hayley and elijah are............. too much for me
like they clearly have feelings for each other from the very first moment, but elijah keeps pushing her away, no matter how much he cares, because he doesnt wanna ruin his relationship w klaus, then she meets jackson, and shes supposed to marry him and he knows that but still they steal a moment.
and the only time that he almost says how he feels, she begs him not to, because she has to marry someone else. so he doenst, and she does and he watches from afar.
yet these feelings are always always there, and everyone, including jackson knows, but they never act on it, its just bubbling under the surface. i particularly love the scene when jackson says "you cant kill bc youre just waiting for me to die so that you can live your immortal life with hayley, and you know that if you kill me she'll never forgive you" and when he confronts hayley about it and asks her "do you love him? tell me the truth just once" and all she can say "you knew, you knew when you married me" but she still loves jackson in a way, and still chooses him. and her relationship w elijah is messy and they fight and i love that scene when she gets super jealous of gia and elijah just asks her "what do you want from me?" bc he'll give her that, but also bc he cant deal w that.
and everybody knows!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! how they feel about each other the whole "he's under your skin" and "its obvious elijah you've fallen for her" and "perhaps you like, knowing you still have the power to break his heart"
and then jackson dies, and elijah does what he can to be there for her and doesnt push her at all!!!! i love how he sees her on a revenge path, and tells her to stop, that she shouldnt kill all those vampires. but he takes her list and kills them all for her!!!!!!!!!!!!!! because in his head hes completely doomed already, but shes not!!
but she pushes him away!!! the whole "i love you elijah, i have always loved you, and jackson knew that, and he died loving me despite it, so everytime i look at you its like im betraying him all over again, so i have to let you go." and he just says " that seems like the right thing to do, you know i tried that myself..... didnt work" but he respects her!!!!!!
and then!!!!!!!!!! lucien comes and all their lives are at risk and klaus!!! the reason why they didnt get together in the first place, tells her "its obvious that the person you share a true connection with is still alive, stop wasting your time" and she goes "ive pushed him away for so long klaus.... what if he doensnt..." "he does." !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! and she makes that choice, to be with him, to not waste time
and then they all have to be locked away for god knows how long but elijah tells her "if it doesnt work out, you have to let us go, be happy, youve mourned enough" but she doesnt!!!!!!!!!!!!! and she chooses this family, her family, hope's family and she spends years fighting for a way to bring them back!!!!!!!!!!! and she does!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! and the whole "elijah after all this time..." "me too" is insane!!!!!!!!!!!! and "when i wasnt with my daughter all i thought about was you" and "you dont have a mikaelson heart, theres just too much good in you.... its why i love you" "i love you too" is insane!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! and then!!!!!!!!!! "you know we could be happy out here" "i think you might stand out in that suit" "i was thinking jean shorts" "im serious, i wanna build a life with you, be happy, be a family" "so we do that, in jean shorts" is insane!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! too fucking much
and i know all is about to go to shit bc these characters cant be happy for too long but goddamn it this happiness is everything.... im literally losing it
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