I think Iâm losing you, but I will never regret choosing you cause I am in love, and for now that will be enough. And the ones around me convince me that I was the only person who was dumb enough to believe that you and I had hope. But now I know even after you began to let your emotions slow the only reason I stood alone was cause I was the only one who knew our love was never going to let go. Everyone wanted me to see that we could no thrive, so gouge out my eyes cause if this is reality then I guess Iâm not alive. Cause I donât know a life in where I canât make things right. And when life teaches you to drive and you finally say goodbye and you wonât let me stand by your side Iâll know that though some feelings are hurt, none will have died. Cause I used to stay up at night and picture myself looking into your eyes shouting as you would sigh âhow dare you think you can fall asleep with water dripping from the kitchen sink, how dare you think you can fall asleep with all these little leaks in this home we built in our dreamsâ A picture is worth a thousand words or whatever people say to me. Itâs hard to believe when your mind is lost and in need and all you can picture is a memory inside of someone elseâs sheets. A prayer that nothing will keep, a hope that light will seek before the dark sinks too deep or at least the sinking feeling inside of me will decrease when the release of perceived dreams burn in the flame of feeling free. So feel free to be free if thatâs what you need. And if someday you feel alone and everything caves in when you try to breathe know that you are not alone as far as I can see cause you were everything to me. Through this I have realized that if I were God we would have all just died cause darling you were mine and now I feel so dead inside. And what good am I if all I can create is a projection of my own mind. A dream of finding time to remind you that Iâm still here and Iâm not fine. And darling if youâre going to leave just remember who you are and do what you can to remember me. Maybe someday we can talk about our past and we can talk about the weather. Whenever you leave I donât care what Iâm remembered for I just want to be remembered. Cause even if I failed you at least I tried. And maybe our lives donât add up now but someday our graves will look the same when we both die. And if I had a chance Iâd give you one last kiss and Iâd bite down on your lip and Iâd try to puncture it so youâll never forget that time but youâll always regret. And darling I know sometimes life will take a turn for the worst. And sometimes life will even hurt. And I know some days, some days youâll be afraid of the lessons youâll have to learn. And some days youâll even feel burned and I want to let you know that I want to love you through them. But I always get what I deserve.
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