Excerpt. Eyes fluttering close, his mind danced on the memories he had created with his beloved wife. He let himself drown in the feelings, as the serenity embraces him.
Rating: T • Warning: Character Death
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This one sets in the Modern AU. Unlike the previous entries, I decided to post the ficlet only on Tumblr. I feel like this one is a bit rushed and really short and sad, and I wrote it on my phone cause I was too lazy to type in my laptop, smh. Hope you still enjoy it! A feedback or two would be nice too! Have a great day! 😊💕
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Alone together.
Hans often wonders if those are the proper words to describe the way they are, the way things are. He is alone and, probably, so is she (or maybe not).
Together.
Now that everything has slowly sunk in, he starts to question it—are we still together? He still likes to think so, sometimes, but after the last conversation he had with Anna, his sister in law, doubts began to cloud his mind, leaving him restless.
Together (or maybe not).
That morning, he woke up early and got ready to start his day. It was a very special day for them, and he put on that dark blue shirt, knowing well that it was her favourite look on him. A sad smiled played on his lips when he saw his own reflection as he did his tie.
Oh, how he missed those delicate hands, that used to help him every morning.
He shook his head, trying to clear his mind, and getting himself together. Once he was calming down, he drove away towards that place—her place.
It was rather quiet when he arrived, but the silence that greeted him felt so familiar. With a bouquet of blue, white, and purple forget-me-nots in hand, he took a deep breath, before making his way towards a certain spot.
Every step he takes comes with anticipation, as he is looking forward to talk to her again. He misses his wife very much, and not a day goes by without her in his mind. At least, he still has the good memories to treasure.
"Elsa," Hans murmurs gently once he stops. He bites his lower lip for a second, before adding, "Happy anniversary, my love!"
Unlike the first time he was there, Hans doesn't cry. He only sheds a tear that he can't help, but he doesn't cry. Crouching down, he put the bouquet on the soft grass, right in front of the head stone. It's an anniversary gift for her and, along with it, his promise to never forget about her.
It has been over two years since her departure. Although sometimes it still feels so hard for him, Hans realises that he is slowly healing, and thanks to Anna's endless support, he has stopped blaming himself for not noticing the symptoms sooner.
At least she is no longer suffering, Hans. Anna reassured. It is hard for me too, you know, and that's why you don't have to go through this alone.
Alone in the silence.
He used to not like being alone, now he welcomes it. Just because he is alone doesn't mean he is lonely. He is surrounded by his found family who treat him better than his own, and forever grateful he will be.
Elisabeth Westergaard (née Arrington)
Loving wife, sister, and daughter.
As he stands there, eyes tracing over the carving on the stone, his lips curve into a small smile. Had he not met Elsa, he couldn't have imagined how empty his life would have been.
"I miss you," he says almost quietly. "I miss you so very much. All I have is the memory of you, of us, and I will cherish them forever."
Eyes fluttering close, his mind danced on the memories he had created with his beloved wife—from the first time they were holding hands, to the perfect image of her watching the sunrise through the tinted glass window in their home almost every morning. He let himself drown in the feelings, as the serenity embraces him.
The silence is serene.
It almost feels as if he is in her arms again, as if she is there to comfort him. He used to find the silence deafening, and now it feels reassuring.
THE FACT THAT THE GENJUTSU MAKES SOMEONES APPEARANCE IN ANOTHER PERSONS EYES LOOK LIKE THEYRE DREAM GIRL/BOY AND MAKE THEM LOOK 10000X MORE ATTRACTIVE BUT SAKURA STAYS THE SAME IN SAIS EYES BECAUSE SHES ALREADY THE MOST BEAUTIFUL THING TO HIM WITHOUT THE GENJUTSU EFFECT
I was thinking about how people tend to all the time treat hans as if he is real projecting themselves comparing him to their ex and how he is the only Disney vilain people hate him so much as if hans exist in real life. Sadly it broke my heart but the rational part of me feel like if hans was real like the fans treat him I do no think he will have time to be their evil ex and pass his 23years old 😢😔
i mean he is is leaving in a serious damaging home intense bullying family member that loved him but don’t defend him against abuse and neglecting like giving him scraps of food since little. Sadly....it broke my heart to said it but what are the chance in real life even with all the courage of the world for a little boy who got all of this on his small shoulder to survive to his young adult years ? 😕😔.
It show that finally hans is character that got incredibly emotional strength. Was portraying him as a pessimist but I think finally he is more a an optimist person. In the book he seems resigned to his fate but at the same time He still had hope to fit in his family he still wish to makes his father stop hating him at 23 years even after all the stab he give him. Even when his brothers throw bread at him he is « happy » because that’s only a bread this time and not glass. So finally he is more a positive person that a negative person I would said 🧐
