Thoughts and Musings on Fexi

Thoughts, Musings, Micro Fics & More

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If anyone ever wants to borrow anything I post as inspiration or dialogue or anything I'm fine with that, more Fexi content is a-ok with me

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People have criticised Lexi this season but totally forgetting that she lost her dad to his addiction.

She knows she's going to loose Rue to it so she's checking out.

Thats what happens when you have addicts in your life. They 'die' in some many ways to you over and over until you know you're one day never going to see them again. Because 'them' has already disappeared to you.

I think that also feeds into why she doesn't have contact with Fezco. So many people have left her through drugs that she just can't fight for them anymore.

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People are upset about Rue dying but they told you that was gonna happen from the first episode- Rue looking at herself in the mirror in the coffin.

I think Euphoria was a depiction of how out of control a drug problem can become and how it can affect everyone around you.

Rue and Laurie had a lot of parallels- normal people whos addictions sucked them into worlds that seemed far removed from their lives but were existing so closely to their own that their addictions tipped them into them.

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Lexi: Your name is Patrick!?

Fezco: ...what did you think my name was?

Lexi: like not 'Patrick O'Neil'? Like did a Leprechaun name you? Did JK Rowling name you?

Fezco: too far Lexi, you know we don't mention Voldermorts name in this house

Side note- i imagine it was to honour Angus' Irish heritage

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Predictions (and by predictions I mean these aren't going to happen)

Maddy & Cassie end up in jail but they love it because Maddy is running shit and Cassie can finally live outside of the male lense.

Jules goes back to art school and works with an art charity for Trans kids.

Fezco escapes jail and Lexi runs off to South America to be with him.

Rue goes into witness protection and she's been telling us all this as the 'last testament of Rue Bennett'. But the last shot will be her being offered some drugs and being like 'i am what I am'

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Faye: This is Wayne

Wayne: Yo, wa-

Fezco: Absolutely not Faye. Get your Nazi ass out of my store

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Lexi is wearing so many retro prints to feel like she's back in Fezcos living room.

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The sequence/montage where Rue says she loves Jules and its them in all these representations of love in art got me wondering what Lexi and Fezco's sequence would look like.

Fezco: I love Lexi.

*LL Cool J feat. Boyz II Men – 'Hey Lover' plays over it*

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Ashtray: sit down, we're having a house meeting

Fez: 'bout what?

Ashtray: *dopy impression of Fez* "'bout what?" About you and Lexi fucking all over the damn house!

Fez: w-what are you talkin' 'bout?

Ashtray: We have cameras idiot!

Faye: Eww you were watching them!? Are you, like, one of the Jacobs kids!?

Ashtray: No! I was deletin' old footage and *bam* there's Pam & Tommy banging on the couch!

Faye: Wait...which couch?

Ashtray: Which one you think?

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Lexi and Fezco watching their unintended sex tape like:

"You know what this means right?"

"...that I was right, the hair wasn' really working for me?"

"No that your brother seen, among other things, my tits!"

"Oh, shit....he probably spenin' a lot-a time on the hub, he'll forget 'em"

"My tits are forgettable?"

"I -wha'- I- that ain't wha' I'm sayin' Lexi!"

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*Lexi visits Fez in prison and he has a black eye*

Lexi: oh my god! What happened!?

Fez: Nothin' too bad, it's how it is in here, new guy gets the 'attention'

Lexi: are you being bullied? Who is it?

Fezco: It's that big guy so y'know, could be a lot worse

Lexi: Hey! Hey you!

*guy looks*

Lexi: You been beating up my boyfriend!

