⋆˙ ⋆⭒˚.⋆Al⋆˙ ⋆⭒˚.⋆

trying to recover

[gross-kitty]

Intro!

⋆˚࿔ Call me Al 𝜗𝜚˚⋆

𓂃˖ ࣪⊹ they/he/she

.𖥔 ݁ ˖ ✦ ‧₊˚ ⋅

I'm attempting recovery.

I love cats and the color red.

I struggle with mental health and will post about it. If you are triggered by topics such as self harm and suicidal ideation, please block me.

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That's it for now I'll update my intro when i get more ideas -`♡´-

[gross-kitty]

ik i havent talked to you in like forever but i miss u!! hope ur doin well

Thanks for reaching out! I'm doing pretty good, I hope you're well also

[gross-kitty]

Finally warm enough to wear this out (⁠≧⁠▽⁠≦⁠)

[milkemim]

Ahhh i should've been born a boy

[gross-kitty]

Uhh update ig, I'm doing okay mentally but I've given up on staying clean from sh so I made another account for that, if any of my mutuals want it just dm me

[gross-kitty]

I'm probably gonna stop posting here or I'll do so sporadically since I'm tired of this aesthetic shit and faking my personality(tho tbh I'm not doing too much in this department) and I also don't feel like I have anything worth posting to this account

[gross-kitty]

Uhh update ig, I'm doing okay mentally but I've given up on staying clean from sh so I made another account for that, if any of my mutuals want it just dm me

[gross-kitty]

I need someone to fill this hole in my heart, unfortunately it will never be the same again

[gross-kitty]

Why don't people care, why don't people fucking care? I'm so fucking tired, I'm not perfect, I can't do it all by myself, why do others not care?

[gross-kitty]

I want to get better so I can stop taking my meds before my 18th birthday and be able to drink alcohol

[gross-kitty]

Hi Al!! I always see you on my homepage and it makes me really excited cuz you seem such a cool person =^_^= i hope you're doing well!

Hello! Thank youu, you seem really cool as well. I've gotten sick but overall mentally I've been doing better

[gross-kitty]

Great I'm both sick and sad

[gross-kitty]

hii >< i like your blogz and i hope u recover :3

Eek thank you so much!!

[gross-kitty]

Your blog looks SOOOO cool :0

Omg that means so much to me, thank you!!

[gross-kitty]

I hate that when I scroll tumblr after the fucking update I accidentally click the "share" button every five seconds. Why did they have to change the layout aaa

[fr4gile-d0ve]

one of the many reasons i get stuck in depressive cycles is i feel like i need to hit absolute rock bottom before improving my mental health at all to prove that i actually struggled. it’s all or nothing.

[tabbys-claws]

why am I still sad? I'm on meds, I have a good life, I love my boyfriend but I still feel like it's all pointless and think about killing myself everyday. this was supposed to make me better why isn't it working why can't I just be happy am I doing this wrong what's wrong with me

[gross-kitty]

Relapse is calling my name, I think I'm going to give in