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It’s moments like this where I wish Jules never deleted her tumblr so we could ask for more info about the famous gatekept letter. We were only one mental crisis away from her releasing everything !!!!

this is pretty much all we know about it, she should've just posted it instead of edging everyone 🚬

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before i continue, this is my observation:

"but is primarily driven by a desire to prove his intellectual worth to those around him; narcissism under the guise of altruism."

Moreover, the guys I know who were close with him growing up are really high-character guys, and they all spoke of him as their sort of "intellectual beacon" that they could look to

this is BEFORE patrick (typing PDB and PBD gets me confused lol) and before he kept on reaching out to male grifters. it is embedded in him since young. luigi reaching out to max and he got ignored the first time. reaching out to male grifters to "correct them" but also "idolize their intellectual"

The Luigi that I saw in the clips and photos since his arrest is honestly not that different from the Luigi I met several years ago, at least in terms of baseline personality and demeanor.

this is least surprising cause some people can just assess someone true personality when others glaze through it. basing on his personality assessment, luigi masks a lot and has fooled many people along the way, including his supporters but most importantly his friends as the "kind man" when he has another hidden layer which is darker. this checks out what adam says about him having a darker side to him, and even kaitlyn about being a shell of himself thus running away from his issues. when he's in another country, he creates another mask or "character" which is why he tried impressing another group in another country. he also tends to overshare cause he has kept that feeling that no one would understand his problems for too long.

*these are just my assumptions but feel free to agree/disagree 😇

well he was definitely hiding a layer or two to be able to do what he did (allegedly 😴), i think he's an incredibly complex person overall

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before i continue, this is my observation:

"but is primarily driven by a desire to prove his intellectual worth to those around him; narcissism under the guise of altruism."

Moreover, the guys I know who were close with him growing up are really high-character guys, and they all spoke of him as their sort of "intellectual beacon" that they could look to

this is BEFORE patrick (typing PDB and PBD gets me confused lol) and before he kept on reaching out to male grifters. it is embedded in him since young. luigi reaching out to max and he got ignored the first time. reaching out to male grifters to "correct them" but also "idolize their intellectual"

The Luigi that I saw in the clips and photos since his arrest is honestly not that different from the Luigi I met several years ago, at least in terms of baseline personality and demeanor.

this is least surprising cause some people can just assess someone true personality when others glaze through it. basing on his personality assessment, luigi masks a lot and has fooled many people along the way, including his supporters but most importantly his friends as the "kind man" when he has another hidden layer which is darker. this checks out what adam says about him having a darker side to him, and even kaitlyn about being a shell of himself thus running away from his issues. when he's in another country, he creates another mask or "character" which is why he tried impressing another group in another country. he also tends to overshare cause he has kept that feeling that no one would understand his problems for too long.

*these are just my assumptions but feel free to agree/disagree 😇

well he was definitely hiding a layer or two to be able to do what he did (allegedly 😴), i think he's an incredibly complex person overall

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Ik this is old news atp but after the kaitlyn Reddit posts, does anyone else think that mango eater guy was lying about being Luigi’s roomate?

omg this takes me back 🚬

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thank u pdb anon.

Poor understanding of his own emotions as well as the emotions of others; little to no ability to manage or express emotions in a mature way.

he didn't realize the way his shooting will impact those around him, his family name and how his loved ones will have their privacy violated by media. instead of talking things through, he ghosted or disappeared. he didn't maturely end things, there are some emotionally stunted issues here.

On the flip side: desperate desire to be widely admired for his presentation of self (intellectually, physically, et al).

the way he was trying to impress the men he came across; stack of cash, ivy league. also, to the grifting men he followed or tried to mingle with like max, elon musk at one point, gurwinder, 400 ebook indian author lol. his banner showed his 6 packs haha. he still harbor a student mindset even beyond his college years, wanting to be validated for his intellectual

Simultaneous disdain and jealousy of "normal people" (rich, materialistic, tall, handsome, charismatic, et al); tendency to emptily "appropriate" those "normal people" characteristics for himself to achieve social admiration.

