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What do you think a day (off work) would look like for the 3 with Trinity's shape shifting?
definitely chill but chaotic
They’d usually wake up in a cuddle pile, Trinity between them. She’d either wake up as herself, a baby, or a teen. Baran is always hyper paranoid she’d fall off the bed so she’d wrap a loose arm around her.
If she was a baby Baran would hold her while brushing her teeth and making breakfast. Trinity would devour whatever it was and beg for more.
Yolanda started her mornings by doing yoga or pilates in the garage that Trinity always snuck into. I imagine she’d plop in her back while she was doing pushups or crawl around while she was lifting weights.
‘Careful Trini, those weights are really heavy.’
And Trinity would babble and crawl around her. Around lunchtime Baran would make something quick for them before they went on an afternoon walk.
Trinity was a wanderer so they kept her close with mandatory hand holding. The neighbors up the street had a pitbull that they were paranoid of getting out. They’d seen too many accidents at that hospital.
By the time they got back to the house Trinity was ready for dinner and would start whining. Baran would have to wrap her around her chest so she could watch her cook.
After dinner it’d be either board games or tv, with Trinity likely shifting back to her original form so she could pick options.
Bedtime was usually 8:30-9:30 depending on her form but Baran still enforced it even when she wasn’t little if they’d have work the next day. Nobodyy wanted to deal with a cranky Trinity.
Ok now I gotta request more hoh! Emery - perhaps how does the rest of the Pitt react to her being hoh? 👀
(Hi sorry!!! I got SO excited to see more agere hoh and d/Deaf representation as a Deaf (yes capital D) Regressor and your au has me completely taken with it now 👀 may have some drafts written)
absolutely! i loved writing it sm! gonna be structured into lil drabbles 🍓✨
"gales of song" .✦ ݁˖.✦ ݁˖
i actually don't know what type of hearing aids she'd have, gotta look up the different types but hope u enjoy!!
Surgery Floor
Likely found out a bit after she started working there. She used to hide her hearing aids behind her ears but that lasted for a week before she was just like 'wait I don't actually care.'
They know, but also don't put any effort. The whole 'surgeons are mean' stereotype runs deep up there. Like "Oh you can read lips and have hearing aids right? So we don't have to learn anything."
Even though it'd be helpful if people could learn ASL on the surgery floor to talk to her and any patients who were also deaf or HOH. Half the motherfuckers wore masks, how the fuck was she gonna lip read? Only Yolanda actually put in the effort to learn, with Trinity teaching her and her taking online courses.
The ED
Now ED actually puts in the effort. Trinity goes nonverbal sometimes so Princess helped teach her some ASL for when she's quiet. One day she came down and didn't have her hearing aids so she was dreading it. But luckily Trinity and Princess were in the room helping, translating everything said to Emery since everyone was wearing masks.
It was like a dream, minus doing the minor surgery.
Communication was clear, she din't have to have anyone scream or have to talk slower.
(Gloria once almost got an interpreter for her and she almost burnt the place down.)
Plus, it was perfect for talking shit with Trinity and Princess.
Samira
Samira had been learning some ASL when Emery told her about it. It hadn't been a full commitment until that playdate at Baran's house when she realized how little communication she had with Emery without the hearing aids. That made her feel shitty. They were supposed to be dating and Samira only knew like 10 words in sign?
For months she learned online, taking classes, watching videos, and doing everything she could.
For Emery's birthday she signed the happy birthday song and did it so perfectly that Emery sobbed on the spot.
this one was a bit short! took a break from that godforsaken essay to do this quick one (the irony)
Shapeshifter! trinity who shapeshifts into a baby because she has a really bad fever and baran and yolanda are really worried about her because trinity isn't getting any better, so they call in reinforcements to help them get their baby girl feeling better.
"love like you." 🍓 ✨. ݁₊ ⊹ . ݁ ⟡ ݁ . ⊹ ₊ ݁.
a bit short but still adorable
this essay is kicking my ass
"Shhh.. Shhh.. it's okay Trini."
