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My First SessKag Fic!

Surprise! I somehow managed to write a SessKag fic in two days. This marks my first story for the pairing. Will there be more in the future? No idea. Will I expand this universe someday? Hmm...

To anyone who reads, enjoy!

You can read All Too Real, All Over Again here.

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Oops, I wrote a sequel.

Enjoy Inuyasha and Kikyo's story in Let Me Ease You From It here.

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My First SessKag Fic!

Surprise! I somehow managed to write a SessKag fic in two days. This marks my first story for the pairing. Will there be more in the future? No idea. Will I expand this universe someday? Hmm...

To anyone who reads, enjoy!

You can read All Too Real, All Over Again here.

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Happy birthday, Taryn!!! 💙🎉

In honor of your birthday, here is a sneak peek of a WIP I have going for you. Best friends-to-lovers, duh.

The Only Hope for Me is You (by My Chemical Romance, of course)

Inuyasha never really expected to fall in love with Kagome.

Which was pretty stupid, considering the fact that she was smart and funny and beautiful, even during her awkward phase.

He always smiled at the memories of the two of them at thirteen, when Kagome hit a growth spurt and was four inches taller than him for a year until he finally hit his own, eventually rounding out to be a solid six inches taller than her. On the day Inuyasha reached her height, she put on a pair of heels and laughed with a sassy, “Not yet.”

As they grew up, Inuyasha watched as she grew into herself, as she went from long hair to short hair then back again. As she tried to figure out what she wanted to do with her life and what kind of person she wanted to be. Having the privilege of witnessing that wasn’t something Inuyasha took lightly. 

Kagome meant more to him than anything else in the world, but by the time he realized he was in love with her, his teenage doubt and anxiety kept him from telling her.

So he kept it quiet, letting it marinate in the back of his mind as he fell deeper in love with her every day.

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"You're Breathing Real Softly" is finally complete 💙

Read it here.

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reminiscing about when i used to be able to write 10k words at a time, multiple times a week.

i miss the days of The Captain & The Hanyo.

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You're Breathing Real Softly

Newest chapter was just posted of my most visceral fic yet.

Read it from the beginning here.

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You're Breathing Real Softly

hello, everyone.

here is a new story that i've been holding close for almost four years. i started writing it as an outlet for some things that happened to me, and i never got around to finishing it for a multitude of reasons.

i finally feel like i'm able to finish it, so here it is.

you can read You're Breathing Real Softly here. please heed all the tags.

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seven months later, we have an update.

i can tell it's been a while since i scrolled tumblr - i can't figure out how to insert a hyperlink, so please enjoy this stupidly long link instead.

An Archive of Our Own, a project of the Organization for Transformative Works

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You're Breathing Real Softly

hello, everyone.

here is a new story that i've been holding close for almost four years. i started writing it as an outlet for some things that happened to me, and i never got around to finishing it for a multitude of reasons.

i finally feel like i'm able to finish it, so here it is.

you can read You're Breathing Real Softly here. please heed all the tags.

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What are you working on?

How’s life for you these days?

Blanket invitation to talk about fur babies or special interests

hello! sorry to answer so late!

I'm trying very valiantly to pick up some WIP's that I started a long time ago and just never worked on further. I've been looking back over a royalty one that I have that I actually think I'll be able to start posting in the near future. plus my little Arizona story I just started posting.

life has been good, for the first time since...probably ever. I have a new job where my supervisors actually care about my well-being, and I live with my partner in a new town. lots of changes over the last six months, but they've been almost all positive.

my little cat child is almost five now! but her energy never seems to wane even as she approaches cat senior status.

no new special interests right now, which means my brain feels empty - any suggestions?

thanks for the questions! <3

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💞Thank you for existing 💞 Send this to 10 people who you think deserve a sweet and kind message in their inbox💕

first up for my AMA!

this has literally been in my inbox for 2.5 years, i am so sorry. but thank you so much, it's so kind that you took the time to send this my way 💙

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doing a little something this evening since it’s been forever since i did an AMA. ask me anything, inbox is open now and i’ll start answering questions at 9:30pm EST!

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so i've decided to do something new that i have never done before with my writing.

i'm going to do some seat-of-my-pants writing (i.e. writing a story without planning too far ahead, which is how rumiko takahashi wrote inuyasha, if i remember correctly). i admire people who can do that, and it's something i want to try. so it'll be multi-chapter, writing what i want for each of them, then deciding where to go later.

for me, at least, i feel like it will take off the pressure to get everything fully-planned before posting. so i want to give it a go.

all the stories i have in the works right now are multi-chapter one of which i have been working on recently, coming at some point i promise

my goal is to have something posted today, so i hope i can deliver something good.

