- holding

Nowadays I'm too cool for a girlfriend Nowadays I don't know when the world spins Live your life like we die when the world ends So it's alright every time we fuckin' break a sin

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05/19

Muse & blog will be going under harsh revisions. Meaning all threads will be dropped but if you would like to plot with me more or talk to me about a thread we have, my IMs are always open. Thank you for understanding.

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peachyymi:

“just me and you? why does it sound like you’re asking me out on a date or something?” the smaller joked, letting out a soft laugh. “i- i guess i’m cool with that. i probably should at least go out and get some fresh air since i’ve been cooped up inside all day.” he sighed. he hadn’t been outside at all, as he didn’t have to go into work, and had nowhere else in particular that he had to go. “i mean.. why not go? if we’re not going to a club or anything then it should be fine..” he thought to himself.

that was enough to make a small laugh erupt from the male as he shook his head. “oh hell nah, i don’t do dates with anybody.” shifting his focus to his phone, he started looking for things to get into with the other that wouldn’t be too overwhelming for a first night out like this. “alright so there’s this spot i go to and it like looks over the highway, but first gotta stop and get me something. do you drink?” he looked at minseok with furrowed eyebrows as he waited for his answer. 

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violctrain:

—        anyone who’d been around camille longer than a day knew that she could be quite bossy and persuasive when it came to getting others to do what she wanted - and that included casey - which is exactly how she ended up dragging him around a high-end clothing store. even though she pretty much knew he would spend a majority of his time on his cellphone or staring off into space, that was exactly how she wanted it to be, so she could pick out things she liked. “no it doesn’t, babe-” she said the final word in a playfully mocking tone just to tease him. “but fine, I’ll go put it back and try to find something nice in your style.” when he tried to take the shirt from her, camille clutched the hanger closer to her body and looked up at him with a joking glare. for a moment, she broke eye contact to place the garment back on the rack. “I just want you to have nice things. I don’t want you to wear stuff like that all the time because that’s not who you are,” with puppy-dog eyes, the female reaches up to place her hands on his shoulders. “but it’d be nice if you had a few things to wear when we go out.” 

even though none of his friends were here he could just hear the shit they would say to him for being in such a high class fancy place like this. a sigh of relief left him when he heard the sound of the hanger gliding against the bar, meaning she gave up on getting him into that. moving his hands to her waist, he did his best to avoid the wide eyed look she was given him so he wouldn’t get pulled in, but of course there was no running from it. “you just basically told me i look ugly when we go out. wow.” casey was only joking as he took the time to glance around the store here, suppressing a groan. hoodies and ripped jeans were his thing that he liked so much, but the way camille sounded and looked right now knocked down his walls. “alright, fine.” the rapper licked his lips and tilted his head back momentarily as he finally gave in. “just nothing hella frilly or like bright colors especially pink or purple.” releasing her from his grip, he ran his fingers through his dark curly hair. “after this we can go out somewhere nice and i’ll wear it, but you gotta get something for yourself too. i’m paying.” 

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open to: f relation: close friend

casey was a light sleeper so when he felt the bad sink under weight, he was awake. his eyes staying close as he thought over what it could be. he knew the bed dipped down way too low for it to be his dog so the next best guess would be a person. the rapper slowly opened his eyes and stared at the girl, climbing up into his bed before groaning and speaking up in the raspy voice. “girl you scared the shit out of me, better be glad i didn’t hop my ass up.” he reached up to rub at his eyes with a huff before leaving them close and relaxing once more, having full intention of getting a few more hours of sleep. “how the fuck you get in here anyway?” 

[musesinspirations]

i met you three years ago at coachella and i asked you to marry me because you looked gorgeous and i was fucking high on molly and so were you tbh, so we told everyone we were getting married and held hands the entire day and fucked the entire night and next morning i wake up and you’re gone, so know i don’t know if it was all a hallucination from all those drugs or whether it was real and i’m fucking sad because i kinda fell in love with you. and now, three years later i see you at this party and i don’t know how to approach you because i’m still not sure if it was all real…

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open to: f / m / nb. connections: significant other. crush. plot: shopping together & camille persuading your muse to try on clothing with her.

