Grizz Visser

24-year-old unclaimed submissive at McKinley Prep.

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sam-eliot​:

My perfect boy. Here, use this pillow for your knees. Get comfortable, then put your hands on my knees. I’ll run my fingers through your hair. Tell me more about how you feel. What do you mean by strange? I’m right here, baby. I will always be right here. We’re talking about you, sweet boy. Thank you for telling me something was wrong, you’re a good boy. I want to know when you’re sick or upset.

I’m not perfect, Sir, but I want to be for you. Yes, Sir. Right now, right away. That would be...Really nice. I wish I knew how to describe it. Usually I have all the words but in this instance I feel like I just...Don’t. I don’t necessarily think I’m sick, or even getting sick. I just feel...Kind of empty, almost? Even that isn’t the right word. It’s like...Like I’ve been in a desert without water for a while. Like I need something but I don’t know quite what I need, or even how to begin to determine what that might be. Maybe it’s anxiety. Maybe it’s just...Really bad anxiety. I’m sorry, Sir, I wish I could be more helpful or more descriptive. I know. I trust you, I trust and know you will be. But it’s incredible to hear it. I love you. Yes, but I still want to know about you. I still worry. Thank you, Sir. I knew you would. I know it’s only a detriment to myself when I keep things from you. 

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sam-eliot​:

I love you too, my good boy. Come kneel for me, let’s talk. How are you feeling?

Thank you Sir. I can do that, I want to do that. I’m okay I guess Sir. I’m just tired. I just...Feel kind of strange, if I’m being honest. I can’t pinpoint exactly what’s wrong, I just feel....Strange. I just want to be with you. How are you feeling, Sir?

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I love you, Sir. I just...Wanted you to know. 

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GRIZZ ✉ BLAINE

[Delay]

Blaine: Oh.

Blaine: Yeah. Yupppp we do. Well... it starts when a Dom and a sub [sometimes] love each other very much. Nah, I'm kidding.

Blaine: I know what you're asking Grizz, it's fine. Breathe. It's easy, at least for me. You trust Sir Sam, right? Well, you sit down and tell him things you fantasize about when you're like... ya-knowing or otherwise, and see if he would be interested in trying them with you. Or if you don't have anything off the top of your head you'd want to try, then trying sitting down and asking him what he's curious about or into is a good start. In that scenario, his interests could turn into your own, and then you build on it.

Blaine: For example... We recently got into puppy play (that built on me mentioning my enjoyment of being caged) and he bought me an ass ton of accessories, and he got into it too. Cage, leash, muzzle. He takes me out on my leash, actually. You've probably seen that before. But, yeah. That's kind of an example of how it works for me. I hope all of that answered your question? I tried being as specific as possible.

Grizz: I know that was weird, I'm sorry. I'm just not sure who else to talk to- I mean, outside of Sir Sam, of course.

Grizz: Thank you for answering, and for giving me advice. You did answer a lot.

Grizz: I guess I just...I feel so inexperienced. I don't even know where to begin. We've talked about it a bit, and looked up some stuff together. I just...Get nervous to ask, or to say 'I might want to try this'.

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GRIZZ ✉ BLAINE

Blaine: Oh, like... cooking stuff? Or flu stuff? Totally! Just like make sure you wear gloves before you touch too many lysol wipes. It dries your hands out so bad, man. It's awful. Oh, and side note... never brush after you gel. DISASTER. How can I help?

Grizz: Oh, um...Not really any of those, I think. But I'll keep all of that in mind, though. Good advice, man.

Grizz: I guess I'm just...Are you...

Grizz: If we can speak candidly- do you and Sir Malakai...I just mean...How do you like...Uh. Experiment? I guess? I don't...know what I'm asking.

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GRIZZ ✉ BLAINE

Blaine: Of course, Grizz. You okay?

Grizz: Thanks, man. I'm good, yeah, I just...Can we talk about...Stuff? Like...Stuff.

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GRIZZ ✉ BLAINE

Grizz: Hey, Blaine. Do you, uh, have a minute?

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BLAINE ✉ GRIZZ

Blaine: GRIZZ! Congratulations! Holy shit, now we really are family, huh?

Grizz: BLAINE! Shit I'm...Thank you. Thanks a lot man. I wasn't...I mean he said it would be soon but I didn't know he meant /this/. Best fucking Christmas gift ever. I guess we are! I've got to say, man, I couldn't have asked for a better brother-in-law.

