lover of edgy black hair boys

adult | otome blog | would you be my very best friend until the new moon?

[youkaiangel]

CHIBI FUCKING REMBRANDT I AM DYING

😍😍😍😍😍😍😍😍😍😍😍😍😍😍

[crowmero]

That time when Caesar was threatened to become ham slices

[that-wasnt-so-bad]

Lol have a meme

[zentherainbowunicorn]

Week of January 1st:

As promised, a quick overview of this week’s progress on my program:

Accomplishments this week:

Program no longer sends texts after both a VN and a chatroom

Won’t receive replies to texts immediately on the same screen

Fixed the ‘Today’ header in the chatroom select screen

Program correctly marks which day is today when there are multiple days with chatrooms

Email notifications working again

Added vn_end function to clean up writing on VN sections

The word ‘show’ has stopped looking like a real word

Finished the VN tutorial section

Fixed Echo Girl and Vanderwood’s expressions (that were floating off the screen…)

Goals for next week:

Create an Example VN section much like the Pass Out After Drinking Coffee chatroom

Stop the program from notifying you of a new email when you load up an old save file (but you’ve already seen all the emails)

If you’d like to be notified when I release the code or you’d like to be a beta tester, send me a message!

To learn more about the program, check out my #MysMe Program tag

Bonus:

Keep reading

[mistake-messy]

I wanted fluff and closure so I made my own TuT

(I’m posting on mobile so idk how big this is lol. Also, I couldn’t customize the speed for individual frames so sorry about that)

[gothusband]

screaming and crying

[perseus-huntress]

Saeran’s After-ending better include…

Seven:

[707dailysourceoflove]

[im-an-otomess]

why does nobody address this?!1?1!!!2!!2 seven has the quirk of saying lolol but DO YOU KNOW HOW MANY TIMES ZENNY BOI SAYS LMAO??? A LOT. THIS IS JUST FROM ONE LOG.

[gothusband]

[lavirin]

I have no regrets

[im-an-otomess]

why does nobody address this?!1?1!!!2!!2 seven has the quirk of saying lolol but DO YOU KNOW HOW MANY TIMES ZENNY BOI SAYS LMAO??? A LOT. THIS IS JUST FROM ONE LOG.

[vandelli0n]

I… had to.

[mystic-jihyvn]

Toxic Relationships

Warning: Slight spoilers.

V’s route is about saving two people from a horribly toxic relationship. Neither V nor Rika ever truly experienced love in their lives. They weren’t ready to be in a relationship because they didn’t love themselves. If you don’t love yourself, you cannot love anyone else. Not truly. That is what V realizes about halfway through his route. It’s the same thing Dr Phil can tell you.

If you romanticize Saeran’s abandomant issues, you’re setting yourself up for a toxic relationship.

Saeran feels abandoned by the mother that never loved him, abandoned by the brother who was supposed to help him and abandoned by V who promised him a better life. Saeran would have had a chance at a normal life if it wasn’t for Rika. She wanted to feed whatever negative feelings Saeran had. She made those feelings stronger for her to use by force to get what she wanted like an evil team in Pokémon. She was a leech that fed off of him.

Cheritz has Saeran in the route to show us what Rika is capable of. She took the boy who loved ice cream and cloud watching and turned him into someone else that thrives off lies and false/misplaced hatred with her brain goop juice. He wouldn’t have been that way if she hadn’t taken him from V. She forced Saeran to have extreme dependency on her. She could never show him the love and affection he needed.

Then MC comes along. Saeran falls for MC because we have the options to be so nice to him. We can treat him warmly, compliment him, tell him he’s doing an amazing job. We can validate him. And he soaks that up like a sponge because he’s so deprived of kind words like that. He feels that MC is there because of him, MC is happy because of him, and MC will stay because of him. He believes he’s in love with MC because of this.

But similar to how V felt about Rika, he doesn’t love MC, he’s OBSESSED.

He freaks out when he can’t find you in your room one time, he doesn’t want you getting close to any of the RFA members and tries to paint them in a dark light so you don’t think about them, he tries extremely hard to please you by making you breakfast and bouquets. He wants to make you stay. He mistakes his feelings of affection towards you as actual love. He just wants to feel what love feels like. But there is no possible way to be in a pure, equal, and wholesome relationship with Saeran as he is now. I’ve seen people liking how obsessive he is.

STOP.

Cheritz doesn’t want you to. That’s why there are options in later chats to suggest Saeran getting help. Because he needs professional help. You cannot date someone who is in a mindset like that because it will only end horribly. This route shows that Saeran still has a sensitive heart. One wrong word and he’ll become upset and begin blaming himself. Again, he doesn’t know how to love himself so how could he love you? You’d be stuck in a relationship like V and Rika by constantly having to validate him. And it would be easy, so easy, to abuse the way he feels about you. He’d do whatever you’d say because he doesn’t want you to leave him if you’re upset. He wouldn’t argue with you because he’s afraid you’d leave him because you’re upset. He’s afraid you’ll leave him, too.

Even if he is fictional, there are people like him in real life and I worry about players, 12 or 22 or anywhere in between that fall for these qualities in Saeran because that could mean you’d fall for that person in real life. And that could be life threatening. Obsession is a terrifying thing. Help them, don’t try to have a relationship with them yet. I have heard about people with these issues stating they will kill themselves if their partner leaves them because they would have nothing left. Does that sound familiar?