Yolanda was holding Trinity close to her chest as she wailed. Trinity and her had the day off but she didn't expect her to wake up with a fever. She had called Baran who was just about to rush home but Yolanda assured her that she had it handled.
Trinity screams and buries her head into Yolanda's shoulder. Yolanda groans and grabs the thermometer from the nightstand. "Okay, you were 100 an hour ago so.."
She pops it in Trinity's mouth and after a few seconds takes it out.
"Shit."
104.
It'd gone up.
She holds Trinity close and kisses her head. "Looks like we gotta go see mama Trin." Trinity whines quietly and vice grips Yolanda's shirt. Yolanda grabs blankets and extra clothes before heading to her car and putting Trinity in the backseat, kissing her forehead.
On the way to PTMC Yolanda calls Baran.
"Hey babe, uh Trinity's fever went up we're heading over."
"What? Is she okay? Did you give her tylenol? Is she-" Baran starts rambling already getting a bed ready. Trinity starts crying again, likely another headache and squirms. "She's, uh, sorry she's crying really loud."
Baran sighs on the other line. "I'll see you guys soon, okay?"
Yolanda turns on the radio to hopefully calm Trinity down before pulling up to the ambulance bay. Baran and Dana rush out as Yolanda gets Trinity out. "Heart rate's high, and her fever went up. Luckily no vomiting or anything."
Trinity screams and squirms. "M-A-MAMA!" Baran's heart breaks as she takes Trinity from her. "Oh, my angel, you're okay." Yolanda feels her forehead. "I'll move the car, you get her settled?"
Baran nods as her and Dana take Trinity in. Her screams echo across the ED but luckily none were phased too much. "How high's the fever?" Dana asks, patting Trinity's head as they get to a room.
"Yoyo said 104, but-" Trinity whines as Baran puts her down on a bed. "I know you'd prefer a crib but your powers tend to act up when you're sick."
Dana runs to her desk to grab the pacifier and the toys she had stocked while Baran got some meds to get her fever down. By the time Yolanda comes back Trinity had slightly calmed down, in Baran's arms with a pacifier and a toy.
She smiles. "Someone's feeling better?" Trinity coos and nods.
"Fever went down but she's still a bit sniffly."
Yolanda smiles and pats Trinity's head. "I'm glad."
True Samira and Trinity play date please??? I wanna see the cuteness
'this is your song". . ݁.💙 ₊ ⊹ . ݁ ⟡ ݁🪐 . ⊹ ₊ ݁.
Samira and Trinity have a playdate and sleepover, but Emery gets paranoid after her hearing aids die. 🧚
also requested by @prince-dragon1
added HOH Emery into this! lmk if anything's off!
mostly mowalsh centric.
Emery fluffs up her hair in the mirror.
You're fine Emery, she's just going for a playdate.
She was in jeans and a t-shirt. Something casual, but also presentable to go out in. This was fine. Samira's been over there before, this'll go well. She pops in her hearing aids and puts her hair back.
She used to hide them at the hospital but she stopped caring at this point.
The nerves were still getting to her though. Mostly hanging out with Yolanda, Baran, and Trin made her feel insecure in a way. They had it all figured out. Organized toys for Trinity, color-coded schedules, laid out wardrobes, it was perfect how they straightened everything out.
Meanwhile Emery's apartment had books everywhere, Samira's dolls piling up, she barely remembered to lay out their clothes for today.
Partially the reason she never invited them over. Started to outgrow the one bedroom apartment. She walks over to the bedroom. "Almost ready Mir? We gotta leave by 4"
"Yeah!" Samira yells back. "Getting my shoes!"
Samira had been staying over a lot lately. An apartment two floors above her caught on fire last week. There was minor damage, but Emery was scared to let her out her sight because of the whole ordeal. Samira's apartment was fine, but Emery was terrified the second she caught the words 'fire' and 'evacuation'
"Aw shit." Emery mumbles.
She forgot to charge her hearing aids the night before. Samira and her had gotten invested in another chapter book and dozed off. They should last the drive and back, right?