he didn't know who was going to shoot until the very last minute and picked brian thompson this has something to do with him planning and overseeing if his final actions will have some social admiration. he was stuck living with those "normal people" that he failed to see that's not what actual normal people are. he should've branched out talking to natives in hawaii or out of his social circle. no one realized he's missing until it's time for him to attend his friends wedding. the ones in hawaii even kaitlyn cared about him more than his social circle in gilman sad tbh

Lack of natural discipline and impulse control, and a conscious awareness of this lack; consequently prone to "overcompensating" by "reprogramming" self-regulatory habits in an offbeat and extreme way that he will then show off to others.

this is very true; he didn't wait to be properly healed and went out to do "adventure" lack of patience. he was still healing and was advised to take months off but didn't fully listen. eager to leave reddit fusion post asking others to do surgery; in a way showing off to others that he heals quickly (but he didn't heal properly irl)

Intelligence and earnestness that bumps up against his inability to think about concepts beyond the surface; able to take in large quantities of information and reshape them as needed, but unable to truly "deconstruct" them down to their core.

he understood what unabomber meant, what anti-capitalism is, anti-corporate greed but still want to suck up to the very people who made corporate greed happen haha. able to understand general issues commoners face, but not get it fully why they don't support capitalist like patrick or peter thiel for example. still staying as a centrist when u know this isn't viable option for things like genocide

Altruism that is entirely based in a performance of "tactical guidance" as opposed to approaches more focusing on "mindset" or other less tangible levers of change; a propensity to give advice on the best workout routines, the best way to organize files, the best video game emulators, et al (out of a desire to "prove" to others how he has been able to incorporate discipline and process through his own self-work, but failing to realize that not everybody needs help with this).

this is him with the notes he did in goodreads hahaha. writing, chatting or meeting with male grifters to "correct" them. tweeting to someone to "correct" them like what's the purpose of this, luigi it's no use haha.

overall his acquaintance was not lacking, he assessed luigi's personality well. not sure why this wasn't being dissected more by his supporters!

considering making a pdbanon hashtag 🤔

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Acquaintance from PDB

Reply Thread Continued (Part 3)

Some traits I would note from my interactions with him:

- Poor understanding of his own emotions as well as the emotions of others; little to no ability to manage or express emotions in a mature way.

- On the flip side: desperate desire to be widely admired for his presentation of self (intellectually, physically, et al).

- Simultaneous disdain and jealousy of "normal people" (rich, materialistic, tall, handsome, charismatic, et al); tendency to emptily "appropriate" those "normal people" characteristics for himself to achieve social admiration.

- Lack of natural discipline and impulse control, and a conscious awareness of this lack; consequently prone to "overcompensating" by "reprogramming" self-regulatory habits in an offbeat and extreme way that he will then show off to others.

- Intelligence and earnestness that bumps up against his inability to think about concepts beyond the surface; able to take in large quantities of information and reshape them as needed, but unable to truly "deconstruct" them down to their core.

- Altruism that is entirely based in a performance of "tactical guidance" as opposed to approaches more focusing on "mindset" or other less tangible levers of change; a propensity to give advice on the best workout routines, the best way to organize files, the best video game emulators, et al (out of a desire to "prove" to others how he has been able to incorporate discipline and process through his own self-work, but failing to realize that not everybody needs help with this).

any takes? 🎤

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he didn't know who was going to shoot until the very last minute

What is the very last minute? We have all seen his writings. In the middle of august, he wrote about how the target was UHC, that he had been learning about it, the details are coming together and it checks every box.

In October, he wrote about whacking the ceo at the insurance conference. So ?

no one realized he's missing until it's time for him to attend his friends wedding. the ones in hawaii even kaitlyn cared about him more than his social circle in gilman sad tbh

Idk it makes more sense that the people where he lived would notice his absence before the people back home. But honestly the main thing is that we have no idea about the behind the scenes, just what was posted on social media, including that kaitlyn was trying to push his parents to do more apparently. We don’t even know his entire social circle, we don’t know who he was close to in Hawaii other than kaitlyn. The loudest ppl talking about him aren’t the closest

He appears pretty avoidant to me, and the whole situation and the things others have said about him, like how RJ said he wouldn’t see him for a week and Luigi would say he was bedridden and that he wouldn’t ask for help or make a deal out of it, Adam texting him in June trying to check in on him, saying he realised he hadn’t heard from him in a while, his mum not knowing where he lived or working… it could indicate that he usually keeps a distance.

