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Alice Jones.

Canon inspired OC. both animated & live action faceclaims. MultiFandom, Multiverse, cross-over friendly <3 loved by pr1ncemax [ he/him/21+/central time zone/USA ] Previously @siximpossiblethoughts && @madgirltm

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#PINNED POST;#DNR;

Like this and I’ll give u an Alice in ur inbox

Thinking about Varian denying the existence of wonderland for so so long

Every glimpse he’s ever gotten of Alice’s scars has been quick and subtle. Never anything more

Marries Alice

Their wedding night— she takes off her shirt and—

Oh Jesus Christ

Because the scars around her abdomen are no joke. They go from shoulder to hip, three long jagged drag marks. One ever deeper longer worse looking one on her back.

The fact that it’s been well over 10 years and they still haven’t disappeared. They are flat and pale but — still there. Still large. Which means that ten years ago they were *larger* and inflamed and worse.

And for the first time Varian can’t dismiss the fact that… those weren’t made by Alice being a small child just trying to get into some impossible place. Those weren’t made by any creature Varian can possibly think of.

And he just stares at her. And Alice just glances down before saying: what?

Because she’s so used to seeing them she doesn’t even think twice about it anymore

Everything on my news feed: JIMOTHY

me: awesome love it

Also me: 😥😓 why is this making me feel like tangled revival

#—; it’s cause trash mammal #—; but STILL

Thinking about the scene in swan princess when they’re like “what else Derek”

And … I think it’s lowkey funny to imagine

Varian: okay. you’re actually pretty now.

Alice: … okay and-

Varian: I mean like. You’ve always been conventionally attractive but I’m actually starting to understand the appeal. Maybe it’s just because you finally wore me down with your attitude

Alice: … attitude

Varian: oh yeah you’re a brat. I love you so much. It’s great.

girl isnt even active rn she just went "yeah i can knock these out real quick" like 'ight

#🐰 || ooc;

[ Continued from X / @darkchemy ]

"I'm only nonchalant because it's you. If it was anyone else, I would've already gotten rid of them." She reaches forward and taps his nose. "But you're my Varian. So you get a pass."

She pauses, then quickly steals a real kiss. "Okay, evil plotting may continue now."

#🐰 || threads;

[ Continued from X / @darkchemy ]

"Ooookay, first of all-" Alice's hand moves to cover his. The one holding the screwdriver, ensuring it stays facing away from her. "Let's not do that again, yeah? We like. Just moved past that, let's not retraumatize me in the middle of our current project."

"Secondly," Alice doesn't remove her hand from him. "I know this is part of who you are. But the revenge and anger and grumpy angry little villian man act? Yeah, that's only like, one fourth of your whole personality. And you and I both know it."

"I'm not telling you to stop being like this. I'm telling you it's okay to let go of some it when it's just us. You don't have to keep it up twenty four seven. It's okay to just...you know, wanna play with ruddiger or something for ten minutes."

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[ continued from X // @darkchemy ]

"You're literally doing it right now." Alice states, not even looking slightly bothered, just gesturing with her own brush as she continues to paint. "I'm trying to have a real conversation with you, and yet, the moment I bring up anything even brushing against your feelings, you shut down entirely."

Alice points the brush's tip at him, and smirks slightly, "You do know I won't see you as lesser even if you have emotions besides rage and revenge, right?"

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thcsevoices

Varian hums in acknowledgement, only half-listening to Alice’s ramblings as he reaches the top of the ladder. He’s not purposefully ignoring her, but he did have to concentrate on other things from time to time.

Case in point, the shoe stuck to the ceiling.

He uncaps the jar with one hand, balancing it on the top rung of the ladder. It was one of his less lethal chemicals, but he pulls his gloves from his apron anyway, just to be on the safe side. (Yet another reason why he would never in a million years allow Alice to attempt this task; none of his gloves would fit her impossibly tiny hands.)

“We will be having a conversation on that honeymoon regarding how a shoe ended up on our ceiling, just for the record.”

gonemadgirl

Alice continues to watch him, eyes tracing every movement, mentally jumping twenty steps ahead to every way this could go wrong, and how to fix it if it did.

After all, Alice did not know how to sit still, or how to allow other people to fix the problems she would deem as 'hers'. This one included.

"Again, I swear it was Ruddiger. Not everything is entirely my fault all the time." Alice huffs, pauses, and then says, "but so you agree to the honeymoon idea?"

#🐰 || threads;#--; i love the idea that he just lets her talk. claims he didnt focus on her. then casually picks up in the middle of it #--; like boy u 100% were listening u just werent focused solely on her

thcsevoices

“If you think my dad would have ever let you actually marry David, there really is something hopelessly wrong with you.” In terms of being a village leader, Quirin kept himself fairly hands-off when it came to inner-family matters. But Varian wasn’t blind to the way that Quirin would frown whenever he saw Alice following behind Daniel.

