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🎀20🎀 cw:175 gw1:160 gw2:140 gw3:120 gw4:100 lw:115 hw:185

[greenteaqween]

What are your lax recommendations? I NEED to stop vomiting because it is ruining my throat and until I am down to my goal weight I am purging everything I’m eating. So if anyone has annnny suggestions, PLEASE SHARE!! 🙏

[greenteaqween]

You said you are 19 but you are getting engaged?

Posted I was getting engaged soon and needed some tips to lose more weight fast and was not expecting this question 😂 I’m 20 now, but yeah im getting engaged. I feel like that’s not that young but I guess it depends on the person

[greenteaqween]

I broke 180 lbs 🗣️‼️😍

[greenteaqween]

So pissed rn. I’ve been basically starving myself for 3 weeks and have gone to the gym almost everyday and haven’t lost any weight. WHAT AM I DOING WRONG??? 😭

[greenteaqween]

Using old photos of myself as thinspo is my favorite 😍

If I can get that skinny once, then I can do it again but BETTER

[greenteaqween]

I NEED tips on how to lose as much weight as possible!! My boyfriend is proposing to me this summer and I need to be smaller. I’m currently 184 lbs, I want to get as low as possible. I’m willing to do anything!! I have about 3 months till he proposes. ANY tips would be so so appreciated 🥺

[oliveforluv]

weekly mood board

[greenteaqween]

The woman you keep: a poem for the “ruined.”

My mother says I am hard to love.

She says “a task only for one sent from above”

But what does she mean by this?

She does not mean I am one boys don’t want to kiss

for she knows boys have kissed me without asking for much.

She does not mean I am someone no one will touch.

She would say I am touched too much and now used up.

She would say I am ruined too many have drank from my cup.

If she knows I am kissed, touched, and used then by her “hard to love statement” I am confused.

Well, by this she means I am not like my sister

I do not say “yes please” or call a man “Mister”

I am not quiet, gentle, or meek

and a nice Christian man I will never seek

She means I am loud and never agree

She thinks because of this it will only ever be “me”…

Never “us”, never “them”. She thinks I will be alone.

A man could never love a girl with a mind of her own.

She would claim my biggest problem is that I am “hostile”

To be a lovable girl is to be docile.

I am the girl that boys “practice” on

they test me out and then they are gone

A man could never love me in this wretched state.

They would surely leave if they found out I was late

because no one wants a Family with the practice girls.

I am their swine, they are searching for pearls.

My Mother is right

And that is a claim I do not take light.

I am easy to touch, I am funny, even sweet

I do not lack a brain, my teachers called me “a treat.”

I have never once been called “slut”, “whore”, or cheap,

but I am the girl that you use, not the woman you keep.

[casualgnome]

You ask a man for commitment and he starts telling you he feels sick

[lifewaster-imdanger98]

Man, these are whole new lows I'm reaching right now

[greenteaqween]

Does anyone else get worried that your sugar free soda is actually packaged wrong and it’s actually the normal calorie-full soda 🥤😭