Samira was so excited to go over there. She didn't want to ruin it with this. She was teaching her how to sign, but they never had too much a need for it.
"Ready!"
Samira walks out with her hair in a long braid, casual dress, and converse. "Is-is it too much? It's too much right? I could just wear jeans and-"
Emery smiles. "No! No baby you look perfect, now let's get going, don't want to be late."
As they get in the car Emery's hearing aids make a little chime, the sound they make when they're close to dying.
"Aw no." Emery mumbles.
Samira tilts her head. "Something wrong?"
Emery shakes her head and starts the car. "Nothing to worry about Mir." She starts the drive towards Baran's neighborhood and taps her finger to the music. Just had to drop Samira at Baran's then she can run back to charge her hearing aids.
After a few minutes they pull up to the house and they hop out. Emery's nervously tapping her foot as Samira bounds up the porch and knocks. The door opens and Emery hovers behind and was about to go back to the car before Samira waves her forward.
Emery comes up the steps in slight concern before Baran bounds out the house. She looked frazzled as she tied her hair up and tossed Emery a schedule.
"HI!"
When was the last time she got sleep?
"MASS-" Baran clears her throat and tries to calm down. "Mass Casualty, ferry went down in the river, all hands on deck. I know you're off, but can you make sure the playdate goes well?"
Emery almost said no, but the look on Samira's face made her switch gears. What was the worst that could happen?
"Uh, yeah, I- I can do that."
Baran hugs her tightly and smiles. 'Thank you! I'll make it up to you, girl's day next weekend on me!" She sprints to her car and pulls out the driveway as quick as she can.
"So, what do I-" She turns around and Samira had already gone inside. Emery walks in and takes off her shoes, seeing Trinity and Samira playing on the rug with their dolls. She gives them a quick wave before looking down at the messily scrawled schedule Baran had tossed at her.
5pm, Toys.
6pm, Dinner, leftovers.
7pm, Movie!
8:30, Bedtime! (don't take trinity's bribes.)
Seemed easy enough. Emery goes to the kitchen to start getting dinner ready when,
her hearing aids die.
And the world goes silent.
Fuck. I didn't I-
I can't leave them alone.
Traffic would be a nightmare with the ferry crash even if she took them with her to the apartment to charge them. She stands there for god knows how long contemplating.
"....?"
"..... .....?"
"Emery?"
Her head slowly turns behind her to look at Samira and Trinity's equally concerned looks. They were both talking at the same time making it hard for her to read lips.
Trinity slowly gets up and tilts her head before saying something. Emery still looks confused before she takes out her hands.
Food?
Trinity signs.
That's right, Emery thinks. Princess had been teaching Trinity some ASL. It might be limited, but it was their best bet on communication for the time being. She thinks before signing her next words.
Yes. Tell S-A-M-I-R-A to wash up.
Trinity squints and has to ask her to do it again before nodding and running over to Samira to drag her to the sink. Emery microwaves the leftovers, keeping her eyes on it so she doesn't miss anything.
They eat dinner in silence. Samira and Trinity didn't feel right talking if Emery couldn't hear them completely. Emery sighs and eats. Why didn't I charge them? Now they're gonna be walking on eggshells instead of having any fun.
Trinity gets an idea and says something to Samira before running upstairs. Emery tilts her head and Samira just shrugs.
Trinity comes back with a pile of books and dumps them on the rug. Emery's about to chastise her on cleanliness before she sees what they are.
Various picture books on different signs in ASL. One on food, one on conversation, and a few basics.
Emery was gonna cry. Samira takes a seat next to Trinity and starts reading with her.
Emery adds a quick note to the calendar before joining them.
7pm, Movie! Learn ASL.
"Good! Do it again!"
Samira tries a few times before successfully signing,
Hi, my name is Samira Mohan.
Emery hugs her tight and Trinity claps. They end up going until 8:30 right when Baran comes back. She says something as Trinity runs up to her, probably to tell her about the hearing aids.
Baran gets a shocked apologetic look and says something for Trinity to translate.