Lack of natural discipline and impulse control, and a conscious awareness of this lack; consequently prone to "overcompensating" by "reprogramming" self-regulatory habits in an offbeat and extreme way that he will then show off to others.

this is very true; he didn't wait to be properly healed and went out to do "adventure" lack of patience. he was still healing and was advised to take months off but didn't fully listen. eager to leave reddit fusion post asking others to do surgery; in a way showing off to others that he heals quickly (but he didn't heal properly irl)

I think I see this situation differently to most and I’m really not sure why.

He said he was putting off the surgery for years because he was scared of it (and idk who wouldn’t be), and kinda implied that he had it too late. He repeatedly said to others that if it’s affecting your nerves, then you need surgery before permanent nerve damage sets in. From his posts, it’s clear it was affecting his nerves for at LEAST a year before surgery. The only thing that prompted surgery was an A&E visit (reported by the news, and we can infer a bit of the details from his Reddit comments around that time) that happened a couple weeks prior to the fusion.

From my perspective, it seems like he’s trying to prevent others going through what he went through and is currently going through. To get the surgery before it affects your nerves. Like he knows the surgery can only do so much, and he wants others to get it before they get past the point of no return.

Lemme find and paste his Reddit comments to back this up with evidence before I continue/

“With a grade 2/3 at 24 y.o. and near-constant burning/twitching in both ankles/calves since March, I don't see myself avoiding this for too long lol. But just trying to learn as much as I can before the surgery comes.” - mister cactus sept ‘22

“I got caught in this loop for a year, all the while putting my life on hold in my 20's and damaging my nerves while I waffled on the decision. I have surgery scheduled in two weeks and I keep wondering why I was so afraid of it

Surgery is not a 100% guarantee, but that's not something we can control. And once it hits this bad, we probably have to do it anyway. With axial back pain only, it's probably safe to wait until it's unbearable. With sciatica as a symptom, sooner can only be better imo” - mister cactus, July ‘23 (a few days after the A&E visit)

“In my case I had surgery 2 weeks ago because I had nerve issues. Surgery was painful for the first couple days, but I was shocked that by day 7 I was on literally zero pain meds. Can sit, walk, stand as long as I want and I don't even feel the fusion. Obviously will be awhile until I get into rigorous activity, but it was way less of a big deal than I had anticipated” - Aug 23

“Had L5/S1 fusion 3 months ago. I may be an outlier, but at day 8 I was taking zero pain meds and haven't had a bad day since. I even had an open TLIF as opposed to the newer minimally invasive surgeries. The surgery wasn't nearly as scary as I made it out to be in my head, and I knew it was the right decision within a week, and that I won't have to bother with injections or future surgery for many years.” - oct 23

“If you can feel it moving, it's moving. That isn't in your head. I had the same exact experience.

I had the same exact experience with doctor's dismissing that symptom. I think it's so bizarre and horrific sounding they literally can't believe it lo.

Goods news is that feeling goes away completely after surgery once your stabilized. Time for surgery and to find a doc who listens.” - feb ‘24

“Yea I had L5/S1 spinal fusion 6 months ago after 1.5 years of failed conservative treatment. Within 7 days of the fusion I was on zero pain meds. […] (my point is just that your body isn't supposed to be in pain and need meds.)

[…] From childhood until age 23, my back would always ache if I stood too long, but it wasn't too bad. Imo that sort of achy symptom makes sense to medicate if it's bothersome. But once the spine is unstable and you can feel the bones moving/grinding, that isn't something you try to medicate. That's something you go in and fix.“ - feb ‘24

“If your spine is broken and unstable to the point where you can't run, do you want to be walking around with that? What are you going to wait until you take a bad fall and that instability causes some real nerve damage and you NEED surgery?

To be honest, once the pain becomes low-grade but all the time, it could be time for surgery. I mean the situation sucks for sure, but the solution isn't to retreat into a bubble.

