can you see into infinity?

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I'm blogging this again, because I'm still oh so very screwed. . .

FIRST OFF: THANK YOU FOR READING. Please, PLEASE reblog!!

Hi, I'm Amanda, and I feel sick to my stomach having to write something like this. I have never, ever, ever been one to ask for help. I have always been the one people go to for help, and have always tried my best to help them. Let me start at the beginning. Three years ago, I broke my hip. I lost my job. Bills piled up. And then recently I found out that I have two herniated discs. I'm literally crying as I write this because the thought of 'begging' make me feel like such an awful person, but I'm desperate. I'm at the point where I absolutely HAVE to ask for help now. I have no money to pay for my bills (I turned my phone off because I couldn't afford it anymore) - I lost 65 lbs and I have no clothes that fit me, so I need to get clothing. And I need to be able to pay rent, which is $40-$50 a week, to my mother (http://misha-collins.tumblr.com/ knows who/how my mother is) - who isn't exactly a mother, and helpful. If I don't pay her by the end of the week a good amount of money, I have to leave and I have no where to go. I hate begging. If you could find it in the kindness of your open hearts to help me out, I would so greatly appreciate it. Thank you, thank you, thank you. (To add insult to injury lmao, I broke my tailbone a few days ago. I love my life.) But I have job interviews lined up. I'm TRYING SO HARD, I just can't make ends meet right now. 

my paypal is [email protected]

Thank you to every single one of you who have donated. I’m still a good $300 short from my goal of necessity, but I have HIGH HOPES that y’all are the greatest and that you will come through. When I’m not the one in trouble, I will continue to come through for those who need it. Because I’ve realized, through your messages of kindness, that it’s OK to rely on others sometimes. So thank you for opening my eyes.

please reblog and please please donate! <3 so much love to you guys 

i'll keep a running track of donations

total so far: $107.66

ALSO PLEASE PLEASE PLEASE SEND MONEY VIA PAYPAL BY CLICKING "I'm sending money to family or friends" otherwise you get charged ugly FEES!!

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MAN who is this white chick up here BLOWIN?!! O it’s @ShoBean & she got tht boy @theStreeter on drums! #ShoshanaBean (at The Federal Bar)

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desperately desperate

Hi, I'm Amanda, and I feel sick to my stomach having to write something like this. I have never, ever, ever been one to ask for help. I have always been the one people go to for help, and have always tried my best to help them. Let me start at the beginning. Three years ago, I broke my hip. I lost my job. Bills piled up. And then recently I found out that I have two herniated discs. I'm literally crying as I write this because the thought of 'begging' make me feel like such an awful person, but I'm desperate. I'm at the point where I absolutely HAVE to ask for help now. I have no money to pay for my bills (I turned my phone off because I couldn't afford it anymore) - I lost 65 lbs and I have no clothes that fit me, so I need to get clothing. And I need to be able to pay rent, which is $40-$50 a week, to my mother (http://misha-collins.tumblr.com/ knows who/how my mother is) - who isn't exactly a mother, and helpful. If I don't pay her by the end of the week a good amount of money, I have to leave and I have no where to go. I hate begging. If you could find it in the kindness of your open hearts to help me out, I would so greatly appreciate it. Thank you, thank you, thank you. (To add insult to injury lmao, I broke my tailbone a few days ago. I love my life.) But I have job interviews lined up. I'm TRYING SO HARD, I just can't make ends meet right now. 

my paypal is [email protected]

Thank you to every single one of you who have donated. I’m still a good $300 short from my goal of necessity, but I have HIGH HOPES that y’all are the greatest and that you will come through. When I’m not the one in trouble, I will continue to come through for those who need it. Because I’ve realized, through your messages of kindness, that it’s OK to rely on others sometimes. So thank you for opening my eyes.

please reblog and please please donate! <3 so much love to you guys 

i'll keep a running track of donations

total so far: $107.66

ALSO PLEASE PLEASE PLEASE SEND MONEY VIA PAYPAL BY CLICKING "I'm sending money to family or friends" otherwise you get charged ugly FEES!!

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Because I’m already rather obsessed with this… Shoshana Bean and Richard Fleeshman’s duet from her Hippodrome concert 7/8/13. So beautiful.

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Luke Edgemon’s blind audition for The Voice → I Can’t Make You Love Me

Buy his performance on iTunes here.

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Shoshana Bean sings “You’ve Got Possibilities” in It’s A Bird…It’s A Plane…It’s Superman.

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birthdays birthdays and more birthdays. . .

It's an awesome feeling when no one remembers your birthday. Pretty sad considering facebook tells you it's today. . . and they call themselves my friends? Ha! Oh well, I suppose it doesn't matter all that much, it's true that birthdays stop mattering after a while, and 27 isn't all that special of an age! It's weird, normally my mailbox is flooded with cards, my phone blows up, I get emails and IMs and things of that sort, and this year there's nothing, except for a few on facebook (people I haven't talked to in YEARS???) -- it's just a heart-wrenching feeling. I hope all of YOU have a fantastic day!!!! xx

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you are special, believe it.

A well known speaker started off his seminar holding up a $20.00 bill. In the room of 200, he asked, "Who would like this $20 bill?" Hands started going up. He said, "I am going to give this $20 to one of you but first, let me do this."

He proceeded to crumple up the $20 dollar bill. He then asked, "Who still wants it...?" Still the hands were up in the air. "Well," he replied, "What if I do this?" And he dropped it on the ground and started to grind it into the floor with his shoe. He picked it up, now crumpled and dirty. "Now, who still wants it?" Still the hands went into the air.

"My friends, we have all learned a very valuable lesson. No matter what I did to the money, you still wanted it because it did not decrease in value. It was still worth $20. Many times in our lives, we are dropped, crumpled, and ground into the dirt by the decisions we make and the circumstances that come our way. We may feel as though we are worthless. But no matter what has happened or what will happen, you will never lose your value."

"Dirty or clean, crumpled or finely creased, you are still priceless to those who DO LOVE you. The worth of our lives comes not in what we do or who we know, but by WHO WE ARE."

You may never know the lives you touch, the hurting hearts you speak to, or the hope that you may bring. But always remember to count your blessings, not your problems.

You are special, don't EVER forget it.

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I know you’re not supposed to pick favorites when it comes to your children, but I have to admit…this song is probably the most special to me on the entire album.

It echoes a sentiment of something I think we are all guilty of at one point in time or another. A refusal to accept and see things as...

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ran it through my virus scan, it's clear. :) 

http://www.putlocker.com/file/5492DA791BE55B4A#

ps what other tags do i need to put. idk i don't use tumblr much!

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This should tell you everything you need to know. I STILL can't understand how there are actually WOMEN voting for that dbag. HOW???? 

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“I Won’t Give Up” - Rogelio Douglas Jr. with Shoshana Bean 

Rockwell Table and Stage, 10/17/12

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she is a perfect human being

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I know this is a total long shot but I've been looking for days. I'm disabled so I can't go to the theater :( so does anyone know if Pitch Perfect is available online for streaming yet? Not download. Something like putlocker/sockshare or something like that. If so, could you please please please message me with a link? I'd greatly appreciate it!! xoox