I think it's time I officially retire myself from Renata. It didn't really hit me until today, so I am honestly, truly sorry if it feels like I've been dragging this out. I won't lie and say that I haven't considered it before, because I have, countless times, but it wasn't until I logged on today and realized that I had completely forgotten about what I had going here that I realized it's time. It is not fair for me to keep these characters and plots "active," because my mind isn't focused and, quite frankly, my heart isn't in it.
I love Renata. I have since the first day I saw Evie's bio; since I first joined. I continued to love it, even after it was shut down. I still love it, though I'm sure it doesn't seem that way. These characters are a part of me. Renata has bettered me as a writer. The relationships I've built from here, I cherish. You guys are, by far, some of the most incredible people that I have ever had the pleasure of knowing, and I hope this doesn't ruin our friendships, because I love you all.
I'm sorry. I'm sorry that I fucked up the end up Spencer. I'm sorry that I waited to do this. Up until now, I really did want to keep this all going. I see now, though, that I can't force a muse that just isn't there anymore. I'm sorry to let these characters go, even though they will all forever be a part of me. I'm sorry if this changes your opinion of me.
If it doesn't, though, you all know how and where to find me. I am still open to roleplaying with you, plotting with you, or just chatting with you. I will miss Renata. I will miss what we built here together. This place will always be my home, and I will not forget this family.