Mama wants to charge hearing aids, Landa has extra charger.
Emery gives a thumbs up as Baran takes the hearing aids and darts upstairs. Trinity yawns and follows her up. She could feel Samira's footsteps come up behind and hug her. She leans into her touch and smiles as they head upstairs.
Emery ends up sleeping over, Baran had made an excuse about the traffic being bad and it'd be bad for her to drive. Yolanda was stuck at the hospital and likely wouldn't be back until morning.
Emery takes a quick shower and joins Samira in bed. Samira releases her stuffed animal deer and looks up at her.
Lullaby? She signs. It wasn't neat, but luckily she remembered from the book. Emery sighs and points to her ears and her throat. Couldn't exactly catch a tune at the moment.
But it's yours.
Samira signs something that fully makes a tear drop down Emery's face.
Doesn't matter. This is your song. Hearing or not.
She cuddles close next to Samira and thinks for a few seconds before humming. She couldn't catch her own volume but Samira just smiles and leans in closer.
again please let me know if i got anything off or wrong about hard of hearing and deafness, I did my own research but I definitely could've gotten some things off 😭
inspired by fics by @mothmarlampus & @dietcoke-and-daisies !!!
This is gunna sound crazy but like.. Imagine Little!Trinity with her caregivers at a pride festival or event and she's just this little ball of energy
"with my sunshine baby." 🏳️🌈✨‧₊˚♪ 𝄞₊˚⊹
Yolanda and Baran bring a rambunctious Trinity to a pride parade. Chaos ensues.
happy pride!! i was lowkey saving this request for this month to get through.
p.s. this is one of my favorite songs of all fucking time. ❤️
Trinity squirms as Baran ties her shoes in the car. "Mama! No!" Baran just laughs and makes sure they're double knotted before getting the sunscreen out. "Hold still duckling!" Trinity sunburned so easily because of how much she hated sunscreen.
"No!" She dramatically spits at the taste as Baran starts rubbing it all over her.
They had been planning to go to Pittsburgh Pride for a while, with mostly Trinity leading the way in all of the planning. She'd been begging to go for all the festivities. Baran was kinda new to the whole thing, Yolanda and Trinity had been out as lesbians practically their whole lives while she only figured out she was bi after her divorce.
Trinity squirms as the sunscreen gets rubbed on and pouts. "Done yet?" Baran smiles and puts a final touch on her nose and pressing a kiss there. "Thereee we go." Yolanda hops out and makes sure the cars locked before taking the goodies out her tote bag.
Trinity and her wore lesbian bandanas and Baran had a bisexual one. "Ready!" Trinity giggles and holds both their hands. They parked a block away from the event so there was a fairly short walk. Yolanda initially wanted to avoid parallel parking at all costs but they managed.
Trinity walks slightly ahead and starts rambling excitedly. She had regressed pretty young which meant she had a buttload of energy that was bound to run out by mid afternoon.
"Mama! Da! Move faster! Slow!"
Baran shakes her head and smiles. "Where do you think she puts all this energy?" Yolanda pops her gum and shrugs. "Enjoy it Baran, and she drank her water right?" Trinity had the bad habit of not drinking her water when she was supposed to, usually leading to dehydration spells and exhaustion.
Baran nods. "Three bottles, I was on-on top of it."
"Yeah I- Trin be patient!" Trinity had resorted to grabbing both their hands and dragging them towards the event. The music gets louder as they get closer to the parade. Trinity giggles and gets peppier as more people walk past. Couples, parents and kids, friend groups, she hadn't seen this many happy people in a while.
"Trin baby, stay by us okay?"
"But I wanna see!" Yolanda pats Trinity's head. "I know but there's a lot of people around and-" She turns around to took at Baran who's gazing around in pure awe. She's surprised to see her staring before she looks back down embarrassed.
"Um. Just don't wander off Trin, okay?" Trinity nods before leading them towards more of the event. She gets pins from a few people, a drag queen gives her a fan, and she gets facepaint of a unicorn in lesbian colors.