To add on to this, there is a reason why we didn’t start a relationship with V until after two years. He needed to find himself and learn how to stand on his own and love himself. Saeran needs the same time.

{Also, I wonder if anyone sees the Markiplier reference.}

[aehruh]

I think this is really important. Please read it!

[mystic-aurora]

Jealous RFA

If you want me to add V and Saeran’s let me know :)

Yoosung

He was just dropping off an assignment to his professor

He comes back outside the class to you talking to some asshat

Dudes even leaning against the wall tryna look cool

He hears the guy say “ Wow cute and funny what’s the catch “ while reaching over to move that cute lil strand of hair that falls into your face

YANDERE YOOSUNG ACTIVATE

Storms over but it’s Yoosung so instead of intimidating it’s adorable

Puts himself between you two deadass stares this man who’s about 6 inches talller than him down and lowkey screams

“ CAN I HELP YOU?!?! “

It’s taking everything in you not laugh

The guy didn’t even try not to laugh

Yoosung grabs your hand and just starts walking away

After you’re a decent distance away you try to calm him down

“ Yoosung you know I love you and only you “

“ I know M.C. I- I just ugh you don’t deserve to be treated like that, he was looking at you like you’re a piece of meat when you’re so so sooo much more “

*insert heart exploding*

You pull him into a hug and lovingly give him a quick kiss

“Let’s go home baby“

Zen

Two seconds he leaves you alone for two seconds and look what happens

He had just finished his rehearsal and went back inside to grab the water bottle he forgot and he comes outside to this

Some douche trying to chat you up

Guy probably doesn’t even moisturize

Zen just strolls on over and dips you down into a kiss

Smooooottthhhh

After a couple seconds the dude gets the hint and awkwardly just sorta walks away like wtf why are these two doing a dramatic make out in the middle of the side walk????

Y’all finally come up for air and you’re just like uh hi yes love you too what’s up

Zen just very loudly says

BEASTS MC

MEN

ARE

ALL

BEASTSSSS

You just start laughing and nodding along as he goes on his tangent about the horrros that go through the male brain

Jumin

Okay this man isn’t dealing with anyone’s bs

He’s a very busy man he doesn’t have time for this

I MEAN HOW CAN THEY NOT SEE THE GIANT ROCK SITTING ON YOUR FINGER

Does he need to buy you one for every finger

Maybe a tasteful shirt that says IM MARRIED LEAVE ME ALONE

Since you refuse to be surrounded by bodyguards all the time he needs to do soemthing to ward off these guys

Why are you so pretty

Lowkey glad Elizabeth can’t leave the penthouse so she doesn’t get swarmed like this

“Jumin.. she’s a cat”

“But she’s a beautiful elegant cat”

“… sigh “

This guys just keeps trying to get your number even after you’ve clearly stated you’re married

He just walks on over in that intimidatingly grateful manner he so effortlesly achieves

Puts his arm around your waist and clears his throat

Bodyguards have also stepped forward shadowing him

The guy all but runs away

“ M.C. I think I need to hire someone to follow you around with a neon sign saying you’re married to me “

He’s only half kidding

Jaehee

Just pulls out her pride flag waving it around screaming “WE’RE GAY”

Ok not really but she always wants to when guys flirt with you

You’re serving this one table at the café and not just one no all three guys at the table are flirting with you

You’re clearly uncomfortable and just trying to take their order like

“ Hi what can I get for you “

“ I’ll take your number to start off with “

“ uh well that’s not on the menu but our specials today are-“

You’re trying so hard to be polite

Don’t worry baehee is here

She walks up to the table and introduces herself

“ Good afternoon I’m Jaehee Kang owner of this wonderful coffee shop, this here is my girlfriend M.C. and while yes she is beautiful we don’t tolerate harrasement here and if it continues I’m going to have to ask you to leave “

Hit them with a charming baehee smile and walks away

Works like a charm

Saeyoung

You guys rarely go out where other people are

Y’all are happy at the bunker got everything you need there

When you do go out it’s usually to go stargazing at 3 am

But somehow with puppy dog eyes you convince him to go grocery shopping with you

He’s totally just giving the shopping cart a push then jumping on it

He’s literally 5

He’s gone looking for the PHD Pepper

You stop to grab some real food

A guy reaches for the same pasta bag as you and bumps your hand

“ oh I’m so sorry “

“ it’s fine you can have it “

“ but it’s the last one and you were reaching first”

“ but a pretty lady like you should always get what she wants “

From down the aisle you just here

“ DEFENDER OF JUSTICE 707 IS COMING DONT WORRY DEAR MAIDEN “

Comes flying down the aisle in the cart

Flying too fast shit shit shit

Crashes into the display

You just start laughing

As Saeyoung pops out of this giant mess of pasta boxes he’s knocked over

Just strolls on over like it never happened

Looks at the you “ I heard a maiden in distress “

Guy just starts slowly backing away

He’s not looking to get run over by some crazy red head

You flick Saeyoung on the forehead and start apologizing to the poor employees stuck cleaning up his mess while he’s just smiling like a bloody idiot

[driverkimfanclub]

PSA: Driver Kim is the funniest person in this entire game.

[gothusband]

i play mystic messenger the way it was meant to be played: with tears in my eyes and a raging boner in my pants for the entire eleven days the game spans across, only to forcefully cum on the screen on the day of the party non-stop for over an hour

[gothusband]

[blueberrin]