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i did it <3

Read "Warm Jets Start to Roar" here.

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so i've decided to do something new that i have never done before with my writing.

i'm going to do some seat-of-my-pants writing (i.e. writing a story without planning too far ahead, which is how rumiko takahashi wrote inuyasha, if i remember correctly). i admire people who can do that, and it's something i want to try. so it'll be multi-chapter, writing what i want for each of them, then deciding where to go later.

for me, at least, i feel like it will take off the pressure to get everything fully-planned before posting. so i want to give it a go.

all the stories i have in the works right now are multi-chapter one of which i have been working on recently, coming at some point i promise

my goal is to have something posted today, so i hope i can deliver something good.

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i haven’t been reading much fanfic recently (life has been too busy and i’ve been having a lot of mental health issues).

pls give me fic recs. i’m open to literally anything except for stories that have a sessxrin pairing (i’m still not about that)

pls flood my inbox with recs ily

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I was recently diagnosed with bipolar disorder. The first part of this was written during my first depressive episode after my diagnosis. The second part is two days after, and will be labeled as such.

I want to share some thoughts I had in case anyone can relate or would like to learn what it’s like to have a bipolar episode.

During: It was an absolute shock when I was given the bipolar disorder diagnosis by my psychiatrist. I didn’t even realize she was screening me for bipolar until she diagnosed me with it. Once we started talking about my symptoms, my whole life started to finally make sense. All the depression, the inability to cope with things, the sleepless nights filled with either wanting to accomplish everything or being so down and depressed I could barely move were finally all identified as symptoms.

I’m on medication now, and it’s truly changed my life. Not just for the bipolar - the medicine I’m on can also treat symptoms of ADHD, which I was diagnosed with a year ago.

So I’m feeling much better and my symptoms are being treated really well, but I’m sad.

I’m sad that no one, especially myself, caught onto the fact that it was what was going on. This is not to say it was the duty or expectation of anyone in my life to notice that. It’s just a small observation, and I mostly relate the not realizing to myself.

I’m sad because I’m terrified that the medicine will suddenly stop working and I’ll go back to how I was.

I’m sad because I have much better habits now and I’m more consistent in my actions along with just being more responsible of basic stuff like checking the weather, doing laundry, not crumpling into a depressed disaster every time something sets me off, but despite this - I’m constantly reminded every day of how I was.

Someone will make a joke about me not remembering to do something, or reminiscing on a time I dropped rhe ball about something, or when I “overreacted” to something small and, at times, lost the whole day while I just tried to get back into my usual state.

I’m sad because it made me realize I’ve never not been depressed. There have been so many times that I’ve felt like I was finally past the lowest points and that it was only up from there, but that was never the case.

I’m sad because I spent so many years hating myself and thinking I was fake, hateful, and an overall awful person. I don’t feel that way anymore. I think of myself as a nice person now, who genuinely cares about people.

I’ve been on medication for almost a month now, and I’m in my first mini-depressive episode. It feels different - I’m able to actually write out my feelings instead of just numbly laying in my bed until I muster enough energy to get up. I’m still sad, but I don’t feel any of the self-hatred or internal voices telling me that I’m horrible and that no one loves me anymore because of how I am. I know I’ll be able to sleep tonight. I’m able to tell a loved one that I need to be hugged instead of hiding in the guest room waiting for my negative feelings to pass.

Two days later: That was the tamest depressive episode I’ve ever had. It was a drastically different experience to not be completely down and unable to move or function. I cried, told my partner how I was feeling, and wrote out my thoughts. I’ve never been able to do all three things in such a healthy manner.

I’ve only ever been able to hide away or lash out or go into an almost catatonic state. It’s such a comfort to know why this has happened, and I can actually recognize the cause of it instead of thinking I’m just depressed because something set me off.

I have a disorder, one that is being treated now. And I feel better than I ever have.

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i would be so powerful if i could just get my mumford & sons wip completed.

i promise it will be soon.

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hey guys, i had a surge of power and i got my mumford & sons wip completed. thank you for the love and the patience.

read it here 💙

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i would be so powerful if i could just get my mumford & sons wip completed.

i promise it will be soon.