there never is a happy ending

because nothing ever ends.

[gravesung]

sad. you'll never taste soup heaven.

carrd. interest tracker. memes & prompts. other blog: @howlrs

this is a low-effort, very selective & very private multimuse roleplay blog, written by raine. mutuals only. expect sporadic activity, light formatting, lots of chatter and general chill vibes. in my anime boy era. the stakes are so low they’re in the floor. we’re just hanging out and havin fun!

featured muses: link click —— xia fei ( the star ) | affiliated: vein / vein / liu xiao | matchy icons with reuben by floragfx link click —— cheng xiaoshi ( the sun ) | affiliated: lu guang oc —— chiaki komatsu ( the weaver ) | affiliated: bff tatsu / cousin kyoko / gojo / toji

graves i am stretched upon: harerazor​​ , tewwor , vsagis​ , quillheel , koseigu, michelangelowept , sangsorrow , heartsbind

SECONDARY (SELECTIVE/PRIVATE) MUSES

link click. li tianchen (the hunter) jujutsu kaisen. suguru geto ( the sin-eater ) yuji itadori ( the fool )

alien stage. sua ( title tba ) hyuna ( title tba )

wind breaker. haruka sakura (the fighter)

my hero academia. shouto todoroki ( title tba )

SHIP MAINS + AFFILIATES bolded — primary affiliate / default in external thread mentions

quillheel — vein & xia fei ❤️💛 / liu xiao & xia fei 💜💛 / lu guang & cheng xiaoshi 🩵🤎 / liu xiao & li tianchen 💜🩷 / ivan & till 🖤💚 / satoru & suguru 🤍🖤 / sukuna & suguru ❤️🖤 / megumi & yuji 🖤🩷 / hikaru & 'hikaru' & yoshiki 🤍🖤🤍

sangsorrow — ivan & till 🖤💚

harerazor — ivan & till 🖤💚 / vein & xia fei ❤️💛 / liu xiao & xia fei 💜💛 / chiaki & toji 🌸🖤 / chiaki & liu xiao 🌸💜

koseigu — sukuna & suguru ❤️🖤 / satoru & suguru 🤍🖤

[sangscars]

hi, it's ya girl raine, who finally made an indie / sel / priv solo blog for TILL from ALIEN STAGE !! feel free to give this a 👍 or a 🔄 if you're interested in interacting.

( warning: he bites. )

[triangleguy]

pros of having a favorite character youve liked for over a decade: character brings you joy and excitement

cons of having a favorite character youve liked for over a decade: they have become a permanent part of your internal monologue and you cant get them to go away

[reloaderror]

genuinely don’t know if I’ll finish this

[blueraimo]

[blov01]

[sangscars]

hi, it's ya girl raine, who finally made an indie / sel / priv solo blog for TILL from ALIEN STAGE !! feel free to give this a 👍 or a 🔄 if you're interested in interacting.

( warning: he bites. )

[sangsorrow]

“ hooked up with a guy the other day and right after i came inside him he got up to compose a new song?? ”

[gravesung]

❝ how bizarre. is this what bottoms experience instead of post-nut clarity? ❞

[inkpressedpetals]

[sangsorrow]

@gravesung

[shoujonotes]

[kosmogrl]

get in loser we’re gonna try again despite it all

[strawberriesandfairiess]

[oldmanpusspuss]

I bet for like a fraction of a second getting hit by a bus would feel really good

[alex-strike-is-tr4nsg3nder]

Like sexually?

[oldmanpusspuss]

probably

[perriaeyjeve]

[garviiee]

lazy doodles

[blueraimo]

[gravesung]

oh yea btw i need to clarify this in my rules once i can figure out how to condense it elegantly into a few sentences, but re: dupe anxiety, at least for me, i generally take full responsibility of curating my own space 🤌 usually this will mean i'll avoid following a single-muse blog or in the case of a multi, mute tags on the dash — same as if theres a mun i don't write with.

absolutely no ill will or bad feelings or judgement toward anyone who writes dupes, i just struggle pretty bad with replacement anxiety (like it's one of the primary issues i deal with) so witnessing them on the dash or chatting about them (with the exception of ivy's xf and zag's sakura) just makes me feel really sad? i get the urge to isolate and withdraw and it's just . bleh. which is like. obviously not the healthiest thing in the world, but this is a hobby space and i'd like to have fun. SKAHFKSJDFH so it is what it is for now.

what i mean to say is that nothing is required on writing partners' end. occasionally, if we're buddies and you pick up a muse that prods at dupe anxiety (which i think rn is mostly till, and eternally will be elizabeth bio/shock DKSJFHKJSD but it changes from fixation to fixation), i might just gently ask that we talk about / plot with other muses instead.

andddd the last thing is: this recent flare-up in dupe anxiety issues has everything to do with tangentially related irl stuff and nothing to do with anyone here. i thought i'd worked through it, but feeling unstable about my place and permanence in people's lives has kind of brought it back full-force recently, and dealing with the irl things has left me with zero emotional energy to work through the rp things. apologies if u see this as immature or bad or whatever (which i only say bc ive seen some stuff about dupe anxiety specifically floating around the rpc recently) but emotional-centered issues like this are more complex than they seem and can radiate out into lower-stakes areas of life like hobbies.