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Everything was going so good until 2 days ago n now im over it all. Im going back to some kind of autopilot shit and wasting away cuz unfortunately im used to it/comfortable with that. Idk who tf I thought I was thinking I could mentally n physically balance out going to school and work. Like yea I want to better myself however I don’t want to be miserable in the process. Friends are saying there’s a level of suffering that comes with where I’m trying to be n I say FUCK THAT…there’s gotta be another way

batmanandcatwomann

I might do shrooms for the first time since that ego death I experienced the last time and I’m kinda scared about it. During that death I was trapped inside my own mind in complete darkness with my own consciousness and I had so many questions and no answers. All I could do was talk to myself for like 8 hrs and at first it was cool even tho I thought I was actually dead. I remember asking ‘is this what death is like?’ And I answered myself saying ‘maybe…but is it really that bad?’

#me #trippin #magic mountain #mushrooms

I want another plant in my room but my cat basically ate my last one (Diego) and not a god damn thing is out of his reach…what’s a boy to do

#send help

ihadmysightsetonyourightaway

chrisbattleart

The urge to stop trying is insane

#like for what #I could just lay here and cease to exist #forever tired

All my pets are assholes and like everyone else but fail to love me…bunch of douchebags

I’m getting tired of most people thinking I’m gay just because my shirts more fabulous than their whole fit. They also think k I’m gay cuz I do gay shit but HONESTLY I’m just comfortable being who I am. I’m not gay I’m just fun.

#me #my bestie is gay af #I love him #I have a key to his house #c

I had a dream that my laptop caught on fire while I was using limewire…..tf?

#throwback #don’t use limewire #but also like who don’t like free music