Growing Trans Girl

39, trans woman, growing fat girl. T2D, HBP, and no cares. Huge nerd, both literally and figuratively. Current weight: 430 pounds

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I've been craving Taco Bell lately and today I satisfied that craving! 🌯🌮

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So uh.....I decided to make an OnlyFans.

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Me: buys a mobility scooter to make outings easier on me Also me: notices dial to adjust the speed of my scooter Still me, a totally normal and mature adult: NYOOOOMM!!!!!

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If I had to complain about anything with my mobility scooter, it'd be the rubber mat on the deck. It slides too easily. I was going to use velcro or something to keep it in place, but I might go with grip tape instead.

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When are you getting one, @brendakthedonutgirl?

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First outing on my very own mobility scooter was a huge success!

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I’m a scooter fatty now!

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Looking incredible! Good to see you actively posting again. Any idea if you've gained?

my weight has been fluctuating. Currently at 430.

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Can’t quite tell, but I think under my belly and in some of my other folds might be getting a bit darker.

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Tummyache and exhaustion from work kept me from finishing this last night.

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I never thought I'd snack on butter, but butter balls are just the perfect size and portion! I put some into a small bowl and just pop them in while watching TV!

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So good!

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Jesus someone left the hose running in this piggy.

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Size Goals!

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I'd love to get that big!

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Went shopping. Got ice cream.

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How I'd tell someone what it's like being my size.

Being this big is… a lot, but it’s also something I’ve chosen. Every pound I’ve gained has been on purpose. I go through phases where I push harder or ease off, but I’m always aware that I’m making myself fatter.

Physically, it’s heavy. My body is soft and it takes up a lot of space. I sweat easily — my clothes get soaked and stick to every roll and curve. I’m short of breath doing simple things, like walking across the house. My feet and ankles stay puffy a lot of the time, and my back can spasm even when I’m just sitting. I use a cane for almost all movement now, and I need a scooter to go shopping. Standing or walking for more than a couple of minutes is tiring.

I have type 2 diabetes and high blood pressure because of my size and lifestyle. I manage them with medication, but I’m not doing a lot beyond that right now. My weight and those conditions have made me disabled — I can’t do a lot of the things I used to without help or aids.

At the same time, I’m not ashamed of it. I’ve made myself this fat, and I’m okay with what that means. I like the softness and the heaviness. I don’t mind when people notice or comment. It used to make me anxious, but now it feels kind of empowering. People are going to see a very fat person who needs a cane or a scooter — that’s just the reality, and I’m fine with it.

Daily life takes more planning and energy. I get tired easily and need to rest a lot. I rely on my sibling for help with some things, especially outings. But I’m also finding real comfort in the way my body is changing and in not having to push myself as hard as I used to.

So yeah… it’s physically demanding, it’s limiting in a lot of ways, and it’s exactly what I’m choosing to do. I’m not trying to lose weight or ‘get better.’ I’m making myself bigger, and I’m learning to live with (and even enjoy) what that actually feels like day to day.

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It's been a bit since I last posted any pictures!

As usual, my DMs and asks are open to any teasing or degradation!

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So I was at Walmart yesterday and one of the greeters decided to give my younger sibling some trouble over getting me a scooter. I was already on one, but there was something wrong with it, so my sibling got me a replacement. I then met them at the entrance of the store and the greeter was like "Do you really need that? You don't look disabled."I, clearly annoyed by that, just told them, in as flat a tone as possible, "I have congestive heart failure." I was lying, but they don't need to know that. And I mean, let's be real here, I probably do have some sort of cardiac issue anyway.