Still one of the best animations I've ever done. Took just under a week and was equal parts fun and challenging. So here are some process passes! The full version had too many colors so I had to do some compression T0T
Have you ever woken up to find that everything you've built over the years has crumbled? Have you ever felt like you've gone from being someone people respectfully called "Doctor" to someone forced to explain their needs and ask for help just to survive? Do you know what it means to spend your life toiling, studying, and working to build an honest business, only to have war on Gaza snatch everything away in an instant? I wasn't born a beggar, and I'm not used to asking anyone for help. I owned a pharmacy, a source of livelihood and dignity, living off my own hard work. But the war destroyed my pharmacy, and with it, my dreams, my stability, and my family's future. Today, as I ask for help, I don't just feel the pain of poverty, but the pain of utter defeat. The pain of being looked at as if you're a beggar, when you're a victim of a war that stole everything from you. Believe me, need isn't the hardest part of it... the hardest part is having to justify your needs to people, feeling like your story doesn't matter to anyone, and seeing the abandonment all around you as you sink deeper into despair every day. If you can't help, then don't... You hurt those worn down by life with a word or a judgment. By God, I only sought help after every door was closed in my face.. 💔💔💔
God is sufficient for me, and He is the best disposer of affairs.
I don't want to talk about the 1000 days because I died a thousand times over during those days. They ripped my soul from me, took my sanity, and killed everything beautiful I saw. It's just a number the world talks about today and forgets tomorrow, even though tomorrow will be worse because it's 1001, meaning tomorrow there will be death, hunger, fear, poverty, and oppression. Nothing will change except that we keep getting worse and worse and worse. The whole world is showing sympathy today, but tomorrow they'll forget, even as our extermination and killing continue.
If anything bad happens to me or I lose contact with you, please remember that I begged you to donate, even a small amount, or to share my post. I will not forgive anyone who sees this post and doesn't support me with a single word or a small donation, and ignores me.
I write these words with tears in my eyes, watching my nephew suffer so much, unable to get up. He has been in excruciating pain and has had repeated fainting spells over the past week due to severe anemia. I cannot afford all the medications he needs because of their high prices. All I wish is that he doesn't faint again, so I implore you to support me and help me buy his medications as soon as possible. Please donate.
Worse still, my nephew lost his father in this genocide, and I, his uncle, am their sole provider. His condition is deteriorating daily, and he desperately needs urgent surgery before his pain worsens. The pain is constant, even at night; he can't sleep, and every moment feels like endless agony.
I stand helpless before this heartbreaking scene. I don't have enough money to cover the costs of the operation or even to provide the medication that would alleviate his excruciating pain. My sense of helplessness is just as painful as his illness itself, perhaps even more so.
I need your help to alleviate my nephew's suffering and save him as soon as possible. Please, I don't want anything bad to happen to him; I've already lost my mother, my older brother, my home, and my friends. Please help me raise the necessary funds for my nephew's medication and surgery as quickly as possible. Support me, donate.
Guys, we still need €550 for the surgery. The Tumblr account I was using to collect donations has been banned—I don't know why. Please don't let me down; please donate. The surgery was supposed to take place tomorrow. Please, please donate. 💔😭
Oh God, oh God, time is running out fast. There are only 9 hours left until the surgery, and we still need 500 euros. Everyone keeps ignoring me completely. I swear my heart aches; I can't bear this. Please help me, don't leave me alone. Please donate, please donate. 😭💔
Please, please—we still need your help to get my nephew the surgery he needs. Please don't let us down. I can't sleep; I really can't. I keep wondering if I’ll be able to get the operation done for my nephew. Please, I don't want to lose him. Please donate! 😭💔
We still need your help, friends. Please, do not just look at my words; they are not merely passing words. We still need 350 euros—please donate, please donate... Save my nephew. Please donate. 😭💔
Everyone, we still need 300 euros to cover my nephew's surgery. If we can raise this amount today, the operation can take place tomorrow. We are only hours away from making it happen—please, I beg you, please donate. 💔😭
Someone has donated €40, but we still need €260 for the surgery tomorrow. Please don't let us down; time is running out fast. Please save what is left of us—save my nephew. Please donate, please donate. 😭💔
Oh God, my wife has completely lost consciousness due to lack of medication. My wife is in danger; she could die at any moment. 😭
We have no more medication to help her. We are living in dire circumstances.
For four days I have been pleading with you to provide medication to save my wife, but no one is helping me, and everyone here is ignoring me. Why? Should my wife be deprived of treatment? The healthcare system here in the Gaza Strip has completely collapsed, and the situation here is catastrophic.
My wife and unborn child are in danger. I can't bear to lose her; I might die with her. No one is standing by me in my ordeal; everyone is ignoring me. I die a hundred times a day.
I feel like I'm living in hell. Death is more merciful than this life and this cruel world. No one cares about us.😭
My wife urgently needs treatment now, or she will die at any moment. Her condition is worsening every minute; she has become thin and frail, her face is yellow, and I can see the signs of death in her face. 😭
We urgently need 650 euros for treatment. Please help me, don't leave me alone, don't let my wife die, don't let us face death. Please stand with me, help me.
These may be my last words or the last time I write a post about my family, so I will not forgive anyone who sees this post and does not support me with a single word and ignores me.
Time is running out, there's nothing left. My wife is in a terrible state because of the lack of medication. We haven't been able to buy the medicine yet. My wife is going to die. Please donate quickly, we urgently need €540 now. 😭
Think about your F/O that does not have a mouth. They REALLY enjoy your kisses the sensation is everything. In fact, they get a bit greedy at times and don’t want you to stop 😆❤️
i am of the sincere belief that if ur on ur computer a lot you should visually customize it to high hell and back not just for funsies but also because it has literally made me less depressed before. its kind of like how rearranging your bedroom is good for your brain, yknow. i do stuff like this every few months
critically stagnant spotlight campaigns for today (6/16.)
all campaigns are vetted by the organizers of gaza funds. this site has been vouched for by palestinian bloggers. for full transparency, a list of campaigns is available to view on their site. additionally, if you look at my list of individual campaigns, you will see that i personally trust these campaigns and have donated to them many times.
dr. isam: 15 days since last donation
yahia hawajry: 15 days since last donation
rania alneder: 13 days since last donation
yasmin's family: 11 days since last donation
ahmed atallah: 11 days since last donation
basim and hla: 8 days since last donation
ibrahim abu raida: 8 days since last donation
individual posts for these campaigns are generally ignored, which is why i've moved to using this pinned post instead. it simply takes me too long to queue up a bunch of posts people will just scroll past. please don’t ignore this, you have the opportunity to throw someone a lifeline and do some real good. even if you don’t have any money, a reblog is free and can help get more eyes on these campaigns. none of them are on tumblr, to my knowledge. nobody sees these campaigns unless people reblog posts about them or make their own posts.
thank you in advance for your consideration.
tags for reach under the cut (you can always let me know if you'd rather not be on this list, or if you want to be added to the list!)
titsay
izzy806
gracieabrams
dailybridgerton
theartofmadeline
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