Fwiw I'm 25 years old with a L5/S1 fusion. It's clear to me that the day my spondy went bad to the point where I felt it every day, I had crossed the threshold into surgery though it took me a year to realize this. Generally speaking, back surgery is a serious decision and PT is sufficient for most people, but with instability it's a different game.”

- mister cactus apr ‘24

“…we have 50+ years of data on spinal fusions and we know it works well in cases of instability. Don't try to reinvent the wheel.”

There’s lots to criticise him about but his encouragement for surgery and the way he goes about healing isn’t it imo.

He has multiple issues related to his back. The aim of the fusion is meant to fix the instability of the spine. Which it seems like the surgery has mostly accomplished, given what he said in Jules’ letter about how he would feel his spine sliding for a year and a half.

I could be wrong of course, but when he talks about the lack of pain on Reddit, it seems like he’s only referring to back pain. Which, when you read the posts he’s replying to, makes sense. He never really talks about how the surgery has impacted his nerves.

With a condition so time-sensitive, and with seemingly lots of doctors telling sufferers that they’re too young for surgery, I’m really glad he was taking the time to encourage others to get surgery.

I really don’t see him stating that he was shocked at how fast he came off pain meds as showing off. He was clearly very scared about it, and was trying to communicate that it wasn’t as scary as it seemed. Idk if it’s his style of communication that makes it hard to see this, but it’s clear to me (but I’m neurodivergent so maybe that’s why? There have been others outside of this space who said his tweets and Reddit have a strong neurodivergence flavour, and it is likely a factor in how he’s perceived. And NO I’m not trigger!!!!!a broken clock is right twice a day)

Another thing to note is that it’s apparently common for back surgery recipients to feel way better for months or even up to a year after surgery, then as things settle, pain starts. Maybe that’s the case, and that compounded with the fusion potentially being botched, nerve damage, the suffering he has already been through, and other factors like deep regret and depression, I can completely understand if he wasn’t able to see any light at the end of the tunnel and thought “fuck it. I’m going out with a bang, and take the trash out with me”, since the nerve damage has already happened and the surgery wasn’t meant to fix that.

I don’t see it as a lack of disciple or impulse control, followed by extreme reprogramming. There are other things pointing to that like where he mentions gaming and his addictive personality, but in this context, it feels like nearly the opposite. Putting off surgery and clearly considering it deeply, getting opinions on it, sticking with conservative treatment for a year and a half, managing to exercise consistently enough to get jacked, all whilst struggling with severe chronic pain…

this is very true; he didn't wait to be properly healed and went out to do "adventure" lack of patience.

Lack of patience, sure maybe, but he will never properly heal in the way he probably wants to. Plus spinal fusions are not a one and done. It’s common for it to get bad again and to have revisions. I see it as someone at the end of their tether who had a mental breakdown after trying to hold it together for so long, and I think that chalking it up to a “lack of discipline” or patience etc. is incredibly reductive and not fair at all.

And when you look at his accomplishments, gilman valedictorian requires the highest gpa over 4 years, struggling during college but persisting and graduating with a masters, getting promoted nearly every year as a data engineer until he quit/got fired lmao, and all of this without a significant break in between…I dont think the lack of discipline is as big of a deal as that post made it out to be. At the very least he has discipline where it matters the most

I agree with some of the other points made. But

not sure why this wasn't being dissected more by his supporters!

It really has been

i agree with your first three points, particularly your first and second, we know this was premeditated (allegedly 🤬), from one of the prosecution's fillings pertaining his diary entries, he even said himself that it was something he was going back and forth about for a while. i significantly agree with your second point too, luigi is a grown man, and there’s very little chance his social circle back home would know before the people who were most recently around him. people back home would only know what he chose to share with them. one of his friends was even @'ing him on twitter to see if luigi was still going to attend his wedding because luigi wasn't responding to him either, they also said they were worried as well. it's honestly so extremely sad for them all:

his friends mother also made an account to reach out to him the day after he (allegedly 🤬) arrived in new york:

overall, i agree with a lot of what you said !

i'll post the rest of the asks tmr, i made the hashtag and will go back and tag the other pdb anon responses tomorrow as well 🎉

[luna-azzurra]

Ways to Show Anger!!<3

[ms-unbekannt]

Luigi Nicholas Mangione - Dec 16.

