Living life happily

Grayson Michaels Anderson/ 27/Actor and Model/ Married to the lovely Jaxon Anderson ❤️

[grayaanderson]

↳graysonanderson — posted new Videos:

On days when I am feeling down, ready to give up and tired. I look at this goofball and he makes everything okay. Today I had to have surgery to put in a pacemaker in because after years and years of drug abuse my heart isn’t doing so great. I was scared and feeling really down and ready to throw in the towel. But this lovely human reminds me that I am lucky. I have a husband that will do anything for me, who makes me laugh all the time, who takes care of me. I can’t put into words how grateful I am for him. How much I love him and how lost I would be without his light guiding me back home. I can’t wait to grow our family and see you as a dad. I know you will do amazing. You will be the person that our child will feel safe to go to when he/she is in trouble, or when they need a laugh after a sad time. Our child will love you so much. I’ve told you this before but if I could carry your babies I so would. But since I can’t I am okay with using your swimmers to create a child with someone else’s egg. I love you, @heyitsjaxonanderson forever and always. #babydaddy #love #besthusband

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Text || Jax & Gray

Jax: of course they'll do. YOu wanna weare one of my shirts, you can.

Gray: You're shirts don't fit me...But thanks.

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Text || Jax & Gray

Jax: Awesome! You don't need to get dressed or anything since it's just the hospital and Ollie won't care what you're wearing.

Gray: Oh good, because I still haven't gone shopping for clothes that fit me... so my standard oversized sweaters and sweats will do?

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Oh no! Ollie, feel better soon!

Thx Gray Bae ! I’ll be ok just gotta rest & heal up for a sec :3 

Is there anything you need? 

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Text || Jax & Gray

Jax: Yes, i'm texting you from downstairs. Wanna go see Ollie with me?

Gray: Hi, you're cute. Sure.

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Home at last//Jaxson

Jax: smiled, keeping his eyes on his husband as he spoke. He listened to him and smiled hearing he'd consider doing this again. He leaned into the kiss before nodding at him. Jax watched him for a moment before turning back to the stream. "Yeah, totally guys. It was so cool of you all to be so welcoming to him." Jax said, pulling up Fortnite to play some.

Gray: waked back downstairs with a bowl of oatmeal after ten minutes and sat down on the couch in his spot. He pulled the blanket up onto him and watched Jaxon play as he ate.

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Home at last//Jaxson

Jax: nodded along to what he was saying before giving him a small smile again. "I told you I'd never leave." He told him before leaning over to kiss his cheek. He looked back to the chat with a hum. "Yeah, yeah, I'll stick around for a bit if you guys want to watch me game some." He said in response to some of the questions after Gray saind one more. "Alright, last one for Grayson that i'm seeing a lot of. Will you come back streaming again?" He asked, looking back to Grayson with a smile.

Gray: blushed "Maybe. I mean I will be on the couch eating after this because I'm being super clingy at the moment and I want to be near Jaxon so much. So you will probably see me in the back. But like this, maybe... I feel less overwhelmed that is for sure." Gray kissed Jaxon's cheek and started to get up. "I'm going to get food. Bye guys." He waved at the camera before turning and walking upstairs to get breakfast.

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Home at last//Jaxson

Jax: smirked and shrugged again. "I thought it was a good choice." he said, leaning against the table as he read through some of the comments. He hummed a little, looking to Grayson again. He smiled seeing how much more relaxed his husband was now. "I was shocked, but supportive. I knew it wasn't Gray's fault that he was in that situation." Jax said, glancing to Grayson again. "I was there for him through everything, no matter what it was. It was hard at times, but I knew that wasn't the guy I fell in love with during those hard times."

Gray: smiled softly as he listened to his husband speak. Gray looked back at the stream and nodded "Yeah, he was great. Is great. When I first started getting sober I wasn't the nicest person. In fact, I was really mean and rude. But he wouldn't leave." Gray let out a soft sigh. "Thank god. You find one more question... I have to eat soon."

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Home at last//Jaxson

Jaxon: grinned hearing he had been right. "Listen, i'm not the smartest when it comes to these things." He laughed, looking to Grayson again. "But seriously guys, when you know, you know." He said before looking to Gray again listening to him. He smiled before laughing hearing the video choice. "Of course that's yoru favorite." He rolled his eyes a little before giving him another smile.

Gray: laughed softly. "Listen I can't help it that you choose to be naked in the video." He looked through the questions as fast as he could a lot of comments were people gushing over them. "We more questions, guys." Grays laughed softly. "Oh here is one, more serious... Jaxon, how did you react to learning about Grayson's past and his drug use?"

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Home at last//Jaxson

Jax: watched the chat for a moment before grinning a little. "If i'm correct, which i'm probably not, one of our friends set us up after going to one of his Broadway shows." He said, looking to Grayson to verify his facts.

Gray: smiled and nodded "Yeah, we were set up to meet. I flirted a lot and someone didn't check on for a long time. Two years. Then one night after your show in LA in my old apartment there, we told each other finally how we felt. Kissed and the rest is history." Grayson smiled and kissed Jaxon's cheek. Gray looked back at the chat and read some. "Favorite Panic! song and music video?... Hmm, song is hard because I change my favorite a lot. But I have him sing 'Always' to me a lot. The music video one is way easier. 'Girls/Girls/Boys' his naked and hot as shit in that." Gray looked over at Jaxon and winked. He was started to get a lot more comfortable now.

