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[spineofdeathwing]

really sick of all this pedo and beast shit

I was going to be quiet, but after thinking about everything that has been going on recently, and the most recent posts about pedophilia and bestiality appearing on this tumblr, I’ve just about had it with these issues on WrA. I’m done with all these damn disgusting people on WRA! Posting anon to avoid almost certain backlash.

Zaerindar In reality, Zaerindar is a monster. He’s manipulative and slimy, and he should probably follow suit with his freaky rp partner and quit WoW. He’s got some real issues, I found out as a friend of his, which I am no longer. I got tired of defending him. However, he shared some screencaps with me during the time all this stuff blew up on WRA, probably in an attempt to make himself seem better or not as guilty. He shared some screenshots and I couldn’t help but realize something?

And it is this: <Royal Apothecary Society> harbors filthy people just like Zaerindar. I didn’t believe it was as bad until I actually read the screens. There is clear talk of bestiality here and someone actually being okay with it as well as ‘noncon’ which I think means rape, or something? on an ooc level. He mentioned ’Grit Gasguzzler’ and ’Cerriphan Seenwood’ (screenshots of their TRPs supplied https://imgur.com/gallery/mvUcGsN ) being in connection together on some pretty vile things. I was never in the guild, but I think one of them are officers, being married to the guild master icly.

Make no mistake, I’m not attempting to defend Zaerindar at all. I just think the players of this guild were so vicious when it came to pointing out Zaerindar’s guilt because they were hiding their own guilt. I hate white knights who are also hypocrites.

I think WrA deserves to know they should steer clear of BOTH of these entities as a whole. Both Zaerindar Sunlash and <Royal Apothecary Society>.

My advice: Stay away from BOTH. I will never be rping with either of these people or guild.

[groms-nipple-ring]

There is such a fundamental difference between someone who in the past engaged in harmful behaviour as a result of trauma, who has since identified that their traumatic experiences programmed their thinking in a particular manner and they were dealing tremendous harm to both themselves and to others, and who has ceased completely and is taking active, constant steps to deprogram that thinking and reconcile the trauma that originated it through therapy, and who does not at all justify or excuse what they've done in the past due to their trauma, and

AN ACTIVE AND UNREPENTANT ABUSER IN A PERPETUAL RELAY RACE TO JUSTIFY THEIR ABUSE. A man who has proven he will DRAG OTHER PEOPLE DOWN WITH HIM IN THE HOPES OF DOING AS MUCH COLLATERAL DAMAGE AS POSSIBLE BECAUSE HE FEELS HE HAS BEEN WRONGED.

We can both acknowledge that some kinks are harmful and acknowledge the complexity of who engages in those kinks and the further complexity in how within those kink structures victims can revictimise themselves and victimise others unintentionally alongside abusers who use the kink to victimise further and conceal the evidence of their abuses. There really is a nuance, as ugly as that truth might be. And if you think both parties in this are the same, well, ultimately you're accomplishing nothing in the scheme of things except to harm a survivor for past actions that were borne from the way their trauma formed in them and to give an active abuser enough of a smokescreen that they can cultivate a comfortable narrative gray area to operate in when they next start grooming victims.

I’m not going to defend Grit’s actions in this situation, I frankly didn’t know about them and the fact that they’ve come out now in a justification of ‘lol not defending’ Zaerindar and slandering a guild (more importantly, specific people from that guild) that Zaerindar has made it his mission to see harmed is really fucking obviously a swerve tactic to take the heat off. Take one whole big step back and really consider how obvious a diversion tactic this is (especially roping in Cerri, someone who has done literally no harm aside from being a monsterfucker and equating that to Zoophilia and Bestiality is a far FAR reach at BEST).

The evidence you’ve provided is, once again, from the self admitted and unrepentant pedophile, who has literally made it clear he wants everyone to crash and burn around him. He is banking on people not responding to him to defend themselves because they don’t want to keep exhausting this tired fucking shitshow he brought and keeps bringing upon himself. It’s a cycle of abuse, and it is going to keep happening.

