impossible at this point.

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A blush crept up to Nate’s cheeks when she said that she liked seeing him smile, it was something not expected from Lexa which made it kind of awkward but in a good way. He nodded his head when she pulled him towards his bed. “Then I think I should smile more often.” Nate said, holding Lexa on her waist again, taking things slow, but his fingers already playing with the hem of her shirt. “Which I don’t think would be a problem if you’re around.” Nate continued before stealing a kiss from her lips, this time rushed since she was always breaking their kiss for the past few minutes. She pulled his shirt off which he let her do, doing the same to hers. He leaned down towards her as the back of her knees hit the bed, the two falling back on the bed with Lexa on the bottom. At this point, Nate just couldn’t stop visibly being happy. He tried to be with other people, but nobody made him feel this way than Lexa. Not even close.

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"Well, that means we need you to be around," Lexa murmured against his lips, not wanting to push Nate, but still feeling like she needed to make her point. She wasn't going to forget that it was Nate potentially leaving that made her admit her feelings. Their kisses turned rushed, starting to tug on each other clothes, and Lexa fell back against the bed, her arms tight around Nate. She kept kissing him, not wanting to stop now that they were actually kissing again. The fighting had stopped, and even though Lexa was frankly terrified and completely doubted her ability to do this, she just wanted to hold Nate closer, keeping their kisses going.

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"I’m just happy, that’s all." Nate admitted, caressing her cheek. Nate knew that this was hard for Lexa, relationships weren’t her thing; and knowing that they were on the brink of one he knew she was freaking out inside. He knew that he had to slowly ease her into this, not letting a lot of aspects in their current relationship change at the same time. "You make me happy." He said. It was true, he was flunking out of school, his father threatening to take away his trust fund and congregating with his uncle and older cousins to take charge of the company. However, at this very moment, it was overshadowed by his love for Lexa. He leaned down and kissed her once again on the lips, slowly and steadily while his other hand firmly holding on her waist.

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"Well, that's good, because I like seeing you smile," Lexa murmured, her hand reaching up so her thumb could brush against his lower lip. "It's much better than the depressed look you were working on earlier," she said, her chin lifting up to match his kiss, her body pressing up against his. "Come on..." she murmured, pulling back from him with a smile. She linked her hands through his, stepping out from between him and the door and tugging him over to towards his bed.

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Nate carried Lexa to his car and driving towards the Lambda house. He was beyond ecstatic. For weeks, he felt that they were in an awkward limbo that was going to spiral down towards a path of wickedness to each other as they were unable to express what they truly felt. Nate honestly felt more hatred as he tried to keep his feelings to himself, evidently more depressed and ill-tempered than usual. However, the wait was over. He pulled up in front of the Lambda house and swiped his key to the door, rushing to his room with Lexa’s hand in his. He tossed his keys to his end table as Lexa closed the door behind them, Nate turning around and then taking a step forward when he faced her, Lexa trapped between the door and him. He leaned down and placed a longing kiss on her lips before pulling back and whispered: “You are so beautiful.” The corner of Nate’s lips pulled upwards, always wanting to say that every time they were alone in his room.

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Lexa was, frankly, freaking out. She honestly hadn't meant to tell Nate what she had slowly come to realize, those 3 little words, mostly because she wasn't sure how she herself felt about it. She had been a wreck recently, having being convinced she would never let herself feel this way. But here they were, Lexa's hand in Nate's as they rushed up to his room. Lexa swung the door shut, locking it before she turned around to face Nate. Her hands reached for him, resting on either side of his waist and tugging him even closer to her as their lips met. "Don't tell me you're going to get all sappy on me," Lexa said with a laugh, leaning her forehead against his, her finger tips lightly tracing against the broad muscles of his back.