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[gominiljido]

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[cheesygroove]

the blog is closed. this is my last thank you and some explanations ;( hi, I don't expect everyone to remember me after so long, but for those of you who care and maybe are still waiting: I've read your suggestions and feedback on my inbox, and I've tried to push and write to at least finish my only ongoing series, but somehow... It just didn't work. I wish I was the sort of creative person who sits down and can get everything they want at least done no matter what, but I personally am this very nitpicky girl who needs to be inspired and to have her mindset shifted just right to create and be happy with her creative work. It´s not happening because I feel way too far from my past writing voice that I used to have here :( I'm sorry to leave it like this

it honestly feels bittersweet to say these things. from a personal point of view, it feels great to have changed, because my life is so much better than it was 4, 5 years ago, when I started posting here. at that time, I had a lot of feelings inside of me and I was feeling so lonely, because the only person I had in my life was my ex, we had a toxic relationship, and that relationship was on the verge of its millionth breakdown. just a little after I started posting here, we broke up, and surprisingly for me, it was definite that time. from that description I imagine you can tell it was a relationship based off of emotional dependency with lots of back and forth, and while in the present I'm extremely glad it ended, I went through hell at that time.

I was an avid fanfic reader for years already but reading alone didn't satisfy me when everything started crumbling, so I wrote and posted here, mostly to feel comfort from my own works and to connect and interact with other people. I'm extremely grateful to this blog and I'm saddened to ¨officially" close this chapter, even though it came from a dark place, I miss parts of the person I used to be writing here and interacting with you guys. I miss the excitement after hitting post and your feedback and the joy. it was just a short period, maybe about one year, of writing constantly and after that I tried to come back whenever I felt a sparkle of inspiration with the drafts left behind.

this whole experience played a huge part on my healing process, and maybe I wouldn't be here if weren't for it? who knows, but for sure it would have been way harder without having this corner of the internet to myself.

for a short lived blog, I'm extremely shocked that it went just over 100 followers with some posts reaching more than 100 notes, a particularly naughty one reaching over 300... thank you! it makes me so happy. my only regret is that I was extremely insecure with my writing, and I didn't need to be. just recently I reread everything. the numbers weren't this high when I was active but I'm pretty sure I would still give myself a fair amount of criticism even if it was.

to end on a positive note, I always look back at the past regretting not being gentler to myself but I've been working towards a future where I won't have such feelings anymore.

it wouldn't be fair to not have a post on this blog reaching out and thanking two huge inspirations: @gominiljido and @byulsgrease, and both a huge inspiration and great friend: @coffeemoods... hats off to you guys, for every fic of yours I loved and every conversation we shared. this blog is linked to my personal acc so if any of you feel like reaching out to talk or sending a question, feel free to! I can promise I'll check my inboxes here from time to time or just open this to read some fics. I'm down for reminiscing all of the time. in case we don't talk, have a great life!

🪤

[gominiljido]

"I could never hate you. Not really."

"But I can dislike you for your annoying alarm." How innocuous it seemed at the time when you had decided on the tone. Seeing how it would be waking you to. But that was a small win when it quickly became the nuisance that alarms tend to be.

There's a small sigh, a thud of a hand hitting in the nightstand. Fortunately it stops. Then the familiar click of the phone unlocking and a faint glow of the screen. Another sigh that sounded more like a groan and her arm comes down and around your stomach.

You give her hand a small pat, allowing her a few more seconds of rest. The room is still a few moments more and it's your turn to sigh and coax her out of bed. "They'll be waiting for you. Or are you driving?" Her fingers lace with yours and you feel her chest on your back as she squeezes you tight, "They're waiting.. so I should go." "Then go," your head turns in the dark to face her. Somewhere is two shut eyelids with a cute mole beneath her eyebrow and pouty lips that always seem to jut out just a bit more after sleeping.

"But you said you dislike me," even her teasing is slow, dragging the word down as if she was genuinely upset by your remark. "I can't go to work thinking that."

She squeezes your fingers one last time and reaches over you to pull the lamp cord. When your eyes no longer burn, she's wearing a hoodie drawn close to her faces and shimmied into jeans. You crawl to the end of the bed and watch her gather the rest of her things.