—        nothing brought the heiress more joy than the shopping trips she took during her leisure days. expensive attire lined each wall and clothing rack of the store, her eyes consistently examine details that would otherwise slip past the average persons’ line of sight— especially the minuscule details pertaining to the new spring/summer collection that had caught her attention. and eventually, after nearly an hour of walking around the boutique, camille turned toward the other. “hey ! stop walking around, get over here,” she ordered in that soft voice of hers. “isn’t this nice? it would look perfect on you. I mean you make anything look good, but this- this is it.” with that said, the petite female held up a silk blouse to their chest. “so cute.”

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honestly it was very unusual for casey to drag himself out the studio to do something like shopping. but the way she bounced around and went from each line of clothes to another gave him a lighter feeling and at the moment he really needed that. the rapper stepped off a bit, rolling his head from side to side as she continued on looking; his phone taking up his attention as he waited for her to pick out whatever before it was broken by her calling out him. “what?” a lost expression was on his features as he walked over, his eyes drifting down to the blouse and he just stared at her. “babe.” casey wasn’t sure what to say at the moment to her choice. “does it look like i would wear that?” a laugh left him as he reached out to gently slip the article of clothing from her. “nah not that” 

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profiile:

      PARTIES WEREN’T HIS scene. he hated people as individuals, he hated them more as obnoxious crowds. audiences? tolerable… maybe even exhilarating, but this wasn’t a performance, it was pointless socialization - par for the course in the underground scene. he recognized the other immediately, one of his seniors. minkyu accepted the other’s greeting with an automatic flow of motion, “ yeah? good to meet you, then. ” there wasn’t even a hint of friendliness on his face. minkyu couldn’t help it, he’d always been stoic. “ i caught part of your performance the other day, actually. ”

he heard about the other’s mannerisms but that didn’t stop him from being slightly surprised at how blank he felt near him. casey tossed his friend a glance who gave him a look in return before leaving the two rappers on their own. turning his attention back on the younger, he nodded his head. “oh yeah? you should of came back and said wassup then man. you always welcome to do so.” he’s always been pretty open to others and letting them close fast. the bass of the music raised as someone moved behind the table, causing casey’s features to scrunch before he gestured towards the sliding door to a balcony and raised his voice. “wanna talk out there?” 

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@gunnvrammo || starter

        How he ended up here is beyond a mystery to him. One minute, Hanseul is on the streets begging for spare change, the next he’s running from a masked figure through a dark, wooded area, the dim light of the moon and stars being the only thing to illuminate the route of escape before him. His legs are burning as they propel him forward, and his lungs feel as though they’re going to collapse from his desperation to keep air in them. If he can’t find a safe place, he’s sure his heart will explode from over-exertion, but the fear of his life nearing its end is what keeps his adrenaline pumping. It’s when he trips over a branch sticking out of the ground that it all comes to a shattering halt, and his attacker catches up to him before he can get himself back up on his feet. He barely manages to catch a glimpse of the strikingly familiar face before the sight of a sharp, blood-stained knife gleaming in the moonlight coming down on him disrupts his vision. Just as the searing, hot pain shoots through his chest, he’s suddenly jolted into another reality from his own piercing screams. Heart hammering in his chest, his eyes flutter open from having been squeezed shut tightly, and it quickly dawns on him that he had fallen asleep in the street he had been begging in, only it was dark now, and the sidewalks were completely vacant. His throat is sore from his screaming, but he pays it no mind, rubbing at his eyes as he attempts to collect himself.