What’s written is written, it’s damning and it’s there, and contextually these screencaps are once again provided by Zaerindar, who has curated his own image to look as best as he can in the situation, because he is bitter, and abusive, and manipulative, and if you fall for it I’m really sorry for you.

Your coy ‘I couldn’t help but realise something?’ bullshit shouldn’t be fooling anyone. ‘They’re all just as bad as he is’ is once again flimsy as fuck, and in reference to the majority of the guild is just frankly not true. Individuals are singled out and dealt with when this kind of shit happens. It’s why the pedophiles were excommunicated, your entire concern is based on ‘well they harbour these horrible people and protect them’ in the assumption that seeing as YOU know about all the awful, awful shit (in screencaps provided to you by a pedophile to once again curate his own image of victimhood) everyone else obviously knows.

Zaerindar has been constantly antagonising and goading people into engaging him to spin a narrative of victimisation, and this is another step. It’s not a secret. You can see it in the fucking notes of these posts. His entire MO is that he banks on them not defending themselves because they want him and his abuse to go away, and cries foul when people bite back.

I am NOT giving him an inch. I am NOT going to be distracted by ‘BUH BUH BUT THE OTHERS!’ Yes, the bestiality stuff is amazingly deplorable. I have no pity and no grace to offer people who have those kinks and don’t seek help or recognise their harm doing, and done. The other mention? Has done absolutely fuck all, which really only makes you way less credible as an ‘unbiased’ party than you already are. Lmao. ‘I’m not his friend any more’ my whole ass.

This post fucking reeks of dishonest intentions and faux concern.

ETA: If I bold it enough that your screencaps are provided BY AN ABUSER AND A PEDOPHILE WHO HAS SHOWN NO REMORSE AND IN FACT HAS ONLY DUG HIS HEELS IN AND DOUBLED DOWN will it sink in?

[spineofdeathwing]

So Here's The Thing

Some of you might already know me due to the post here on Spine. I want to clear that up. Hi I’m Zaerindar Sunlash of WrA. The rumor: I solicited nudes involving a minor The truth: Obviously I didn’t. I’m not an idiot, nor am I into the gender of the supposed minor. She also verified with me that she was 18 before I sent her my art which features erotic homosexual content. I verified that before sending anything like that exactly because of this kind of bullshit. The rumor: I was involved in romantic rp that included a character who was 17 The truth: I was involved, yes, but the character (Ayathalla) wasn’t mine. When we first met I was told the character was 19 in human years. Much later down the road (as you will see in the links) the player changed this to make the character younger of his own volition. (He would go on later to change it AGAIN to make the character younger!)This person also wanted to add in NPCs that were underage into the rp. This person was my friend. He had convinced me his life was shit and that I was one of only a handful of people that really understood him. I did not leave the rp nor feel it was appropriate to tell another how to do their character so I foolishly stayed involved. He later joined RAS with me. Earlier this year, I had a huge fight with this player and so they worked together with the person who was a supposed minor to try and slander me, because that’s how revenge works. And hoo boy it probably hasn’t disappointed them. I was removed from my guild because of these things, and then blacklisted for threatening to post about it on this very Tumblr! The screenshot submitted (the one the GM accepted without question) was tampered with, colored over, and cropped from the remaining conversation In Discord to make it look incredibly damning. Now I am being harassed repeatedly on a server I’ve been on since 2010, AND NOW on Spine here in part to my former guild, Royal Apothecary Society, blasting me on discord and likely in-game. As a matter of fact, I know who posted that post about me. (Heads up, it was the GM most likely. A toxic person, who admitted she was toxic to me in DMs. So.) Furthermore, I’ve lost an rp partner because I believe RAS forced her to not associate with me. They also will not rp with anyone associated with me, which is their own choice, but the harassment and lambasting over something I didn’t actually do has got to stop. As for types of rp being bad, we won’t get into how the RAS condones the murder of children in their rps. We won’t talk about how I witnessed an rp that featured initiated based on the murder of a child. Because, so long as its the RAS doing it, it’s alright. Right? Additionally, the RAS guild that I am in on MG? I didn’t start it. It was founded in 2012. I didn’t join it to annoy the members of the one on WrA and we are DEFINITELY NOT sister guilds, so. The Blacksail Company, my current guild, is not involved in any shape or form. This is not their fight. Further furthermore, here are the call outs and links to chat pictures. Characters involved- player who played the 17 year old: Ayathalla <Bloodstorm March> His irl boyfriend: Ordili <Bloodstorm March> Others who have also rp’d erotically with Ayathalla: Ordili’s alts, Abel Sunstride <Dark End Industries> Players involved in harassing me, either by not preventing rumors * or encouraging them; or by harassing others who choose to rp or have contact with me: Seenwood <Royal Apothecary Society> *Plagueguts <Royal Apothecary Society> *Maerlyn <Royal Apothecary Society> Korathel <Royal Apothecary Society> Delacreme <of The Den> (and on multiple alts confirmed through looking at armory pet slots)