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Home at last//Jaxson

Jax: gave Gray's leg a little squeeze again to let him know it was okay and that he was right here for him. "But it definitely helped." Jaxon told him seriously. "And we're in a really good space right now." He smiled to Gray before looking to the camera again. "So, what other questions are you guys wanting to ask?" He asked his viewers.

Gray: placed his chin on Jaxon's shoulder after he finished and watched the chat continue to go fast. One question kept coming up. "How did you two meet and figure out you wanted to be together. Jaxon, do you want to answer your side and I will mine?"

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Home at last//Jaxson

Jax: nodded and smiled at him. "Good idea!" He said, scrolling through his list of questions. "Looks like another big question was Why did you decide rehab was the best option?"

Gray: took a breath "Um, it wasn't really my choice to make. Rehab was kind of forced on me. I um..." Gray looked down and exhaled before looking back up. "I overdosed and I was in the ICU and almost died. So it was either go rehab or I don't know put Jaxon through that again. Lost him to my addiction, or die. If I wasn't married I probably wouldn't have gone to rehab and I probably would have died. Rehab was also my second choice after I tried to do it by myself... and failed. I do recommend it though, it hard and it sucks at the time but if you take the skills they give in there it will work."

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Home at last//Jaxson

Jax: smiled listening to him. He knew he picked an easy question but he also knew it would take Grayson's mind off the harder things for a little bit and hopefully relax him a little. He nodded his head, knowing Gray had a lot of bad days in rehab. "but he made it through and I couldn't be more proud of him." Jax said, leaning over to kiss his cheek gently.

Gray: smiled softly at the kiss. "I have a great support system that got me through." Grayson smiled and looked at the chat trying to read some of what was being said to him. Most of the chat was freaking out about the kiss, they seemed to really like them together, that made him feel good. "Next question, love. And then maybe we can have the chat ask us things too."

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Home at last//Jaxson

Jax: Reached down to put his hand on Gray's leg. He gave it a soft squeeze hearing the question followed by his answer. Jaxon nodded his head a little, scrolling through the questions. "Alright. So this one looks like it's been asked quite a lot. What's the one thing you missed most while in rehab."

Gray: smiled "Jaxon." He said without thinking. "I mean, that was a super easy one." Gray laughed softly and moved his hand to Jaxon's neck and rubbed it gently. "Honestly, I didn't know how much I loved my husband until I wasn't able to be with him all the time. He is my comfort when I'm having a bad day so being away from him was really hard since rehab consists of bad days."

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Home at last//Jaxson

Jax: Smiled listening to him before nodding his head in agreement. "It's amazing having him back home. You really don't understand what it's like to miss someone until they're gone for a long period of time." He said, looking back to the camera for a moment before looking to Grayson again. "But it was for the best and i'm so happy with how amazing he looks and even happier than he's in that clear mindset."

Gray: blushed a little as Jaxon spoke. He was so in love with his husband and it was clear from the way that he looked at him. Gray cleared his throat and looked back down at the phone as his cheek stayed red. "Next question: Why did you go to rehab? I went to rehab because I am an addict. I started using when I was 18 and um something happened that caused me to really take it seriously after my first time trying to get sober..." Gray cleared his rubbed the back of his neck, he wasn't sure if he should speak about his OD. "Um, next question. Do you want to look, babe?" Gray handed the phone over to him.

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Home at last//Jaxson

Jax: leaned against his desk, looking over to Gray as he spoke. He smiled listening to him and nodded his head a little, looking back to the screen to read comments. He laughed a little reading one before shaking his head. "No, I definitely don't think we'll be seeing Gray on Broadway." He said, smiling over to Grayson again. "And that's totally cool. Live audiences aren't for everyone."

Gray: shook his head. "Yeah, no Broadway for me. I'm more than happy to let this one shine on stage." Gray looked down at the phone again. " Next question: How is it being back home? It's really great. I love being home with Jax and the fur babies. It's also nice to be in a clear mindset for once. How is it having me back home?" Gray asked Jaxon.

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Home at last//Jaxson

Jax: adjusted a few settings before looking back to the camera. "So, how's it going guys?" He asked, scrolling through the chat seeing everyone telling Grayson hi. "Yeah, yeah... it's totally cool he's here." He smiled over to Gray as he said hi. "So, how about we start with the questions you guys sent to us, huh?" He asked, looking to Gray.

Gray: was pulled from his panic at Jaxon's words and nodded as he looked down at the phone. "Um...So the one question we got the most was why don't I like being on camera." Gray rubbed his neck and laughed a little. "I actually love being on camera, I'm an actor and model. So being on camera is nothing to me. It's being in front of a lot people live that freaks me out. And also being to open about my private life is nerve-wracking for me." He shrugged softly. "If this was pre-recorded I would be fine." Gray looked over at Jaxon and gave him a little smile.