﹒୨𝑒 i've been wanting to make a separate blog for a while to talk about more personal things + other stuff like my objectum identity.
so this is technically my safe space 🫶
⋆౨ৎ˚. basic stuff
﹒୨𝑒 names: ghost / satyr
﹒୨𝑒 age: 21
﹒୨𝑒 bisexual , ambiamorous , objectum
﹒୨𝑒 digital & traditional artist
﹒୨𝑒 anxiety disorder , probably more (in process of getting a diagnosis)
﹒୨𝑒 huge emetophobic
⋆౨ৎ˚. communities
﹒୨𝑒 objectum
﹒୨𝑒 teacher crush
﹒୨𝑒 aesthetics (liminal spaces / etc)
﹒୨𝑒 manifestation / loa
⋆౨ৎ˚. likes / interests
﹒୨𝑒 comfort characters: mob kageyama (mp100) , asa mitaka (chainsaw man) , henry (ttte) , fox (fnafhs) , peridot (steven universe) , dave + bambi (dave and bambi) , adam stanheight (saw) , rockstar cookie (cookie run) , nam-gyu (squid game)
﹒୨𝑒 anime + manga: chainsaw man , one piece , death note , kagurabachi , dungeon meshi , bocchi the rock , mob psycho 100 , beastars , yuyu hakusho
﹒୨𝑒 music: gaga , sabrina , avril lavigne , korn , chappell roan , paramore , twenty one pilots , the cranberries , the smashing pumpkins , ariana , depeche mode , poison , mötley crüe , def leppard , ellie goulding , kesha , pink , the beatles , michael jackson , abba , gorillaz , taylor , nu metal , synth pop , classical music , etc. etc. (it's a lot and this is just a part of it)
﹒୨𝑒 general interests: animals , trains , art , history , astronomy , the paranormal , law of attraction/, assumption , tarot , taroscope , astrology , horror , traveling , cooking , nature , language learning , writing , editing , music , reading , robots , subways / metros , urban exploration , etc.
﹒୨𝑒 i would love to make mutuals and friends so don't be afraid to talk to me !!! although take in mind i might take my time to respond to dms , comments , etc.
﹒୨𝑒 i think this mostly counts as companium / conceptum ? anyways , i’ve loved this mf ever since i came to live here on spain . however , i developed an actual crush around may / june ( i think ? ) i didn’t know what objectum was so i was really confused .
﹒୨𝑒 like why was i staring at the logo while waiting to get in the elevator and feeling , well , things ? and everything else about it , really . i thought he was so pretty . so after i stumbled into the objectum community , something clicked in my brain and i was like ‘OHHHHHH’ .
﹒୨𝑒 reiterating a little , i like everything about him : the almost burnt electric smell that hits my nose when i’m walking down the stairs to go inside the stations ; how warm the temperature is , almost like a hug ; how everything is signaled perfectly and you can navigate the stations easily ; the staff uniforms ; the little jingle that plays every time an announcement comes in ; the male and female voices that play in the trains after pulling into every station ; how kind they are on their socials ; the red and blue , and oooOOHHH MY GOD /vpos /r
﹒୨𝑒 he's likely the one i'll be talking about the most in my objectum posts on this blog teehee , i'll also use any prns too .
⋆౨ৎ˚. 2. caf series 3000
﹒୨𝑒 and yes the trains are included too .
﹒୨𝑒 JUST LOOK AT HERRRRR . she's so pretty like , the colors n the shape n her vibe n everythinbfhfhjsjsj /pos
﹒୨𝑒 she's sooo pretty inside too , although she's too narrow n it's difficult to pass through the wagons if there are too many people 😵💫
﹒୨𝑒 when i’m standing on the platform of line 5 , i always bet w myself on which train is gonna come pick me up : series 2000b or 3000 . in my head i'm like “plssplspls let it be my gf this time 😔” (i still love 2000b ok /p)
﹒୨𝑒 omg the sound she makes when she pulls up and out of stations , almost like howling ........... /pos
﹒୨𝑒 i like calling her “ tres ” , “ three ” , or simply “ 3000 ” .
﹒୨𝑒 any prns for them
﹒୨𝑒 her second variant is also so beautiful btw
⋆౨ৎ˚. 3. caf series 8000
﹒୨𝑒 DUDE .
﹒୨𝑒 i actually wasn’t able to see her in person for about two years .
﹒୨𝑒 when i noticed the place where i was going to have my therapy sessions in was very close to the line where she runs , i almost JUMPED /pos
﹒୨𝑒 she’s so big n powerful ..............
﹒୨𝑒 she looks like a hospital inside n i love that ahhsjsk
﹒୨𝑒 she has a very “ reverby ” sound .
﹒୨𝑒 i like to call them “ ocho ” , “ eight ” , or “ 8000 ” .
⋆౨ৎ˚. general thoughts abt the trains
﹒୨𝑒 genuinely my favorite designs for metro trains i’ve ever seen .
﹒୨𝑒 i like imagining that their lights are like their eyes , and the logo sticker is like their nose hdjsjsj
﹒୨𝑒 like i said before THEIR VOICESSSS “ proxima estación ” ......
﹒୨𝑒 drawing them is a pain in the ass but at least they motivate me to practice drawing vehicles n machines .
﹒୨𝑒 i’ve never seen or heard objectum folks talk abt metro madrid / their trains so if u like them PLSPLSPLS hit me up /nf
﹒୨𝑒 he's w me most of the time n i like touching him to calm me down .
﹒୨𝑒 a platonic attachment more than anything , but i still give him lil kisses jdhsujs
﹒୨𝑒 i plan on making an anthro design for him .
﹒୨𝑒 he / him prns .
﹒୨𝑒 that would be it honestly . other small crushes that i didn't list but i still like are : barcelona metro , london underground , and renfe .
﹒୨𝑒 other general objects i find attractive are tech like computers ; plushies ( these are mostly platonic ) ; planets ( saturn & jupiter ... ) ; STEAM ENGINES , trains , trains , trains , and that’s about it i think .
﹒୨𝑒 feel free to talk to me about ur own crushes or about any of mines ^_^ might update this list in the future .
