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being at college sucks because i cant see my cats all the time, but it does mean that whenever i *do* see them, its in high quality pictures from my parents

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the thrilling sequel:

#the more things change the more they stay the same

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a Pokémon a day keeps artblock away - #461 Weavile

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#SNEASED TO MEET U!!!!#lowkey forgot i had an account until i got the email ping for this #also hi andy nice to see you around on pfq :]#which has somehow remained the Only place i’m active online except this one discord server #the urge to collect is too powerful i can never leave the farm for long #pokemon #art

dipping my toes onto tumblr for five seconds just to remind everyone that ultrakill is a fuckin baller game

#fraud my beloved #everyone is complaining about low frames and clipping out of bounds #and remarkably my garbage computer has had almost zero issues!#so like just lower your settings a smidge gang. i’m sure there will be more performance patches soon #anyway chomping at the bit over the lore and the implications of it all #and the soundtrack. slaps #my shit #also after almost 40 hours i have finally officially p-ranked every prelude and act 1 level #and gotten all the challenges #on lenient difficulty bcs the game is hard and i don’t hate myself #anyway yeah just wanted to share :] back to being incredibly offline #the instinctive anxiety nausea from being online has not abated so i return to the material plane #to pace and think about games by myself #been thinking about going to the gym also #since i’ve been feeling like uhh. how did i put it #understimulated working dog that’s about to start chewing through the drywall #it’s springtime. that’s the issue. excited to be back on the farm this season #we got new folks on the ap crew!!!!#also im finally graduating #a little annoyed bcs ive only just taken an environmental studies course and if i had done this sooner i absolutely would have majored in it #there’s a sustainable agriculture course…… that’s literally going to be my job for the foreseeable future…… and it’s too late to take it #oh well #anyway bye

why is vah naboris 1000x harder than vah medoh. literally spent hours on that fuckin camel trying to beat thunderblight ganon before i gave up and then i immediately first try beat windblight ganon without getting hit.

#i love how all the advice for naboris is DONT DO NABORIS FIRST #and then i did anyway and got soooo tilted <3 #anyway i can fly now #just kinda going clockwise around the map rn #my shit #botw is a good game. also link is pretty i love his gay earrings

happy new year from my wife house

#did i drive 7 hrs across two states to see them for nye. yes #we got. chinese food :]#my shit #new years resolution. idk get back into doing some kind of art more #finish a book #play more untouched games in my steam library that i buy when they’re on sale and then forget about

got a little midi piano for christmas so now i don’t have an excuse to not do music stuff. and i have a basic understanding of how to run utau. so i am one step closer to becoming a teto producer if only i had any goddamn ideas for songs

#it came with a Software Suite and my computer is. struggling with the recording one #but it plays fine so it’s ok. worst case i do it the old fashioned way in audacity #my shit #i’m gonna be so real christmas is my least favorite holiday in my least favorite time of year #but i’m gonna do my fuckin damnedest to drive 6 hours and visit my wife next week for new years so dammit we persevere

new femtanyl banger??? on bandcamp friday no less??????? incredible

#it’s bopping it’s grooving it’s shmoving #i love when an artist branches out in terms of genre and it actually sounds good #less breakcore more electronica. feels more upbeat than the last few singles #lottery also slapped but in a different direction. more like melancholic grooving than this #which is like. hype grooving #i love the vocals on this song especially around the 1:45 mark #shoutout to that kind of low voice it’s so nice on my brain #my shit #anyway can’t believe noelle femtanyl underwent mitosis. there’s 2 girls inventing music now.

