@theartofmadeline
No title available
YOU ARE THE REASON
he wasn't even looking at me and he found me
Kaledo Art
cherry valley forever
Love Begins
todays bird
oozey mess
hello vonnie
Misplaced Lens Cap
blake kathryn
DEAR READER
Stranger Things
No title available
Origami Around
祝日 / Permanent Vacation
ojovivo
dirt enthusiast
No title available
seen from United States
seen from United States
seen from Indonesia
seen from Türkiye
seen from United States
seen from United States
seen from United States
seen from Germany
seen from United States
seen from T1
seen from Russia
seen from United States
seen from T1
seen from T1
seen from United States
seen from Türkiye
seen from United States
seen from United States
seen from United States
seen from United States
@grounddeadfeet
07.31.18
The amount of personal growth and healing that has occurred over the past two years is astounding.
I’ve finally let go; I’m comfortable in my own mind, body, and skin.
It no longer belongs to them.
I finally feel safe with a partner.
02.11.2017 I need to unleash my weirdness again; be consumed in art, curiosity, and creativity. I'm rusty.
10.29.2016
Another thing that will never change; steadying my mind by lying on my bedroom floor while the music plays.
Everything has been hurting lately; mind, body, and heart. I know things can, and will, always be worse. I refuse to ruin the progress that I’ve made for myself during the past several months. It’s been tempting to fall back into negative, self destructive, bad habits; to allow the thoughts of insignificance, ugliness, and lack of worth drown out the compassion I’ve built for myself.
I want to become calloused and cold; to have the ability to take a piece of someone and leave quietly into the shadows of the night.
Why am I like this?
It’s going to be harder, and will take even longer, for me to trust anyone with my thoughts.
Things will get better again, one day.
10.22.16 A lot, and so little, has happened since the last post. The one constant thing that I still know is that it’s much better to be alone — build walls to prevent drowning. Feeling lonely because you’re alone hurts much less than being with someone who makes you feel lonely. It’s the same story but with different characters. A reminder to never open up.
01.01.16
Dad lost his battle with cancer October 28th 2015.
Life will always get ugly and difficult, but through those times that’s when you grow and decide how you want to live. It’s easy to shower yourself with pity; become stuck in hatred and darkness. These things will take over your being and paralyze you; they will suck your motivation right from you. Try and find a light regardless of what it is; a new hobby, friends, loved ones, animals, a change in lifestyle, religion, getting lost in books. Cherish these things that make you feel.
There have been things that have been clouding my mind during the past few months; I will no longer carry them onto the new year.
09.04.15 One of my favourite weekends each year with ivegotwings.
09.02.15 First in real life hangs with brick-face since This Is Hardcore 2012 in Philly.
09.01.15
Hello, September. Goodbye Summer.
08.29.15
“After all, to the well-organized mind, death is but the next great adventure. You know, the Stone was really not such a wonderful thing. As much money and life as you could want! The two things most human beings would choose above all — the trouble is, humans do have a knack of choosing precisely those things that are worst for them.”
8.26.15
Find things that bring you peace. Immerse yourself in them – just get away.
08.23.15
Absorbing as much positivity as I can.
08.21.15
Friday was a night filled with a clear sky, crisp air, and the emergency room.
08.20.15
It’s been cloudy, gloomy, and windy all day – I’m getting excited for Autumn.
08.19.15
It’s been hard for me to get out of bed the past two days. Not that I’ve been tired; just that I don’t want to think, or have the energy to do anything.
08.18.15
It doesn’t matter if a person lives in a different country; if they’re there for you, even if it means through letters, emails, texts – they’re a friend.
I still hate hospitals.
08.17.15
Having people in your life who allow you to be quiet; who are okay with silence when you’re together is very refreshing.
08.16.15
Sometimes you need to see things in a different perspective.
One of the few things I like about myself – I’m working on liking more, is that I’ll always have that wonder and curiosity.