He wasn’t exactly sure what Quirin could have done, but it wouldn’t have surprised Varian if his father ended up having words with Alice’s mother if things had continued along that track.

“You don’t… have to go and see them, you know.” Easier said than done, sure; even after everything Alice’s mother and sister had put her through, it was only natural that she would still feel a sense of loyalty to them. For the longest time, they’d convinced her that they were all she had. Varian wraps his arms around Alice, gently prying her fingers off of her upper arms.

“You’ve got your own life now, they don’t have to be a part of it if you don’t want them to be.”

gonemadgirl

"We both know there is, I married you, didn't I?" Alice allows Varian to remove her hands, fingers twining with his instead. Grounding herself in reality by feeling the callouses on his fingers, the rough marks from his latest experiment gone wrong - or perhaps right.

"...I guess you're right." Alice says softly, "But it's hard to seperate myself from them. They are my family, even if they aren't good at acting like it. Sometimes I look in the mirror and all I see is my mother, or aldora looking back at me. And I question how different from them I really am." Alice sighs, her thumb running across the back of his hand, not looking at his face as she says the next part.

"And, if I want to see Archie, I have to at least play nice with them. If I were to seperate from them entirely, they would simply turn on him. He'd become the new family scapegoat."

#🐰 || threads;#tw abuse mention #tw abuse implication #tw abuse

thcsevoices

She pulls him in like they’re going to dance, and Varian’s free hand automatically settles on her waist. No music has never stopped them before, and the alchemist’s brow creases in concern when Alice doesn’t start them spinning.

When Alice got into this sort of mood, it didn’t do much good to try and snap her out of it. He could talk her through it, but he couldn’t force the thoughts from her head, no matter how much he may have wanted to. All he could do was try to be the supportive husband, a role he still felt barely qualified to play.

“Well, you get along with my dad better than I do, so there’s at least two people whose lives would be worse if you stopped bothering.” He squeezes her hand, pulling her slightly closer. “Maybe it’s because no one protected you when you needed it most.”

gonemadgirl

Alice looks up at him as he speaks, her head tilting slightly, barely even noticible if she wasn't so close. The smallest sigh escapes her lips, and her gaze meets his eyes again. The glossy look in her eyes fading as she refocuses on him.

"Two, huh?" She hums, a teasing tone to her voice. "How odd. I could've sworn only your father liked me." Alice then fully leans into him, her bangs falling slightly in her eyes, cheek pressing against his shoulder, nose brushing against his neck.

"You always know the right thing to say, do you know that?" Alice whispers, "I'm glad I have you. That when I'm struggling, I can at least remember you're part of my life... You're the reason I bother with such things. I surely would've burned down all of Corona by now, if you weren't in it."

#🐰 || threads;#--; not her just casually saying u are the only reason i do not mass murder

pompedia

✦ HURT / COMFORT : STARTERS ✦

➤ @llimerrence asked: “I’m fine. This just happens sometimes. It’s normal for me.” to sofia from alice

❝Um…❞ Sofia murmured, a look of concern on her face, more tense than anything. She knew it wasn't her business, but she couldn't help but feel concerned. ❝I don't think this should be normal for anyone.❞ The girl intertwined her fingers down in front of her, flexing them up and down but not breaking apart, fidgeting to try to think. She didn't want to overstep, but how could she not? It was pretty much her job to help people!

❝Is there anything I can do?❞ Even if it was just to be company, she didn't mind. If this was this girl's version of normal ( which it shouldn't ), then… the least she could do was just be here.

gonemadgirl

Alice's sword swings slightly as she continues to clear the path ahead of the two, using the other hand to tie off the cloth around her bleeding wound. "You could go on back to wherever you came from." Alice states, "But I have a feeling that's going to be more difficult than either of us would like it to be."

Alice glances at the much smaller girl, "You're sweet, but three things. One, this is Wonderland, not the world you came from. Things work... differently here. Two, unlike your usual little errands, there is no solution where this gets fixed overnight. My life cannot be fixed by a magic wand. Three, I'm the older one here. I should be taking care of you."

Alice turns then, crouching slightly (though, argubly, she doesn't have far to go). She places a hand on Sofia's shoulder, and smiles faintly. "Thank you for being worried about me and my health. But you're a child. There is no world in which the expectations of fixing or correcting anything should ever be on your shoulders. So, please, just let me take care of you until I can get you somewhere safe."

#🐰 || threads;#--; you ever just remember al was a child soldier