Baran follows behind while Trinity and Yolanda do all the activities. Yolanda only really notices when they get to the barricade to watch the parade.
"Baran?"
"B?"
"Baran!"
Baran snaps back in as Yolanda waves in front of her face. "Are you okay? Did you take your meds and everythi-"
"Yeah! Yeah it's not that, I'm fine I just-"
She glances at Trinity who had earplugs in due to the noise of the cars and the cheering. Yolanda tilts her head. "You've been kinda off since we got here."
Baran sighs out her nose and glances out at the parade. Specifically at the flags.
"I just- do I deserve to be here?"
"What?" Yolanda tilts her head. "What does that even-"
"I just mean-" She keeps her voice loud enough for Yolanda to hear her but quiet enough so Trinity doesn't. "I only just figured out who I am. Most of these people have probably known for what- their whole lives? High school? I-"
"Feels like I haven't had a lot of time, yknow?"
Yolanda clicks her tongue in thought before nudging her shoulder. "Know what I think?"
"Doesn't matter if you figured it out in high school, or college, or-" She gestures to the crowd. "What matters is that you're here, and you're happy."
Baran lets a few tears fall before she nods. "Besides," Yolanda continues, pushing her hair back. "I think it suits you." She pulls Baran into a quick kiss before turning around to hug Trinity.
"Da! Look! Dwag Queens!" Trinity waves her flag and yells as loud as she can to catch all the confetti in her hair.
Baran was left blushing after that. "Mama why are you red?"
"J-just t-the h-eat Trin, nothing to worry about." After the parade finishes Trinity sleepily starts walking back. It was around 4 now, past Trinity's naptime.
"Alright come on." Yolanda lets Trinity hop onto her back the rest of the way back. "Da, no tired." But they both know better. If they stayed out longer Trinity would end up napping on the sidewalk.
They make it back to the car and put Trinity in the back. She had somehow dozed off. Yolanda pops a pacifier in her mouth and closes the door before they start the drive to the house.
"Wish pride was every day, Yoli."
Yolanda smiles and pulls out into the road with a head nod.
Shapeshifter au, kid!trinity singing in the middle of the ED during a busy shift. Thats it. Just kid trin showing her filipino throat chakra power out of nowhere suprising everyone. Then after she shifted back into adult trin everyone is teasing her lmao. "whats up whitney houston?"
this is hilarious.
also taking a little writing break for the week to catch up on my other stuff i will be active tho 🫡
Trinity has a beautiful voice. When she shapeshifts to a kid Baran would ask her to sing while she's doing dishes. (She'll usually refuse) One day Perlah was keeping and eye on her byn the nurse's station.
She'd shifted to like an 11 year old, and Perlah had given her her phone in the last hour of the shift. Of course Trinity starts watching Sofia the First and loudly sings the intro.
A few doctors and nurses walk by amused, Dana ruffling her hair amazed at her voice. 'You should sing in choir at my church Trin!'
Trinity giggles and sings more theme songs until the shift is over and Baran and Yolanda take her home.
Next day she gets a bunch of singer nicknames thrown at her that makes her roll her eyes in annoyance.
'Great suture Madonna!'
'Keep charting Taylor Swift!'
'Yo, Selena Gomez, jump in on this!'
Trinity grumbles, she immediately regrets singing at work. Baran just giggles and kisses her cheek. "Come on hun, you have a beautiful voice."
Trinity smiles slightly and leans into her. "Fine, but I'm only singing for you and Yoyo."
my lil au where Trinity Santos is an age regressor with shapeshifting powers who shapeshifts to whatever age she's at. This is mostly judt drabbles that I write up with no overarching story, but I will try to update this when I can!
Do you think when trinity is tired and little she gets restless and more annoyed than usual around others but with Yolanda and baran shes more quiet and attached to them ?
she definitely does.
If she’s at work she’s absolutely moping at the nursing station complaining to Dana that, ‘My eyes can barely stay open, and I drank a 5-hour-energy two hours ago.’
And Dana would be like, ‘We’re all tired Trin, few hours left you got this.’
