Eh

29 Literally just using this now to keep track of how often I cry.

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Cry log 10/24/25

Pain meds, tiredness, and hormones made me sob in the hospital after I got my gallbladder removed lmao.

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Cry log 10/22/25

Guess who ended up back in the ER???

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Cry Log 10/21/25

Back pain warranting an ER trip

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Cry log 8/16

Kuma again

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Cry log 7/13/25

Kuma brain wipe

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Cry log 5/27/25

Was reading fics and made myself cry (just a little) for no good reason.

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Cry log 3/8/25

Been sick and miserable and my brain decided to spiral about how incredibly unsatisfied I am by my life, my chronic loneliness, and how hopeless my outlook is in general. Fucking sucks. Can’t wait to not tell anyone about my issues and continue ignoring signs of my declining mental health lmao.

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Cry log 3/2/25

I’m under the weather, depressed, and read a sad fic.

Was reading on my side so the tears went directly across my face and now face tears in my ear. Wasn’t even a good cry.

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Cry log 1/25/25

Am sad and lonely

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Cry log 12/20/24

Going merry

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Cry log 12/3/24

Got thinking too hard about the passing of time and how quickly things changed and then about how I feel like two of my friendships (the only friends I have had in the past decade) are slipping through my fingers and I don’t know how to make it stop

And then I cried more about how if I keep being so pathetic (right now and in general) there’s no reason for them to want to stay

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Cry log 11/1/24

Read that stsg fic again knowing it might make me cry but forgot why it made me cry and so instead of a semi-voluntary cry sesh to release four months of pent stress I got a emotionally devastating punch to the chest and now my eyes hurt

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Cry log 6/12/24

Read a stsg fic that said ‘I think I’m probably no one’s favorite person, and I don’t think I ever will be.’ and broke down sobbing.

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Cry log

4/25/24

cried a bit over a one piece post lmao

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cry log 2/21/24

Started crying over a zosan hanahaki fic

Continued crying about literally everything else in my life lmao

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cry log 1/28/24

has a minor breakdown due to stress and the realization that my loneliness has actually just been getting worse and worse and I don’t know what to do about it

sucks

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Cry log 12/3/23

Going merry