imdone

[goshyy]

"This is what I want or maybe this is what I am"

I continue to tell him as I show him all the pictures of nature that I got lost in but his eyes are stuck on me, why is he looking at me like that like he wants to get lost in me.

[goshyy]

THE MUSE CURSE

The moment you make someone your muse if you love them you won't end up together, if you are together you will drift apart it's basically an artist will always admire his muse but will never have her/him.

[goshyy]

[goshyy]

[goshyy]

My one and only unrequited religion

Somebody needs to study the chemistry between a girl and her love for her white monster

[goshyy]

Is somebody gonna match my freak

[goshyy]

People say it's eternal bliss to realize that there is no right or wrong and that everything is above it and that spirituality exists in every form, in every religion, every belief

But i say that's just the beginning of suffering because the more you realize how to blind people are, how unaware they are, how they would bury themselves, when you see them poison their lives, cut their limbs, tear their flesh layer by layer, burn all so blindly and all you can do is sit still and watch because you know even if you try to tell them and make them understand they are just too much shut down to see, feel, hear, realize the reality and that's when you realize they suffer, and you suffer because you can't help them

You perish seeing them happy perishing

You burn watching them happily walk in flames in the name of make beliefs

So no going above and beyond the wrongs and rights is not blissful, it's painful, burning, it's like someone performing every single torture on you, because you feel what others dont even when they suffer

So yes I agree with Kabir when he said:-

सुखिया सब संसार है, खाए अरु सोवै।

दुखिया दास कबीर है, जागै अरु रोवै॥

[goshyy]

Do I love you?

Or, do I love the idea of you loving me

Maybe it is the idea of you that I love

But

Do you love me?

Or, do you also love the idea of me loving you

Maybe the idea of me, ideal me,

that make belief, that bubble that will burst as soon as you will get too close to touch me,

then you too will see me for who I am, see me for me

And just like everyone you too will leave me