This Is Not How I Am

Disabled sickly ElderGoth. Attempts at art and cosplay. Opininated.

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I present, in its entirety, the Buggre Alle This Bible from Good Omens (book). Initially the bit about a scribe who is just so done with his job. And then I kept going, all quotes from the book on each canvas. There are Easter eggs aplenty in each canvas. Paint, alcohol and water-based markers, rhinestones, feathers, and other schmutz. I also aged a craft store trunk for it to live in.

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"Something's wrong."

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SUPREME ARCHANGEL of HEAVEN and Crowley can still make him come with one finger.

Huhhhuhhuhurrrrr

I'm such a card😁

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THIS FAAAAAACE

😭 I actually sobbed.

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MAY 13TH HOLY FUCKETY DING DONG😇🐍🥰

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I HAVE QUESTIONS🙋‍♀️

Wings are a heart. Why is the wing on (our) right smaller and seemingly discolored (or could be gold, or reflection of Aziraphale's coat)? In the pic of Aziraphale standing at the doorway, his position reflects a degree of resolve.

WHAT IF, in some of those first fan pics behind the scenes, Aziraphale who seems not-quite-Aziraphale accompanied by the MeatHeadaTron (assuming he actually is him) going into *A* bookshop is under amnesia?

To guard (he is a guardian, afyer all) over the Book Of Life, out of the hair of heaven, so they can get on with the Second Coming? Because he's there, but has this Heaven Approved combover and isn't fully *THERE.* Yikes.

Say there's an event of clash that ends up with the day saved, and here Aziraphale is now back at HIS bookshop, either apprehensive at looking because he doesn't remember fully, or steeling himself for whatever he may find in however the Earth timespan of events has been?

And what about Crowley going into this bookshop? His hair is closer to the color of season 1. Also, can David Tennant look more adorable behind the scenes? I digress.

I just WANT. I doubt we'll see more of these characters ever again (hopefully something like the pandemic special) because there's a blemish now. Sure, there's fanart and fanfics, but David Tennant and Michael Sheen have been PHENOMENAL in these roles and it's truly been an honor to watch them, the rest of the cast, the set builders and lighting techs and EVERYONE knock it out of the park.

[roryevansolla]

If Crowley had listened to his impulsive desires:

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I used to do this to my husband, it was called a "Dino."😁

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I've gotten into the lore of the Poppy Playtime game, in particular the character Catnap. He looks like this:

However, looking for affordable merch has been...entertaining. I call these wE hAvE cAtNaP aT hOmE:

(No, I likely couldn't do better, but the gouged prices for these are infuriating.)

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One thing I need in s3 is to see their wings again.

I cannot possibly stress this enough.

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AAAAAIIIIIEEEEEE

It's shaped like a snake (with its tongue out) De La Soul's "Three is the Magic Number" is playing, it's the costume designer who posted. and I have found the letters G, O, L and D inside.

Also: in my opinion, they already have a plan, which I based on numerous clues, based on: I think The Kiss stopped time. Maybe I'll post my thoughts but I always overthink and delete it.

Anyway: AAAIIIEEEEEE

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If Crowley changed jobs. 😇🐍

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I just find this delightfully fascinating. The "jolliest" one, HOLDING A BIRTHDAY BALLOON, is the one who crushed our hearts with yearning without even being able to see his eyes.

And on the right, the one he kissed in desperation who ALMOST gave in completely, but not, to ensure the other's safety.

Masters. Of. Their. Craft.

And then they do delightfully dumb shit like make up each other's insulting eulogies and holding up mediocre score numbers for ridiculous dances.❤️😇🐍💙💙

[fuckyeahgoodomens]

Check out Peter Anderson studios on X posted 1 hour ago.

Oops a lot like the GO opening credit sequence…Think they might be trying to tell us something???

Hiya! :)

is them jokingly reacting to this post:

2. is from the recent series Sweetpea for which they also did opening titles (that's why the style is similar) ;)

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Also, when Michael Sheen 'bought' David Tennant he said he was going to keep him (DT) in his (MS's) basement so he could get "all the good roles"

Maybe he's getting day passes but still in there😄

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I'm sorry if this is the first you're hearing of it, but at least six women have come forward to accuse Neil Gaiman of rape, and there's even audio of him /openly admitting to it/ with one of them. It's of course up to you how you participate in fandom, but is it possible not to tag such things with his name? All discussion of what he did is swamped with fanart/quotes & there's a possibility he and his crisis PR team are taking advantage of that & using bots to drown out the voices of the women who were employees & fans.

It is not the first I've heard of it, and it's the very reason I've been tagging that. What has happened to these young women is unquestionably horrid. He'd duped us all. That needs to be known in the event there are people blaming a cancellation of season 3 on Amazon or other entities. I am still very much a Good Omens fan but now no longer a Neil Gaiman fan. This could affect the many, many people who have made the show a gorgeous production, and if it is called off, it needs to be known that it's entirely on Neil Gaiman that these hardworking folks will be out of work. I am not shaming the assault victims for one single second, and I'm also pissed at him in the possibility of his fucking dumbass choices putting people out of work that may already have contracts in place or are currently building sets, finding/creating props, sourcing shooting sites, etc.

Also: nobody reads my blog anyway

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Fuck Yeah Good Omens

Okay, umm.. lemme just say this. Good Omens really means so much to me and it's one of my comfort shows. I still have hopes for the future a

I need this too. Very much. GO fanfics kept me sane through the US's nightmare presidency and Covid. Our cat would flop down in the bed with me when I read at night and squeakily snore. I create art things for something to keep my mind focused off of my severe depression.

Good Omens has become so much to so many. It would be shattering to see it all go down the crapper because of one man's shitty, asshat decisions.🖕😠🖕

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Missed another con because of my illnesses and I HATE THAT. Wanted to show I tried...quickie pics. I did Steven Universe's Rose Quartz, Sapphire, and Greg in a quasi-regency style. Also this dress form has no head, so imagine there's one?

Sapphire: French hood has reference to her eye and Future Vision. Bangs were made but forgotten for pics. The skirts were floofier, then unfloofed for pics. Both celestial fabrics reflect that the gems came from the stars. Stomacher lacing is wonky because I put a cord through quickly for pics.

I tried here to use as much as I already had. 3 already used dresses I had kicking around to cannibalize, repainting pink shoes, just about all except the two celestial fabrics. Each is light as a feather and moves like liquid. Bumroll underneath in the back, all skirts perfect for not getting overheated. Would've been worn by KirbyKid because xe's worn ALL of the pearls I've made.

Rose (me) was up/down-dated in a similar style and Greg (husband) has the look of a shipwrecked sailor. Cons make me happy and I HATE my stupid crap ruining our being able to go.

And yes, that IS a 1990s elastic "tattoo" choker. I'm old.

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Aaaaiiieee! I've actually been tagged by the fabulous @asphodel124 to answer a fantastic question:

What makes me happy?:

*My husband, who is a freakin' SAINT, our 2 grown kids and kid-in-law

*Good Omens, of course

*The Dark Crystal (fangirling for 42 years on the film, WOWED by the series)

*Gravity Falls

*Hazbin Hotel

*Drum Corps International, my favorite is Carolina Crown

*BattleBots, fave: Minotaur

*Doctor Who

*Cosplaying/conventions

*3D arty things (cosplays, mobiles, tiny houses...whatever keeps me off the streets😄)

*goofing off with my siblings miles away via text

*Goth/spooky aesthetic, house has haunty decor all year

I am too much of a chicken to pass it on to anyone, completely due to zero self-esteem. But if you see it here and are inspired, go ahead and do so!