"Then think of this instead," you grab the fabric of her hood and place a careful kiss on her nose. Byul's nose scrunches, a little disgruntled , unsatisfied by the gesture. Her hands come around your back and hold you close for a good morning kiss.

[gominiljido]

mahogany

rating : M 18+

gif: @wheeknow thank you 🥺👉👈

contents : femme/afab!reader, back of the car,

You can feel her eyes on you as you look out the window, street lamps illuminating the stretch of private road from the party. With each passing light, you slump a bit more into the leather interior. It was good to be finally going home.

Your fingers find the string of plastic pearls wrapped several times around your neck. A party wouldn’t be complete without some sort of souvenir. You check your reflection, she’s still looking.

“See something you like?” You cross your legs, smiling when you hear her seatbelt click. Your dress is short. And clingy. Opalescent sequins flashing pinks and blues under the light.

There’s a soft whir as the partition between the driver and the rear raises. Your seatbelt is returned to it’s place, Byulyi’s ring clad fingers lingering by your shoulder. She crooks her pinky under the strap, your eyes follow the strap’s slow descent off your shoulder.

“I was wondering what you were wearing underneath.” Her mouth is near your ear, hair disturbed by her breath. Byulyi’s thumb glides along your collarbone, the pad pressing into the dip of your throat. Your thighs squeeze together involuntarily, a lick of heat making you ache.

“Kiss me and you’ll find out,” Your eyes pause on the warm brown eyeshadow that matches her suit. Then down to the leather tie knotted at her throat. God what a smart outfit did to you. Particularly when you chose such a clingy dress. The fake pearls feel almost as constricting as her tie must feel.

So you pull her forward by it, her long hair feathering over your bare arms. Byulyi moans into the kiss, hand clumsily bumping your chest in its descent.

Her left arm is trapped between your bodies but all she needs is her right to nudge your legs open. You loosen her tie as she gets her answer, a happy sort of giggle that she’s let in on the secret. You manage to get a sole button undone before your arms wrap around her neck, a soft whimper into her lips when her cold rings glide on your thigh.

“Nothing? The whole time?” Byulyi questions with the most pleasurable press of her thumb. She waits until you recover from your gasp,”Knew they’d be coming off.”

Her head drops to your throat, a hum of approval vibrates from her lips. The side of her thumb lays heavily on your clit. Shivers radiate from the touch and quickly turn into airy pants with her open mouth kisses.

Your hands drop to her leather clad shoulders as do the straps of your dress down your arms. Byulyi won’t let you catch a break, her other fingers making themselves known settling against your slit. “Then let’s make sure it was worth it.”

[gominiljido]

ya’ll wanna tell me why this has 100 + notes 😩

but thank you ♥️

[kpopwritingbingo]

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[gominiljido]

is this blog dead

ya wanna know something anon

just this week I had thought hmm, maybe I’ll post an old draft or write something for the cb but now I really don’t think I want to anymore

writing for myself for nov is more important to me so idk, do you think this blog is dead 🫢

[gominiljido]

mahogany

rating : M 18+

gif: @wheeknow thank you 🥺👉👈

contents : femme/afab!reader, back of the car,

You can feel her eyes on you as you look out the window, street lamps illuminating the stretch of private road from the party. With each passing light, you slump a bit more into the leather interior. It was good to be finally going home.

Your fingers find the string of plastic pearls wrapped several times around your neck. A party wouldn’t be complete without some sort of souvenir. You check your reflection, she’s still looking.

“See something you like?” You cross your legs, smiling when you hear her seatbelt click. Your dress is short. And clingy. Opalescent sequins flashing pinks and blues under the light.

There’s a soft whir as the partition between the driver and the rear raises. Your seatbelt is returned to it’s place, Byulyi’s ring clad fingers lingering by your shoulder. She crooks her pinky under the strap, your eyes follow the strap’s slow descent off your shoulder.

“I was wondering what you were wearing underneath.” Her mouth is near your ear, hair disturbed by her breath. Byulyi’s thumb glides along your collarbone, the pad pressing into the dip of your throat. Your thighs squeeze together involuntarily, a lick of heat making you ache.

