Forty-Four years I have knelt before Satan as my Infernal Father and Lord, no Father of flesh could ever mean more to me than the Father of my Darkened Soul.
I banished my family from my life twenty-nine years ago, the union of their bodies gave issue to my fleshy vessel but Satan and Lilith forged my Dark Spirit and sent it forth to occupy that vessel.
My earthly parents were mentally abusive and entrenched in tenets and laws of the social structure which spawned them, I never belonged with them as I never belonged to the pallid throng of the majority of the human race.
My essence is Demonic as is that of all Spirits forged in Hell and carries a deep hatred for those fleshy vessels occupied by the Souls forged in the hands of the Angelic … this may seem strange to some, but know that the conflict between Light and Darkness stretches over many realms beyond the physical sphere upon which it manifests so powerfully.
I am a Son of Satan in this life, a Disciple of his Mysteries, an Apostle of his Word, the Demons of Hell are my Spiritual Kin, the Satanists of the Classical, Traditional and Theistic paths my physical Kindred … the pale sheep of the Conformist Social Herd and Orthodox Religious Herd are nothing to me.
I can see them as no more than enemies at best and a lower species at worst, as to those empty shells called atheists … they are nothing to me on any level!
My life, my Work, my Writings and my passion lie within the Path of Classic Satanism … it consumes my mind, quickens my heart and enraptures my Soul with a power and dedication which is limitless and eternal.
I see no power in the Religions of the Light (maybe a modicum of respect for those in the ranks of the Catholic Church who have always been the Satanists only worthy enemy), the Religions of Orthodoxy preach apathy, subservience, denial and imprisonment of the will and primal nature and will forever be an anathema to true instincts and the primal spirit of creation.
These later years of my life have been dedicated to bringing forth knowledge of the long forbidden and forgotten Black Arts of Satanism, Dark Rites and Operations of true Unholy power.
This is what Satan directed me to do during Communion with him one darkened night in October some two years ago.
I was shown visions of ancient Dark Arts such as the Blood Sacrifice, the Golem, the Hand Of Glory and the Homunculi and it was communicated to me that this was my true task, to bring forth the knowledge of such Workings - and others of true Infernal Power - to those who walk the paths of Satanism in the present day and would seek to know of such Mysteries.
I have often found myself in the position of Satanic Leader in this life time over various Cabals and underground Covens, but in truth my true role is that of Teacher, the position of Satanic Magister, an Infernal Guide . . . one who brings knowledge of the Black Arts to the Disciples of Satan who crave such knowledge.
One can never find enough time to reach out to all such Disciples however and so the main objective of GRIMORIUM SATANAE is to be the Guide itself, reaching out across the worldwide web to bring that knowledge to all who seek to find it!
It seems a long time now since I began my Infernal Path in this life but I still remember the obstacles, difficulties and endless hours of research required I undertook to accumulate the knowledge and experience I now have.
It is my hope that this written legacy will smooth the journey undertaken by those who read this Grimoire that they may all the sooner endeavour to explore the deeper Black Arts and Rites that lie upon the Infernal Path strewn like treasures waiting to be found.
Ave Satanas!
Brother Johannes
T.J.D. (HP)
December 9th 2018 at 18:15
