Here I am

Just a little shy and just a little odd... But only a little

[goodriddance94]

22 years old and still kickin’

[goodriddance94]

Wow. Today I am 21 years old. I am officially a woman. No more milestones to pass in order to be completely legal to the government (Unless of course you count the age of 50 when I can officially get senior discounts at IHOP and use AARP). But all jokes aside, I wanted to make a post about a resolution I have for this next chapter in my adult life. I want to be kind to myself. When I say that, I mean, I want to learn from the past and grow from it, but I also want to look brightly to my future and what I envision for myself one day. This road will definitely be a long and hard one for me to walk, but I am more than determined. As some, if not a majority, of you know, I have been struggling with pretty crippling (at times) anxiety. It was just diagnosed a little over a year ago, but I’ve been dealing with it for a better part of my life. I want to make a resolution to not let my anxiety and fear of the unknown define me. I want to become better. Better for, most importantly, myself.. but also better for my friends and family and everyone I’ve pushed out over the years. I want to be able to look back at this moment a year from now and think “that was the moment I really began to love myself, that was when I finally became kind to myself”. This is my gift to myself. Here I go..

[goodriddance94]

Today is the day

I will take the daunting leap of faith into my life and see where the road takes me. 

Here I go..

This will be hard, but hard is what makes this all worth it in the end. I have hope.

[paradoxicalissue]

[lady-bohemia]

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Won’t you think I’m pretty  When I’m standing top the bright lit city? And I’ll take your hand and pick you up, And keep you there so you can see it. As long as you’re alive and care, I promise I will take you there. We’ll drink and dance the night away.

[5oil]

[uniqueforeverr]

[goatrocket-moved]

Let’s jump upon the sharp swords and cut away our smiles. Without the threat of death there’s no reason to live at all.

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[love-personal]

[suspend]

You can’t change the past but you can alter the future.

Don’t give up. (via suspend)

[goodriddance94]

I love you

[frequents]

Distance means nothing when someone means everything.

unknown (via frequents)

[penssamento]

Of course it’s hard. Hard is what makes it worth it.

Lucas Batista  (via penssamento)

[goodriddance94]

September 8, 2015

Thinking thinking thinking. Always thinking. Never relaxing. Always hurting. Feeling like I took a bullet to the chest. Pain pain pain. Hurt hurt hurt. Too much love. I love you I love you I love you. Come back.

[ginalynnn]

[nomenu]

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