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it was late but that never bothered casey, this was the time he really thrived. spending most of the day in the studio he finally came out just to pick up something quick to eat from a corner store. squinting under the bright lights, he made his way up and down the isles, in his hand all he held was a bag of chips but he was definitely going to get some more. opening the fridge to take out a small cart of beer, thinking of maybe inviting someone over later and relaxing back for a bit. it only took a few more minutes before he was sure of his choices and made his way over to the counter. greeting the worker with a nod and a smile, before digging his card out his pocket and paying. his car was parked right out front, so he carried his bags over, setting the drinks on top of the high priced vehicle and opening the passenger door to pile the bags in before grabbing the merchandise on top. when an ear piercing scream suddenly cut through, making him basically jump out of his skin. flinching back so hard the glass bottles hit the ground and busted, the strong scented drink running out near his shoes. “oh shit.” his voice was hushed as he shut his door fast and hurried his way in the direction. from the life he lived before, he heard screams like this all the time and usually the person was hurt and in a lot of pain. “aye! you okay!?” his voice cut through the darkness as he took note of the figure on the street, his heart picking up pace since it wasn’t usual for people to be down on the sidewalk in the dark. his keys jingling as he made it to the male and crouched down near him. “you hurt man?” 

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there was no hiding the fact that he was absolute shit at games. his eyebrows were high as the name of the person who killed him flashed across the screen. casey was in a state of shock as he watched their pov before turning towards her. “what the fuck was that??” the rapper didn’t play games growing up and after his career took off he was too busy with it to try but today was a day off so why not. “why is this game so fucking fast!? i can’t keep up man.” pushing back from the computer in annoyance he groaned and leaned back. “hate this game.”

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peachyymi:

Minseok didn’t particularly think that he’d end up having someone the likes of Casey as his friend, but it was one of those moments where minseok remembered not to judge a book by its cover. “I’m not a huge fan of going out and you already know that,“ Minseok said softly as he turned his head away. "Plus I’m pretty sure your friends don’t like me.” He added. He would much rather say home than going out. But part of him wished that he would go out and be more social rather than staying in and playing piano all day.

eyebrows furrowed together, he instantly shook his head at minseok’s statement. “minseok.” he personally had to admit that for the most part he kept his other friends and minseok separate, just because they were so rowdy and he didn’t want it to be too much for the other. “alright, how about this.” sitting up straight, he knocked his knuckles against the table gently. “you go out with me tonight, alright? just us two. no clubs and shit like that. just come ride with me. it can be like the first step to going out and having fun man, don’t leave me like this.” 

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this artist had been a topic of conversation between casey and his friends for a minute. casey was at a get together, it wasn’t big enough to be called a party when he felt a tap on his shoulder. stopping his conversation, his attention was stolen with the information that he was here. following his friend through the place, he soon happened upon minkyu. a red solo cup was clutched in his hand as he walked up to the male, a smile spreading across his face. “aye it’s you, i’ve been wanting to meet you for a while man.” he held out his free hand for the other to dap him up. 

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his gaze was focused on the pricey device in his hand as he scrolled through a menu. the cramp in his stomach, reminding him that he hadn’t ate yet. today was a lazy day with someone he thought of as a close friend. “aye! you hungry?” his words were sudden as he turned his head to look at the male on the couch near him. “i’m fuckin’ starving, i’m about to order with or without you man.” a smile appeared on his face, exposing his braces.”an you can’t have none at that.” 

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to be blunt, minseok wasn’t like any of casey’s other friends. he was quiet while the others were loud and always on the move to get into shit they had no business doing, but it was nice to chill out sometimes and this was the first person casey went to whenever he wanted to do that. “fuck i’m so tired man.” shifting in his seat, he leaned back running his fingers through his dark curly hair. “last night was crazy, why don’t you come along with me?” resting his cheek against his hand, he raised his eyebrows momentarily. “you know i won’t let shit happen to you, ride with me tonight and a couple other people.” 

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starter call ! like this and i’ll write out a starter. if you’re multi-muse i’ll come to you and ask who exactly did you want me to write with.