Last but not least, the person who accused me of sending nudes: Crystallina (nightborne). She doesn’t play anymore and has deleted all her social media accounts after we exposed her horrible lies.

The nuts and bolts of it? I pissed Thalla off oocly and he sought to remove me as far from himself as possible, and thus this shitstorm happened. When in fact, my only flaw here was conforming to their whims out of a fear of wanting to not lose them as a friend. I was involved in the rps, yes, but I was reluctant, and in many ways felt forced into them. There are many things I am, people, but a pedophile is not one of them.

PS- I am NEVER leaving this server. And by the way to the person who tried to call out my location, it’s Evondre on WrA, Zaerindar on MG, you fucking idiot.

Links (in order): https://imgur.com/L3PZQ6w https://imgur.com/QqCEJux https://imgur.com/Fg8lWND https://imgur.com/hNV9lhE https://imgur.com/44cZMyA https://imgur.com/5fF3FQi

[groms-nipple-ring]

I had a huge spiel typed up y’know what, I’ll just cut to the chase. Convenient you left out the immediate messages after ‘ENSURING’ he was 20, wherein you say ‘he was 16 when they first met (and fucked)’. You didn’t seem to have an issue with that, and considering these are screencaps you sent YOURSELF that were picked and chosen, they’re by design provided to make you look better than you are. Which amazes me, really. Let me re-post those for you. https://imgur.com/a/Kh2Y5ms You antagonised the guild not by existing and wanting to be left alone, but by actively recruiting for a guild of the same name on another RP server, in the middle of Orgrimmar, when everyone was quite happy to forget you exist.

For clarification:

Here was the official announcement, I highlighted the part where you were cleared of soliciting nudes from a minor. That’s not why you were kicked and you fucking know it lmao. The person who posted that announcement was NOT the GM, who you really need to leave the fuck alone and stop trying to guilt and manipulate into feeling sorry for you for taking completely reasonable steps in keeping their guild safe. Don’t name names and then WAH WAH LEAVE ME ALONE. Stop trying to spin this narrative to make you the victim in some big bullying campaign against you. Accept that people don’t like you for shitty things you have done and are continuing to do.

And, as of yesterday:

What happened, at the very core, is you wrote pedophilic bullshit. Now you’re antagonising victims of your presence (and of your actions) who want nothing to do with you by forcing yourself dishonestly into their space through your friends and through associating yourself STILL with their guild. Nobody held a gun to your head and made you do it, ‘I didn’t want to lose a friend’ is flimsy as fuck and the fact you tried immediately to blame shift just makes it look like you are STILL desperate to cover your own ass. If you don’t want mess, learn what a clean break is and disengage. Nobody wants you or your defenders around them. Fuck off.

The Blacksail Company (and as it stands, Moonguard RAS) is run by your friend Leia/Juedas (and whatever other alts they have), who is your biggest defender. People deserve to know who they’re talking to.

The mutiple alts you’re being harassed on by ‘Delacreme’ is exactly one alt. Twice. Delacreme is the alt. The second character (the ONLY other character) was Beif if anyone’s curious, and you were not engaged with on them at all. You were not even in the same zone, or city, or even continent, nor were you whispered or messaged or sought out. I’m sorry you think your feelings trump potential future victims of your abuse lmfao.