[luna-azzurra]

Ways to Describe a Personality!! <3

[lulu-x-baby]

He brings out my cute agression 🫦🤗

[huzzahluigi]

https://www.tumblr.com/huzzahluigi/818535966123950080/do-you-think-luigi-himself-requesting-that-the

We should be theorizing about this cause this is so recent and is important now, not drama going on in Tumblr.

I'll go first, I believe it might be something to do with:

Private or embarrassing conversations/documents they want to show/discuss (it can be something to do with his mental health or details about health report like fusion or ED, want to accept a plea or he don't want any private details to leak out to public months before trial). Putting it out there before trial might shatter some of his image or give prosecution easy access for argument.

He had enough of his supporters who are largely women who made a fool of him and his case, and will be making a fool more once these hearings come again (it will be the 5 culprits adding in Jules and Christine > think about it if Christine didn't provoke them maybe Magionistas mess won't be this bad? I don't know why Jules is taking a seat she shouldn't be having. Don't forget those linenazis who are not important but act otherwise.

He had enough of his supporters in general or rather afraid of their fixed understanding of his message. It doesn't go along with his new strategy for a fair trial cause outside of socmed, quite a lot of them have these beliefs: he's guilty, he's a hero, he's revolutionary, eat the rich, brian thompson a mass murderer, shoot ceos, violence is the way when all else fails (luigi-ed as in his name is already a term for shooting), he likes unabomber, he's very kind and patient (again we don't know the real him or how did he behave weeks before this shooting

He's uncomfortable with camera settings and being scrutinized. He can't mask it no more. More cameras mean more judgement, more eyeballs, more nitpicking, more body language, more media reporting and even more lip reading and more thirsty parasocials who are only looking at his body or sexualizing him (some of u). If press pass is allowed means more clumsy and messy reporting. This can work against his chance for fair trial.

No wonder court gleefully is enforcing cameras and saying everyone is welcome. It's done on purpose cause they know more fangirls will be oogling and not paying attention to the real issue at hand, more camera giving him more anxiety means his face will show it, and can be seen by public if captured by cameramen. They're making him to be an example to Americans, intimidating his future copycats and reducing his confidence. It's also a tit for tat since Karen had asked for media before but defendant wanted it to be closed, so it's a dig at her. Luigi probably a little mad at some of his team choices.

As I'm writing this, I feel sad for his future predicament 😞

I agree with everything you said to some extent, anon.

Embarrassment over his mental health only if they are going for an insanity defense which i don't think they are (remember he plead not guilty.) The ED issue is probably not brought up, yet. We don't know if it needs to be brought up unless the prosecution is using it againts him.

Now that we know he got hate mail after the 27 birthday letter, i feel that he was disappointed in many supporters for getting mad and criticizing him for it ever since.

If you think about it, he didn't thank us for the birthday wishes or for reaching the 1.5 set goal. He's disappointed in all of us. His team didn't say anything either.

[feralgayghost]

happy goony gooner goonsday to you all!

here’s part 2 of the new fortnightly p!link event

18+ post - minors dni - feel free to message me with requests - i noticed there are a ton of these kinds of posts, but the links will be broken. i made this event so even if the links break, you’ll get a new post with new links in a couple weeks anyways 😈🖤

i hope you enjoy this one just as much as the last one!

luigi gets home from work and fucks you in his slacks

luigi fucking you in plain sight on the beach

luigi licking honey from your clit

bff!luigi lets you use his cock because your bf hasn’t been making you come

sunday funday

luigi is on a work trip and sends you a video of him stroking himself in his suit after a long day

nerd!luigi enthusiastically eating you out

prone bone part 3 (can you tell my fav position lmao)

gentle until he’s not

can you take it on your side, babe?

luigi is desperate so you let him fuck your thighs

luigi fingers you before fucking you from behind

licking luigi’s sensitive nipples while you jerk him off

riding luigi

luigi making you squirt with a toy

getting tied up & fucked hard

luigi fucking you on the balcony during your vacation - part 2

sitting on luigi’s lap because he paused the game

luigi uses your tits to cum

dry humping

luigi bending you into a pretzel - part 2

take a pounding

nipple play

luigi playing with you while you’re ass up in crotchless lingerie

[luigiarchives]

Today marks 10 years since Luigi Mangione graduated as valedictorian of his 2016 class at the Gilman School. Photo Archive.