“Kiss me and you’ll find out,” Your eyes pause on the warm brown eyeshadow that matches her suit. Then down to the leather tie knotted at her throat. God what a smart outfit did to you. Particularly when you chose such a clingy dress. The fake pearls feel almost as constricting as her tie must feel.

So you pull her forward by it, her long hair feathering over your bare arms. Byulyi moans into the kiss, hand clumsily bumping your chest in its descent.

Her left arm is trapped between your bodies but all she needs is her right to nudge your legs open. You loosen her tie as she gets her answer, a happy sort of giggle that she’s let in on the secret. You manage to get a sole button undone before your arms wrap around her neck, a soft whimper into her lips when her cold rings glide on your thigh.

“Nothing? The whole time?” Byulyi questions with the most pleasurable press of her thumb. She waits until you recover from your gasp,”Knew they’d be coming off.”

Her head drops to your throat, a hum of approval vibrates from her lips. The side of her thumb lays heavily on your clit. Shivers radiate from the touch and quickly turn into airy pants with her open mouth kisses.

Your hands drop to her leather clad shoulders as do the straps of your dress down your arms. Byulyi won’t let you catch a break, her other fingers making themselves known settling against your slit. “Then let’s make sure it was worth it.”

[wheeknow]

#theinspirationchallenge

I don't write fic on this blog but this set is for @gominiljido bc 1) it's her username so how could I not and 2) for inspiring me to write, encouraging me to keep writing (and reminding me that it's ok to make gifsets even when I should be writing) 🫰

I think I'm supposed to tag people to do this too but I have next to no mutuals on this blog so y'all should do it if you want to <3

[gominiljido]

Hey, just a passing thought but what are your favorites tv shows/movies?

hi 🤧

I never get personal questions so that’s nice, right now I’ve been watching SWAT on hulu. But other than that historical dramas (gentleman jack,gilded age), medical dramas (transplant, the resident), and waiting for good trouble to air again. That’s the stuff I’ve kept up with this year. I also watch p much everything on disneyplus even if most people think it’s cringe 😂 (the quest, Doogie Kameāloha, M.D.)

and you’re not spamming me, haven’t gotten much in the box even with my weekly posts/event reminders

[screnwriter-deactivated20220724]

— sacred moments

“ don't go. stay. “

“ but you're here, so stay. “

“ i don't want to be alone tonight. “

“ just come over. “

“ let's be alone together. “

“ i didn't know where else to go. “

“ i don't want us to be apart anymore. ever. “

“ i wouldn't have called you if it wasn't important. “

“ you can talk to me about anything. you know that, right? “

“ just be honest with me. do you hate me? “

“ i could never hate you. not really. “

“ you're my friend, but... sometimes i wish you were more than that. “

“ we're not just friends. you know that. “

“ i think i'm falling in love with you. “

“ can i hold your hand? “

“ i think you're in love with me. “

“ just hold me. “

“ things would be so much easier if we were honest with each other. “

“ why can't you be honest with me? with yourself? “

“ maybe you could stay? just for tonight? “

“ it’s dark outside, and it’s raining. my arms are much safer. “

“ you can't keep doing this. you can't keep lying to yourself. “

“ i can't keep lying to you, or to myself. it's not fair on either of us. “

“ i think you should kiss me. “

“ kiss me like you mean it. “

“ just kiss me. “

“ you shouldn't kiss me right now. “

“ you can't lie to me, you know. “

“ you know me better than anyone. you always have. “

“ you're pretty amazing. you know that, right? “

“ you're just... extraordinary. “

“ you're good to me, you know. really good. “

“ you make me so happy. “

“ i don't know what i would have done if you weren't here. “

“ our love can conquer anything. “

“ and for many generations to come, our love story will live on. “

“ i want you to marry me. “

“ if you asked me to marry you tomorrow, i'd say yes. “ “ what about today? “

“ marry me, [name]. marry me and make me the luckiest [person] in the world. “

“ your kiss could mend a broken heart. “

“ so are you going to kiss me, or do i have to make the first move? “

“ i could cry, you know. that's how much i love you. “

“ you're worthy of my love. “

“ truth is that i'm so damn in love with you, i don't know what to do with myself. “

