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Every breakdown feels as bad as the first time i had my heart broken which is super emo to say but still.

G.d i need help.

#txt #every two weeks i have another breakdown it seems #my mental health is becoming increasingly more unstable #nothing goes right even when it goes right

Whats up lads the mood of tonight is crying while cleaning because you cat peed on a towel because nobody did the litter while you were away at your grandmas burial for 3 days and no one did any chores so the litter was full and he had nowhere else to pee.

#txt #i was like #kind of hoping he would at least tidy up a bit #but he didnt tisy anything up and i came home to him parked on the couch playing videogames #he then proceeded to ignore me for am hour

c-l-a-u-d-i-a-g-r-a-c-e

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Im depressed

#txt #when will the world kill me so im not forced to do it myself

I miss mt grandma so much but at this point i dont think my mental health is entirely about that. Im starting to realize how little in my life is actually good. Nothing comes without a catch thats twice as bad.

#txt #the only good and pure thing is that i can make kitties and dogs and bunnies and stuff happy #im scared ill kill grandmas plants

Im back on my ED shit because quarantine made me get fat and i cant go to the gym so i might as well just eat less. Anyway catch me at tbhfuckitlol LMAO because fuck it. Green tea.

I'll never be able to remain clean forever. I started at like. 9 maybe.

#txt #its strangely comfortingat this point

Oh g.d

#i forgot how addicting it is