5 June 2016, Gilman School, Baltimore, Maryland

Class Portraits:

Luigi in the procession, before the ceremony:

Luigi giving his valedictorian speech:

Luigi receiving his diploma:

Luigi receiving a "William S. Thomas Scholarship Prize" - an award given to the top scholar of each grade:

A few photos of Luigi in the background:

The end of his graduation ceremony:

[blackgirls4luigi]

THOSE HANDSSSS UGHHHH😩

need them around my neck

[andromedaceline]

Hey love your blog and takes! Could you possible help me understand why Luigi seems to always want to seek out those from UPenn or Standford? Im not from US so anything about frats/Ivy leagues makes zero sense to me, besides that they are seemly prestigious (or pretentious lol) He seems to wear it like a badge of honour like Gilman too. I have the opposite view, I feel these are out dated institutions build around pedigree and classism. It baffles me why he was trying to connect with people from institutions like that.

Thank you ❤️! I know I haven’t wrote in a while, but I liked this ask, so thought I would weigh in.

There could be a lot of reasons why someone gravitates toward alumni networks, especially when they're new to a city or trying to build a social circle. I've done the same thing myself. Connecting with people from your alma mater gives you an immediate point of common ground, making conversations, friendships, and professional connections easier to establish. Alumni events exist largely for that purpose. People attend them to network, make friends, share experiences, and sometimes help one another with career opportunities.

Ivy League schools, in particular, have strong networking cultures, which is part of what makes them so prestigious and sought after. While it's fair to criticize some of the privilege and exclusivity associated with those institutions, that doesn't mean everyone who attends them is elitist or obsessed with status. For many people, the alumni network simply functions as a familiar community and a source of connection.

Some people have described him as shy, even though there are many examples where he seems the opposite. To me, he seemed like a social person, yes, but one who was more comfortable connecting through shared interests or experiences than approaching complete strangers. Thats relatable. Alumni networks provide an easy entry point because there's already something in common. You can skip some of the awkward small talk and build rapport more naturally.

That's why I don't think the fact that he reached out to fellow alumni necessarily says much about his values or motivations. If prestige and status were truly what he was after, there were plenty of places he could have lived and worked that would have offered more influence, wealth, and recognition than in Hawaii. He had the status, credentials, and intelligence to pursue a very conventional American path to success, but he didn't.

Of course, none of us can know his motivations for certain. This is just my speculation. But seeking out alumni connections strikes me as a pretty normal human behavior. People often look for familiar communities when they're in unfamiliar environments. To me, that's a far more likely explanation than the assumption that he only valued people because of their status or background.

[junonthecouch]

Why is this case full of fangirls?

I think there are generally two main reasons why this happens:

• The first is the “celebrity effect.” Luigi is objectively attractive, and there are many positive stories and descriptions of him circulating online. Because of that, people naturally tend to idealize him. This happens with anyone we develop a “crush” on without ever truly knowing them in real life, because there is no direct experience capable of challenging or disproving our assumptions. So the gaps in knowledge get filled with fantasies and projections, which are usually extremely positive, and that reinforces emotional attachment to the person. In reality, if people actually had the chance to know him personally, much of this idealization would probably collapse, because they would encounter a real human being made up of both strengths and flaws. And honestly, I’m fairly certain Luigi has traits that can be frustrating or unpleasant at times — that’s probably one of the few things I can say with confidence.

• Then there is a second factor, which is a bit more psychologically complex: the difficulty of “holding both versions of the person together.” In other words, people struggle to reconcile the image of Luigi as intelligent, kind, thoughtful, etc., with the image of Luigi as someone accused of killing another human being. The mind naturally seeks coherence and consistency, but unfortunately human beings — and life itself — are often contradictory. Because of this, many people instinctively move toward one extreme or the other as a way to simplify reality: either Luigi becomes a crazy, dangerous figure who deserves to be locked away forever, or he becomes a flawless hero who can do no wrong. Psychologically, it is simply easier for the brain to settle into one of these extremes rather than tolerate ambiguity and contradiction.