“ maybe tonight, it's you and me. “

“ i don't know what the future holds. all i know is that i hope you're in it. “

“ could you promise me one thing? “

“ promise me that we'll be together, forever. no matter what happens. “

“ it's you and me, forever. no matter what. “

“ i didn't want to tell you until i was sure, but... i'm pregnant. “

“ we're going to be family! “

“ this baby, it's the best thing that could have ever happened to us. “

“ i can't believe this, we're going to be parents! “

“ dance with me? “

“ may i have this dance? “

“ you're my whole world, you know. “

“ don't speak. just kiss me. “

“ you have no idea how long i've been wanting to that. “

“ i've been wanting to tell you for so long... “

“ so is this like, a thing now? “

“ i always miss you, even when you're next to me. “

” i miss you. i miss you so much it hurts. ”

” i don’t want you to miss me. it’s tearing me apart. ”

“ you make me happier. “

“ i love waking up next to you. “

“ my favorite thing is falling asleep next to you. “

“ come cuddle with me. “

“ this is torture, isn't it? “ “ not in the slightest. “

“ do you love me? “

“ could this be something more? “

“ move in with me. “

“ do you think we should move in together? you spend all your time here anyway. “

“ are you serious? i've had a crush on you for as long as i can remember. “

“ i know you're in love with me. “

“ you're really cute, you know. “

“ you're so damn attractive, you know that right? “

“ if anybody were to kiss me, i would want that person to be you. “

[gominiljido]

uhhhmmmm… I REALLY LIKED ‘king’. Can you please do a continuation of that please? Because you can’t just leave it at that last line! 👀🥺

oh but anon that was the whole point o:

King is working backwards with what happened before -> glimpses of what’s currently happening and what led up to it. That end sentence is what started the night together 😌

🤔 wouldn’t know how to continue that

[gominiljido]

[gominiljido]

king

au: rival bands

contents: femme!reader, top!byul, reader is bad at faking interest, byul is just too likable, there’s like this genre of like meeting byul at a club, it’s a good one which is why I keep writing it 🤭 spacing is sh!t I’ll fix it tomorrow, og written april 21 and then I forgot about it for a month, the song is king by gumi, dosie cameo, drummer!wi

“What are you bothering me for?” The tube is still uncapped, burgundy lipstick stabbing backwards in your hand. She doesn’t talk, but you can’t ignore the not so subtle glide of her eyes downwards. Reflections just revealed someone’s true character, right?

You have to soften your scowl to line your lips again. Another coat would be enough armor to last this night.

“Don’t act like we can’t at least be agreeable.” Byulyi’s boots clunk with her steps.

“That depends on if you’re here to try and steal my musicians again.” The cap clicks and you stow the tube in the smallest pocket of your jeans. A reminder to be as firm as it feels on your body.

“Oh, that,” she laughs a little like it was so long ago it should be forgotten, remembered as a fond memory. “Wheein is happy to remain your drummer and I never asked again.”

Byulyi leans on the counter beside you, but you leave your eyes on the mirror. It’s easier that way. “You still pester her through dms.”

“Are you jealous it isn’t yours?” Byulyi pauses but doesn’t wait for an answer. “Actually I came to steal you.”

Eunjeong intros the song for you to easily follow. It’s simple enough and with your phone displaying the notes you can play your hastily set up keyboard well enough without practice.

It would be easier if Byulyi would stop eyeing you while she sung.

Darling, what are you embarrassed for?

Stop calling me names like we’re lovers. Her laugh makes you shake, and it only increases when she mumbles on your skin.

Isn’t that what we are?

Your band mates look on from the crowd. Looks spanning incredulity to worry, that was from Wheein. You didn’t have time to inform them on the surprise fill in but the live house didn’t have a keyboardist on hand so you were the next best thing.

Byulyi played through the entire set focused, crooning to the crowd in her deep tone while strumming her guitar. Then you came on stage for the final song and suddenly it was like she realized you were there.

It was nerve wracking.

Is that how you are? Shy? Lipstick smudges on your skin. Her eyes raise, grinning when she spots your hand muffling your breathing. That’s what I thought.

