heavy in your arms

☾ maya ✿ sweet sixteen ✿ power & control ☽ "we are always running for the thrill of it;;; thrill of it. always pushing up the hill searching for the thrill of it. on and on and on we are calling out and out again. never looking down;;; im just in awe of what's in front of me."

[noahsfcsters]

I love her, her and I are besties!

[gtfomaya-blog]

You wish you were besties!

[clareedvvards]

That’s a pretty good idea. I always try to make my ringtones to something I enjoy so I can wake up and feel not so jumpy.

[gtfomaya-blog]

I'm actually really excited about it! It's the best idea I've had in a while.

[noahsfcsters]

I should do that too! What song are you picking? We can sync!

[gtfomaya-blog]

West Coast. You like Lana Del Rey?

[gtfomaya-blog]

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@mayamats: up in the gym; working on my fitness.

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[gtfomaya-blog]

I've decided to put a Lana Del Rey song as my alarm so when I wake up I'll just be happy.

[noahsfcsters]

Of course right now!!

[gtfomaya-blog]

I'll see you soon then!

[noahsfcsters]

Oh would you please?

[gtfomaya-blog]

Right now?

[noahsfcsters]

If someone would be ever so kind to bring me food, that would be very much appreciated, I don’t care who you are! I won’t judge.

[gtfomaya-blog]

I'll gladly bring you food!

[hannahfkinsaunders-deactivated2]

Really? How is that weird?

[gtfomaya-blog]

I really don't know. I just never thought anybody would like me enough to do that.

[winnyxtalbot-deactivated2015072]

Binge watching a new TV show is probably the best and worst decision you could ever make. Especially when you should be studying.

[gtfomaya-blog]

Which show?

[noahsfcsters]

Sadly? Well that’s just rude!

[gtfomaya-blog]

You know I love you Ziggurat!

[pezzrph]

What, do I look like an idiot? Of course I know that but it doesn’t change the fact that she’s who I want to be.

[gtfomaya-blog]

She's not the best role model though..

[pezzrph]

She’s my inspiration, not my life. Get it right, Matlin.

[gtfomaya-blog]

You know she's not real, right?

[pezzrph]

I strive to be exactly like Regina George.

[gtfomaya-blog]

You want to be a fictional character? That's kind of a... sad life goal.

[hannahfkinsaunders-deactivated2]

Well, yeah, all last year every phone call home from him was Maya this, Maya that. It’s very adorable. Great, then you understand why I do it so much? I love making people feel better about themselves.

[gtfomaya-blog]

That's so weird. Not a bad weird, but it's hard imagining anybody talking about me to their family.

[yeahitscaden-blog]

I feel like I am always hungry and it’s quite the problem. Is your name Maya?

[gtfomaya-blog]

Yep that's me! And you are?

[evelyngoldsworthy]

It would be my pleasure, food is honestly the best thing ever.

[gtfomaya-blog]

As much as I agree, I can just wait for breakfast tomorrow.