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sam-eliot​:

private f2f {grizzam}

Grizz! Did you see?

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Sir! I didn’t...I mean you didn’t....I’m....You’re....You claimed me, Sir. 

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blaineandersontga​:

Hey, Grizz! You too. I miss you, we’ll need to get together in more than an in passing sense soon, if our Dominants will allow it. I bet! Sir Sam is really nice to talk to, and I’m sure to be around regularly all the same.

PM: As far as the Festival goes, I’m waiting for him to initiate going. He’s said he’d take me, and it’s not like we don’t have all week to go. It’s just been… tough on us recently, so I’m trying to do everything on his time, you know? Besides, the cuddling, hot chocolate, movie nights recently have been really nice. Needed, even. Especially with all this hacking stuff going on lately.  But, yeah! Totally, let’s start planning something for Christmas! I actually mentioned to Sir Sam wanting to cook with you again. It was fun last time, despite everything that happened.

Well thanks for that, Blaine. It’s always good to see you, and spend some time together. Especially considering we’re...Well, if everything goes well, we’ll be family. Hopefully they will, I can ask Sir Sam about setting something up. He really is, it’s so nice to hear someone besides myself appreciating him for who he is. 

PM: I get it, man. Hopefully you guys get down there soon. I know he’s been having...A bit of a tough time. I mean, I don’t know everything obviously, but I know it has been a lot. And really, it has been for everyone, so no shame. Here’s your reminder that you’re always welcome to come to me if you need someone to talk to. I know you’ve got Iago and a ton of other friends. I don’t want it to seem like I’m forcing myself on you or into your life. But, I’m here if you want to talk, or if you just need someone to listen. I’m glad to hear you’re still finding that kind of time for you two though. That’s so important. I saw all your decorations, too. You’re really good at that kind of stuff. Do you think maybe you could...Help me? I want...I just want to do something like that for Sam but I’m...It’s not my strong suit. Yeah, the hacking stuff. How are you doing with all that? Thanks Blaine, that’s really good of you to say, man. I’m looking forward to cooking with you again, too. Well, for starters, do you think it’ll be like Thanksgiving again, with a pretty big group? Or do you think we’ll separate out a bit? I only ask so I know what to plan for, I don’t mind either way. 

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blaineandersontga​:

Good afternoon, everyone! I hope you’re all having a good day so far. How’s everyone enjoying the mock claim life? It feels so nice to see more submissives around here, I was starting to feel out of place. How’s everyone over at McKinley? Has anyone gone down to the Festival or light show yet? How did you like it?

Hey, Blaine. Good to hear from you, man. Everything is going really great, I think. I’m thoroughly enjoying the extra time with Sir Sam. We went down a couple of nights ago, yeah! Have you had a chance to get down there and explore yet? 

PM: Hey, I didn’t know if you wanted to start thinking about getting some things together for Christmas or not. I figured it wouldn’t be a bad thing to start planning.

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sam-eliot​:

private f2f {grizzam}

Here we go, love. Get comfortable. Let me hold you while we talk. I think I’m stressing out less, the longer we’re here. He sees much less… volatile here. That might be because of Blaine. A submissive can do a lot more for their partner than a lot of people want to give them credit for. I want things to be better for your sake too, Grizz. My boy. You’re such a good boy, you deserve so much. Wouldn’t a collar be… the most incredible Christmas present? I’ll always try to understand you, sweetheart. Always. You’re cute. Then that’s what we’ll do, no problem. Have I? To be clear, I think about you and having sex with you a lot, but I haven’t put much thought into specifics, no. That’s what I mean though, about putting you first and doing better for you. I spend so much time worrying about my brother, how he feels, and what he’s going to do… I want to put more time into worrying about you, how you feel, and what we can do together. I think we should look stuff up. See if we find anything that we like. I know I like tying you up. And controlling your orgasms. Touching your body… looking at you… 

Yes Sir, that sounds perfect. Good, that’s exactly what I want for you. You don’t need to be stressed, not at all. That’s good here. I’d say that’s a really fair assessment, Blaine seems to be so good for him. They have quite the relationship. You’re right about that, Sir. It’s always good to hear affirmation of that. Sir, as long as I have you, I have everything I could ever need. I don’t want you to think I’ve suffered in any way. You are nothing but good to me. Always have been. I couldn’t ask for better. It would be, Sir. Oh, it would be. You’re cute, Sam. Handsome, too. Thank you for clarifying, Sir. You know me, that I’d need that. Please, it’s really okay. It is. You’ve been dealing with so much, I understand. I want to spend more time taking care of you, Sir. I want to do more for you. Be better myself. I’m ready for that, absolutely. I want that. Sir...I like those things, too. So much. A lot. A whole, whole lot. 