Shut up. Byulyi nips, no she bites. Satisfied when you don’t shrink back from her. Your skin throbs at the spot, you find a mark there in the morning.

There’s no warning when she sings you are king, not to them but to you with a toss of her hair behind her shoulder. There’s a sigh from you. It was just a fluke. A well timed glance. Then she does it again, a smirk that means it wasn’t a coincidence.

You’ve wished for this as long as I have. Her long hair brushes on your arms as she rights her hips, silicone reaching as far as she dares to push. Byulyi smiles while you gasp and grab at her. Byulyi takes your hand, resting it down beside your ear. Her head bows to your lips, I’m stressed about tonight too.

The night’s ended and you need to get off your feet and a hot shower. Your bandmates are already in the van, Wheein begging you to hurry with a pout. You hear her clunky boots. You hesitate, the van door slides shut.

“There goes my ride.” You grumble, too tired to be polite. Not that you had been earlier. Her hand’s on your shoulder and you look back on dark eyes.

“Let me pay you back, come to mine.”

The silicone is discarded and her fingers rub, your voice rises in pure delight. So you can sound sweet, tone playful and alluring. Lyrics from her song come to mind, left side, right side. Her lips tilt, mischievous even while torturing your body with slow strokes.

“A necklace?” Your skeptical look makes her eyes narrow. It wasn’t new, just taken off her neck and wrapped arounds yours. Offended, Byulyi fixes the clasp and reasons, “Consider it a gift. Something of mine for something of yours.”

“I already helped you at the show, what else could you possibly want from me?” Bitterness coats your tongue and your eyes find hers in the mirror. A simple necklace wouldn’t be payment at all. Both her hands rest on your shoulders, pushing off the clear straps holding up your top. “Isn’t it obvious? I want all of you.”

[gominiljido]

Hey, I loved faith, thank you so much!!!

So glad you did~ hope it was of some comfort to you

The kinds of imagines I enjoy writing;;

[gominiljido]

Hey I saw your requests were open again! It's always a pleasure to see your posts ^^

I was wondering if you could please do like a comfort fic like reader is having exams and is a little bit stressed and the member (of your choice) will hug the reader and tell everything is going to be okay and like just pure fluff?

Have a great life !

have a great life !! I had originally thought of hwasa for this but was going to force myself to do wheein. glad I went back to my original idea instead, made it sooo much easier to write faith is here

[gominiljido]

faith. when I think of comfort I think of hwasa. they are equivalent to each other. au: university contents: hwasa x reader, established relationship

A jolt, almost like a yank, wakes you. Your eyes open but it's still dark. Your fingers curl, Hyejin's warm hand flexes in response to your grip. She's still sound asleep, you could deal with your anxieties on your own. Your empty palm rests on your stomach as you breathe. Calming down with each exhale and the reassuring press of her skin in your hand. A quick check of your phone screen reveals it's too early to be up but too late to sleep more. Your phone falls heavily on your stomach.

Well, you might as well finish that paper. Your laptop boots up quietly and you turn the screen so it doesn't wake her. There's only a few things left before you can submit. Then a headache inducing list of other things to worry about.

You need both hands to be efficient and reluctantly let go of Hyejin. Laying in bed would just push you back to sleep so you leave her quiet breathing to sit at the kitchen counter. You don't register the sound of your alarm going off. You forget the time, the sun's up. Hyejin has your phone, discontent to be jarred awake like you were. "Your paper?" She drawls, arms coming around your neck in a loose back hug. "Just finished." You click submit. You hear her smile when she quietly sings, "Congratulations, congratulations."

"Little too soon to be celebrating." You hold onto her arms, rubbing your thumbs on her skin. "Day's barely started."

"And you've already got a headstart. I think that's worth celebrating with a hot breakfast." Hyejin plants a kiss on your neck. "Energy for the day ahead and all those tasks you have."

You groan at the mention. You don't have the words to express how much you loathe to even think of more work. "You'll get it done, have faith in yourself." "Hold me just a bit longer?" There's a waver in your voice as you sag into her embrace. Her arms tighten just a bit, "As long as you need me to."

[gominiljido]

Are you gominiljido in wattpad?

the very same o:

haven’t logged in on there in ages tho