am I the history I have endured?

♡ 🫀 ● cw: blood + gore ● he/it ♤

[goremorbidities]

◈ 𝖕𝖘𝖞𝖈𝖍 𝖛𝖆𝖒𝖕, 𝖈𝖍𝖆𝖔𝖙𝖊, 𝖌𝖔𝖉'𝖘 𝖋𝖆𝖛𝖔𝖗𝖎𝖙𝖊 ◈

• 𝖆𝖇𝖔𝖚𝖙 𝖇𝖊𝖑𝖔𝖜 • 🏳️‍⚧️ • 🇵🇭 • 𝖈𝖆𝖗𝖗𝖉 • 𝖆𝖑𝖙𝖊𝖗𝖍𝖚𝖒𝖆𝖓 𝖇𝖑𝖔𝖌 •

𝖘𝖚𝖕𝖕𝖔𝖗𝖙 / 𝖉𝖔𝖓𝖆𝖙𝖎𝖔𝖓𝖘 (𝖝)

◈ I'm in my late 20's and prefer to not interact with minors on here. If you are and you do, you will likely be blocked. terfs fuck off. nazis fuck off. zionists fuck off. I'm block-happy.

◈ I'm endo-neutral. DID is self-erasing so self reflection is especially hard, and so is recognizing trauma. Otherwise endogenic systems are all on thin fucking ice.

◈ This blog is mostly aesthetics and alterhuman/kin-related content.

◈ I have CPTSD, DID (traumagenic) and autism. Sometimes there will be traumadumping.

◈ I'm prone to deleting posts.

current system members: 💉 || ❔️❓️ || 🔥 || (and me 🫶)

|| 🫀 > favorites || heartbeats > music || words > poetry || 🧩 > my beloved ||

[6empest]

nine inch nails used and signed synthesizer from on stage during 1994-1995 self destruct tour

[sewnmouthgirl]

Karada (2022)

[futchlings]

"incurious" still GOAT insult. You could be better but you're not. You could learn but you won't, and for no good reason, just a base dispositional apathy. Get fucked

[dridelus]

[sakrogoat]

Gustav Klimt - Hygieia

[uninstall-sadness]

[reallifeishorror]

Anatomical dolls, Europe.

[louisirl]

Incarnate

Noun

A being who identifies as a specific fictional character and experiences themselves as that character incarnated in the flesh. The literal meaning: “embody in flesh” or “give bodily form.”

For an Incarnate, the incarnation (character) extends beyond admiration or personal connection and is recognized as an intrinsic part of the self, expressed through daily life.

I.e. I am an incarnate. The incarnation of Louis from The Vampire Chronicles. I incarnated as Louis.

[vyroskartdolls]

Finished this mysterious creature recently!

Everything is handmade with faux materials and fully posable! The eyes and orb have LEDs installed and the eyes and hair glow in the dark too!

[fnordseer5]

our idiotic ancestors used to believe stuff that's not true but luckily we've now figured out all the true things to believe in

[kineticpenguin]

At the risk of sounding anti-intellectual, I think that college should be free and also not a requirement for employment outside of highly specialized career fields

[kineticpenguin]

At the risk of sounding like an effete intellectual, I do actually think you should be allowed to just take college courses indefinitely

[yourunderwaterskies]

technically you can, if you don't care about degrees.

Free Harvard courses. Free Courses from Stanford. Free Courses from MIT. Free courses from Yale. Free courses from Princeton.

Free courses on Coursera.

Free Courses on EDx Free Courses on Alison

For paid, there's The Great Courses+/Wonderium. 20$ a month for unlimited courses.

When searching, the phrases you're looking for are Massive Open Online Courses (MOOCs), or you can do a general search of say, "free online college courses." Oh, and so you don't get surprised like I did, have an avoid: Hillsdale College is a conservative Christian site and not a valid MOOC place. Sign up with them and you will get things like THIS IS WHY THE LEFT IS TURNING YOUR KIDS TRANS AND GAY in your inbox.

[aloeverawrites]

@yourunderwaterskies I wanted to say thank you so much for adding these links, seriously, they've been life-changingly helpful to me-

And I also wanted to mention that humanitarian organisations have free courses too, like the Red Cross on international humanitarian law.

Humanity in War

Learn more about the Red Cross International Humanitarian Law (IHL) Program to train policy professionals, government officials, academics,

Kaya

Kaya is a free humanitarian learning platform which offers hundreds of training opportunities across a range of key topics, including the hu

[rosieandthemoon]

Lasenic Tarot

[menloathe]

when the song tackles you to the ground and starts beating the ever loving shit out of you

[megofwands]

Glory can be blurry.

[sacred-portal]

[yesterdaysprint]

Hartford Courant, Connecticut, March 9, 1906