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can’t wait for my spotify wrapped this year because i spent significant amounts of time looping 3 different albums (usually i just loop one song or one artist for a significant portion of the year and then the rest of what i listen to is generally the first five or so songs on my massive downloaded playlists) so it’s gonna be a tossup for which one i ended up listening to the most

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the only reason cosmo sheldrake won out is because eye to the ear is longer than both constant companions and the entirety of femtanyl’s discography

(top 0.03% of cosmo sheldrake listeners also which is kinda crazy to me)

#the fact that all my top songs are femtanyl except birdbrain is soooo funny to me. i looped that shit SO much #also jack stauber has been in my top artists in some capacity for like 5 years straight #shoutout to a real one #47870 minutes 389 genres 2859 songs 1500 artists #you can tell i have music playing CONSTANTLY #anyway i’ve heard tidal is a good alternative to spotify so i’m gonna be looking more into that #also the ultrakill soundtrack was in my top albums but reactor wasn’t which is kinda surprising #i guess i did listen to her whole discography more than i looped the album. plus it’s super short compared to all the others #so it didn’t add up to much time

it snew…

#shoutout winter storm warning on december 1st. now it actually looks like december #it’s gonna sleet all the rest of the day and it’s gonna be high 30s for a couple days #so it’s probably gonna melt a bit #but then we have a very cold day so it’s gonna freeze everything and it’s supposed to snow again next week #so it will look seasonal #my shit #sorry the phrase ‘it snew’ is just so funny to me for some reason #somber snowgrave voice. it snew.#u know how it is

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consider: kasane teto in those big stupid pants with all the pointless belts and zippers

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do u see my vision

#mediocre artist strikes again #god i haven’t drawn anything in soooo long. i’m rusty as all hell #i also just didn’t try with the shoes #imagine the big stompy boots tho

consider: kasane teto in those big stupid pants with all the pointless belts and zippers

#not saying stupid as an insult btw i think they’re cool. ‘stupid’ in this case is a neutral descriptor for how excessive they are #what are they called. tripp pants? killer aesthetic honestly but i will never wear them on account of how inconvenient they look #anyway i think teto could pull it off. she has enough pointless belts and zippers on her synth v design as is that i think it fits #punk teto. sorry i’m still in a teto induced fugue state i’m rotating her in my mind #my shit #if i can illustrate the image in my mind i will do so but honestly i’m sure someone’s already done it

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beautiful women are making me cocktails

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beautiful women are talking to me about music and anime

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beautiful woman is inviting me to her dnd campaign ????

#how have i managed this

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beautiful women are making me cocktails

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beautiful women are talking to me about music and anime

#shoutout to dawn. my most favoritest of my sister’s friends #talking about constant companions and music platforms and character playlists #and dungeon meshi. she told me to watch one piece and i said Yes Ma’am

beautiful women are making me cocktails

#my shit #shoutout to char’s friend dawn for being a beautiful woman and making me a cocktail #inventing a cocktail for me heart emoji

never not excited about casual queer characters. like its so cool that media can just do that these days and its not even a thing

#this is specifically about the geology lesbians and the nonbinary park ranger or whatever they are in powerwash 2 #but also applies to other things #my shit #idk i just think its neat. that weve gotten to a point where there can just be characters that are gay and shit and its just like #an innocuous background thing #its as unremarkable as a standard issue straight couple in any other piece of media throughout history. its so cool to me

been thinking about dungeon meshi again for no particular reason and i remembered that laios to me feels distinctly therian but i dont recall how or why i came to that conclusion. something something recognition of the self through the other but in a hungry, envious, yearning sort of way

#i can only guess that my original assumption was entirely vibes based #because ive yet to find a place to read the full manga #so i dont actually know all the like character backstories #but i would like to . ill get around to it someday #or season2 of the anime will come out. whichever happens first #idk he just strikes me as the type to forget that hes supposed to be human and then he remembers and gets disappointed about it #or maybe i am. projecting. dont worry about it #my shit #anyway im DONE with two of my four presentations left this semester #now all i have is stupid poster and then it’s november break #over which i will make the other two presentations #and then like 2 weeks of classes and then winter break #and then i relearn how to drive so i can bring my car to campus next semester with like any amount of confidence #so i don’t have to spend an hour on the bus to get to my off campus class #seriously its an hour on the bus or a 20 minute drive #an hour each way twice a week. iont wanna do that

i love saying a word and then getting distracted rotating how the fuck i pronounce it like that

word of today: anardiga

#this is my pronunciation of antarctica #because i am allergic to sounds like T and K #but i just said that during a presentation and was like wait that is not how you say that word #my shit #linguist brain go brrr

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