This month marks the 1yr anniversary of my consciously choosing to begin following my own path towards serving Satan.
After over 20yrs of following Christ, I turned on him and god and committed the unpardonable sin of blaspheming the holy spirit and commanding it to never whisper in my ear again.
However it would be another decade before I decided to follow my Dark Lord. Lust and a new found enjoyment of blasphemy porn led me to Tumblr and after a couple of years of just enjoying the fun, I began to actually engage with others and that sparked a new desire inside of me.
I developed a love of chatting with Satanic Witches and other women that truly worshiped their Dark Lord with their bodies.
The sincerity of their desire to serve Satan and be filled with His Lust inspired me and I ended up giving myself to a Satanic Witch and started following a New Path.
I began to ask Satan to take me deeper into perversion and to fill me with an even greater Lust, and that He did! I know that there are those that would protest and say that worshiping Satan has nothing to do with sex, lust and blasphemous pornography. However, those are the tools that Satan used to call me with and I see no reason why they would not continue to be a part of how I serve and worship Him!
There are so many struggling christians that are easily led astray because of their lust and given my background, raised in a church/school and bible college, I am in a position to use their own holy book against them and have helped many to renounce god, shed their religious guilt and give themselves to Satan.
Recently, my journey has led me to shift some of my focuses. Some of the temptations Satan used to test how loyal I would be to Him and also to help me shed any remaining religious or moral guilt, I feel that they have served their purpose and it is time for me to move past them.
I will still worship Him by serving my Lust and with Masturbation, but I no longer feel I need to go “deeper” into porn. I do not believe there is anything left I have not sampled and I do not feel I have anything left to prove there. I know what I like and can just enjoy it now not feel I have to try and force myself to like things that i don’t, just to prove I can go deeper or darker.
Satan has also led me to new people and blogs and I believe He intends to use those to help me discover what He has in store next for me as I look to strengthen my relationship with and commitment to Him.
To all the Satanic Witches, Demonesses and Goddesses, along with several Brothers in Satan, that have helped me get to this place or are now helping me take my next steps, I sincerely thank you all. I have felt more kinship and true fellowship with those that Follow Satan, even if their ways differ from mine, than I ever felt in any church!