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sam-eliot​:

private f2f {grizzam}

I want to be better. It is a lot. You know I pay attention to everything he says and does when it comes to me and I’m always worried that I’ll do something that upsets him or pisses him off. The only reason I haven’t claimed you already is because I don’t want to upset him or make him want to hurt you. I’m glad you want it too, just as badly as I do. I can be better. Of course, angel. We’ll go lay down right now. You’re doing so good, Grizz. My good boy. This is a good answer. You did well. I’m just as inexperienced, remember that, sweet boy. We can explore together. Why don’t we Google some stuff tonight?

Sir, you couldn’t be. I know you do, and I know you are. It worries me, seeing you so stressed all the time. I understand why, I get it Sir. I just...Wish things were better. For your sake. I know. I understand Sir. And I know that’s why. I don’t think differently about you Sir. I trust you, and I trust your timing. I want it more than anything. I want you. You can’t be, it isn’t possible. Thanks for understanding, it means everything. Thank you, Sam. Thank you. You don’t seem it, Sir. I’m not trying to debate, I’m trying to tell you how good you are. I would like that. That sounds good, yes Sir. Have you thought about anything in-specific?

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sam-eliot​:

private f2f {grizzam}

I’m not, but you are. I did. He said something that really got to me- that I can start putting you first. I want to. Put you first. I think he likes you, and he knows we’re good for each other. That you make me happy. I can’t wait to put my collar on you, to read that you’re mine forever. Officially. To know that nobody can hurt you, that I can protect you. You’re alright, angel. I’m just concerned. Good boy. I know you will. My boy. Let me lean in for a minute, then when I lean back tell me how that anon and your answer makes you feel.

You’re too good to me, Sir. That’s a lot, that’s really something. I know it is. How are you feeling after that, Sir? I can’t wait either, Sir. I’ve wanted that for so long. You do such a great job of those already Sam. I know. I don’t mean to worry you. Maybe we could lay down while we talk? Please do, Sir. Yes Sir. I don’t really know what to say. I thought about it, and didn’t really have an answer. Which made me feel...Weird. I guess I just feel...Inexperienced. Naive. Something like that. 

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sam-eliot​:

private f2f {grizzam}

Mine. I love you. I will always have faith in you, always. I talked to my brother about me claiming you. You just look so sad. I’m not aware of anything happening, I want to know if there is something wrong. Let me get the thermometer, angel. Are you sure? I’d like to figure out the answer with you and talk it over. I want to take care of you. 

You’re the best, Sir. You did? I’m...Wow. I love you, Sam. May I ask what he said? I’m sorry, I don’t mean to. Of course. I do my best to keep you in the loop, but I’ll work harder. Yes, Sir. Okay. I’ll talk with you honestly, you know I will. You do Sir, always. 

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sam-eliot​:

private f2f {grizzam}

You are, always. My good boy. I did. I knew you’d do well, I knew you’d behave. I’m glad he was good to you too. I’ll have to check up on whether or not he’s eating. I was happy he did too. Are you okay, angel? I read them, you didn’t say anything wrong. I did want to ask you about your secret santa answer about not knowing what you might want to explore, though. I wasn’t sure if you were being honest, it looked like it might be a good idea to talk to you about it. I’m worried about you.

I’m so glad to hear it, Sir. Yours. Yes, Sir. Thank you for your faith in me. It always means a lot. I’m okay, Sir. I am. A little tired maybe but, other than that I’m good. Oh, that one. It’s okay, Sir, really. There’s nothing to worry about. We can talk of course, anything you’d like. 

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sam-eliot​:

private f2f {grizzam}

Good boy. Thank you. You’re so prompt, so good for me. I heard you were good for my brother too. Thank you. I’m alright. I saw your anon answers. 

I want to be for you, Sir. I’ll always give you my best. You did? That’s...A relief. I was worried. But it wasn’t bad, of course not. He was good to me. I tried making him food, but I...Couldn’t get him to eat it. I think maybe Blaine had a better chance at that all along. But that’s alright. I was happy he accepted my company. Just alright Sir? What can I do? You did? I didn’t say anything wrong, did I?