stupid aroace in need of correction

💙 19 🔞 alt of @grimvian. a place for me to be even more depraved he/him

[grimatnight]

intro!

19 year old aroace allo switchy man who wants attention and cries at the thought of him being forced into a relationship.

likes:

💙 orientation play, forcemasc, g2s/s2g, and cnc

limits:

❌ misgen/detrans, forcefem, irl aroacebreaking

remember to respect irl people. this blog is just for me to explore. i have no desire for a real relationship or to have a sexual encounter with anyone. 🫡

DNI:

minors, lesbians (no hate on my end, this account is run by a man though), het men, people who engage in kink they have no right to (i.e, cis people into detrans)

[broken-pet]

I've been deficient (ar0mant!c) my whole life and I'm doing my best to get fixed 💕 I don't really know how to do it though. Can some normal people out there help me? 🥺

How many hours a day should I spend thinking about "love"? Do I listen to love songs? How do I train myself to not be emotionless? How can I center people who aren't broken in my life? Can you explain it to me like I don't know anything because clearly I don't.

[grimatnight]

nonbinary partner who switches between calling you “confused straight” and gay slurs with each kiss they give you. because either way, they’re right. you’re just a confused straight, but you’re also a total fag too <3

[c4pti0ns]

[magicald3mon]

Teach me daddy…

[hnrzhunter]

[grimatnight]

ive been rlly good lately.. someone should come into my dms/asks (anons on btw ;p) and send threats. ive been good. i think i deserve it <3

[broken-pet]

cw: arobreaking kink, aphobia

You confide in her that you're lonely. It's just so hard being ar0 and watching everyone you know leave in favor of their partners. You staying in your shitty apartment all alone. She smiles at you with sympathy. She agrees it must be hard. She wishes you weren't ar0 so you could understand why they leave. Why your silly little feelings will never be enough to keep them. You take the little sympathy you can get.

At your birthday she hands you a gift. A rose. She says she has decided she is going to date you. That you don't have to worry about being lonely anymore, because she will make you the perfect partner. She expects you to work hard, of course. Your heart is worthless and that's something you need to make up for. You know this is likely not the best thing to do for you, but she might be right. The reason you are lonely is because you are broken. You let her force a kiss onto you.

She lets you move in with her. You are in charge of all the household chores. It's the least you can do. She expects you to spend your savings on gifts for her as often as possible. Expects regular texts declaring your love for her. You put a heart next to her name in your phone. She changes your name to a cutesy nickname that sickens you, but you allow it.

You don't remember the last time she called you anything other that "sweetheart" "my love". She expects you to do the same on dates. You have date nights multiple times a week. You dress up in her favorite colors. She introduces you to her friends and critisizes you if you don't smile correctly. It's offputting, she says, that your heart is a void. The least you can do is pretend to be normal. She's given up so much for you.

Maybe if you work hard enough you'll be fixed.

[grimatnight]

nonbinary/cis girlfriend (who in no way feels connected to masculinity) 🤝 trans partner who introduces them to his friends by calling them his “confused boyfriend” and “accidentally” refers to them with he/him

[grimatnight]

i’ve dated women before i was out as a trans guy and sure it was.. decent ig. but the first time i was with a girl after coming to terms with being a guy was insane. like, completely in a good way. why is being perceived straight the hottest fucking thing on earth. i’ve dated men since then, but tbh nothing compares to being with a girl as a straight guy..

i feel like a woman showing interest in me could turn me completely allo at this point 😵‍💫 bonus points if she actively tells her friends that she fixed me :p <3

[mastersoverminds-6]

Hey, I'm going to record you; your friends will love the sound of you gagging on my cock. Let's get a little picture for them too~

[fckedupdog-moved]

diy noncon by jerking myself off when I’m not rlly up for it

[litlsgirllyy-deactivated2024091]

[yoursweetcorpse]

need to be fucked senseless rn, literally grinding against my pillow to get this frustration out. just bend me over and fuck me till my legs are shaking and I finally cry

[genderstormwrites]

I need to be brainwashed in a way I can't recover from. I need to be mindfucked in a way that leaves me changed forever.

[grimatnight]

for a supposed “aroace”, my brain sure gets REAL DUMB at the thought of someone forcing me to fall for them and making me realize it was only just a phase 💙 propose to me in front of everyone, watch as i cry in humiliation/genuine discomfort, while everyone claps thinking i’m just so happy. then take me home and fuck me until im so dumb i admit im in love with you 💙💙

[rottengrrrrrl]

Getting fucked until I realize that I’m not ace and really just needed to get pounded.