Big Guy: *shrugs* That's prison life

Fez: Lexi, just leave it alone

Lexi: oh 'That's prison life' is it? Well we'll just see about that

*later in Fez's cell Big Guy shuffles in*

Big Guy: ....my mom says I gotta apologise to you...says your girl called her up and gave her a peice of her mind an' she don' want to be embarrassed like that again

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*Lexi and Fezco in a motel in South America deciding where they're going to live*

Lexi: Venezuela is out, the US has been a little too active there as of late

Fez: Colombia's too cliche

Lexi: Peru? I feel like nobody will think of Peru. People just don't hide out in Peru

Fezco: Yeah but is that cus Peru's not good for hidin' out?

Lexi: Good point. Or is it so good for hiding out that nobody ever gets found in Peru?

Fezco: *notes it down* Peru, you is on the short list. Brazil is...I foreal wanna hide out in Brazil

Lexi: Everybody wants to hide out in Brazil. Like how do you think they caught all those Nazis?

Fezco: You right, you right.

Lexi: We need to think outside of the box...i know!

*writes Uruguay on the list*

Fezco: ...I know I was in jail for a while but I swear I saved myself for you Lexi, On God.

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Fezco: Yeah imma maybe hide out in a laundry truck or change clothes with a guard or tunnel out from behind a poster of Pam Anderson. I got ideas, just not a plan yet. But yeah, I been thinkin' 'bout landin' on a farm. South America somewhere. Maybe somewhere with a thriving arts scene...

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What if Fezco can draw? and in jail he takes out his sketchbook late at night and just stares at his Lexi drawings so he can fall asleep looking at her.

And there's Ashtray and Grandma then and now, Rue and Faye.

And there's one where he's drawn them all together like a family picture.

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Lexi: I know you've been cheating!

Fezco: I would never!

Lexi: Don't lie to me!

Fezco: I ain't lyin'!

Lexi: Ashtray told me everything

Ashtray: Sorry bro, she was gonna find out sooner or later

Fezco: Judas!

Lexi: Did it feel good Fezco? Was it worth it?

Fezco: ...you know what? It was. For once I got to feel like the one in charge! While you 2 were fighting over the rail roads I was hustlin' on Baltic Avenue and workin' my way up in the world!

Faye: *discreetly takes 500 from the Monopoly bank while they argue*

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Fezco: Lexi cheated

Rue: What? No way!

Ash: Its true

Rue: it can't be. Like it literally can't be, Lexi wouldn't even know how to cheat

Fezco: You don't give her enough credit. Its my fault. I cheated first

Rue: I- What!? You would know even less about cheating than Lexi!

Fezco: You think with my up bringing I didn't see some stuff? People not being happy with a safe little place on St James Avenue, risking it all for the highs in a hotel on Park Place

Rue: ...you guys take Monopoly too seriously

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Rue voice over: When Lexi had asked if her boyfriend, his little brother and their 'house guest' could crash at their house after the raid her mom had thought 'This is going to be the thing that kills me'

'But her cupboards were full'

'Her laundry was done'

'Her taxes were done'

'In fact she started to wonder if a couple of weeks on the streets wouldn't do Cassie a world of good'

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Fezco: Damn Lexi, I 'on know if you noticed but my social life ain' exactly poppin' off

Lexi: So you don't ever have sex?

Fezco: When I shoulda been in high school there were a few girls I knew from around but it was like itch scratchin'. We'd just kinda lock eyes at a party and it'd be like 'you got an itch?' 'Yeah. You?' 'Yeah. A'ight, meet you out back'. But it's been a long ass time. If you wanna move up you gotta push more product and if you doin' that you can't be takin' a...

Lexi: 'fuck brake'?

Fezco: Kinda

Lexi: So do you...have the itch now?

Fezco: Have you ever...been scratched before?

Lexi: Virginity is just an 'idea', an out dated one. Like your life doesn't divide into two depending on whether you've smooshed gentiles with someone

Fezco: I mean I get that but it's also the difference between me takin' you back to my place, layin' you down on my bed and lettin' my tongue open you up real good so you got a chance o' cumin' on my cock, and takin' you upstairs an' lettin' you ride my dick till I'm too stoopid to drive