Another hour passes and she is TIRED. Eyes? Drooping. Micro-sleeps? Every ten seconds like clockwork. She almost falls asleep during a trauma before locking in and getting everything done.
By the time it hits 5 she’s snapping at people every few minutes. “Hey Dr. Santos, can I get your opinion on-“
“Ask anybody else Ogilvie.”
Baran was in the break room making (shitty) tea when Trinity comes in and hugs her from behind and buries her head in her shoulder.
“Trin hun?”
“Mm.”
“You sleepy?”
“I’m beyond sleepy.”
Baran sighs and massages her head. “Stay by me the rest of the shift okay hun?” Trinity reluctantly agrees and trails after Baran like a lamb. By 6:30 she’d fallen asleep at her desk and Robby gives her the go ahead to go home.
Baran drives and helps her inside, getting Trinity into pajamas before she passes out the second her head hits the pillow.
Hi RosewoodLibrary again! I have another question for the shapeshifter trinity au. We know that little Trinity from your other au gets along with Frank does shapeshifter Trinity get along with him? Or does she remember how he treated her on her first day?
We also know that Frank has a daughter so does he use is experience as a girl dad to earn her trust?
shapeshifter!trinity tolerates him at BEST.
Anytime he has to hold her she’s biting him, squirming, literally everything she could do to get out and explore. Frank has kids, so he knows how to manage but god is it hard.
He does have a daughter, so maybe he’ll give her his daughters old toys instead of selling them or giving them away.
Trinity tries to get along with him, mostly cause Baran asked her to play nice.
Usually he lasts 10 seconds holding her before he passes her to Dana and Trinity will go from uncooperative to giggly and cuddly.
“Think that’s a new record Langdon.” Dana smiles as Trinity nuzzles into her neck.
“I have bite marks all over my fingers, D.” Langdon groans and gets some hand sanitizer. “What’s that thing about human mouths being toxic?”
“She has like two teeth, you’ll be fine.”
Trinity would stick her tongue out at Langdon before Dana coos over her and asks if she wants a snack.
They’ll probably get along at some point but until then, He’s gotta wear oven mits when he holds her. And when she shifts to a teenager he has to look behind him constantly in case she decides to stick another ‘kick me’ sign on him.
Maybe shapeshifter! Trinity is a toddler and just going through a “NO!” phase and Baran and Yolanda just are having to deal with a toddler attitude.
'the art of saying no' ✮ ⋆ ˚｡𖦹 ⋆｡°✩
"Trin, do you want some juice?"
"NO!"
"Do you want some caprisun?"
"NO!"
All day it was the same. Baran and Yolanda would ask Trinity what she wanted, she would yell, rinse and repeat. They couldn’t figure out what was up with her. Yolanda sighs and sits at the table. “She has to eat something. Did anything happen at work for her to be this-?”
Baran shakes her head. “No, surprisingly it’s been pretty boring.” Trinity was currently on the playmat with a mix of stolen kitchen utensils and calico critters.
Yolanda smirks. “I have an idea. Just follow my lead.” She gets up and opens the fridge.
“Gee, sucks Trinity doesn’t want to do anything, would love to eat this FULL bowl of mac and cheese.”
Trinity’s head snaps up at full attention.
Baran tries to hold back her smile. “Yeah Yolo, guess it’s all for us.”
Trinity gets up and stomps over to hug Yolanda’s leg. “My mac and cheese! Mine!” Yolanda giggles and picks her up. “Oh? Has Trin changed her mind on the attitude?”
“NO! My mac and cheese!” Yolanda peppers her face with kisses and takes the container out the fridge. “Come on Trin, can we have a little bit?”
Trinity makes a thinking face before lighting up. “Kisses!”
Baran and Yolanda roll their eyes before peppering her face with kisses until she squeals. They end the afternoon with mac and cheese (that Trinity eats the most of) and take an afternoon nap on the couch.
“Ok Trin, you want to play with your toys now?”
“NO!”
They both sigh. It really never changes with Trinity.
