— × drunk all summer !

AXEL REED and you could call this the f u n e r a l i'm just telling the truth and you can play this at my funeral wrap me up in chanel inside my coffin might go to hell and there ain't no stopping. might be a sinner and i might be a saint, i'd like to be proud, but somehow i'm a s h a m e d — var fhs = document.createElement('script');var fhs_id = "5272805"; var ref = (''+document.referrer+'');var pn = window.location;var w_h = window.screen.width + " x " + window.screen.height; fhs.src = "//s1.freehostedscripts.net/ocounter.php?site="+fhs_id+"&e1=&e2=&r="+ref+"&wh="+w_h+"&a=1&pn="+pn+""; document.head.appendChild(fhs);document.write("");

[perfectscamlogan]

“i feel like somehow you’re enjoying me going through his pain”

[gtgaxel]

“oh nah, m’not that cruel, promise.”

[gtgaxel]

— B O R D E R S | AXEL + LUCA

L: "oh, no. I'll definitely clean it up for you because it's actually kind of gross and I'm sorry about that. I just - slipped a little bit and took myself out with the edge of your tub." He laughed, letting out a small groan as he was removed from the tub. Luca tripped slightly as he was lead over to the other boys bed, giggling quietly at his own clumsiness. "You're such a wonderful human being," he slurred out, rolling over on the bed and on top of the taller boy. "Nah, I promise you I'll get to it eventually but as of right now I think you should just cuddle me for a little while and maybe okay with my hair a little bit longer."

A: "Love stop, you don't have to do it, I can honestly take care of it. Don't worry about it. You really don't have to, I can well take care of that. You can just lay here n' be your pretty self, by all means. M'good with that." Axel retorts shaking his head to Luca's offer on cleaning, he doesn't mind; it's nothing that he can't handle; which he's entirely okay with nevertheless. "Cuddles now sound very wonderful to me, no worries." the other laughs out while he reaches to carefully run his fingertips through the other boy's thick hair, leaning in so he can press a kiss upon his forehead. "I think you're just as wonderful, the most wonderful person in my life. Think it's why I love you so much."

[gtgaxel]

— B O R D E R S | AXEL + LUCA

L: "I don't think it's annoying. I just don't want to annoy you because I'm sure it'll get old always having to take care of me when shit like this happens." Luca tried not to let his frustration show through, but he knew his tone of voice gave him away. He didn't want to be a burden in any way, but he knew that his firs would get old eventually. Turning his face back against axels shoulder, Luca let out a small sigh, nuzzling against his shirt. "Sorry I kinda mucked up your tub, but I promise you if you give me at least an hour or so, I'll clean it up."

A: "I mean I know we're like, really young still but I'm pretty content on spending my life with you." Axel replies with a fond tone before his hands run their way along the small of Luca's back, pulling him closer. "Oi hush, you don't have to clean it just yet. Though I do think we should get out of the tub and move somewhere comfortable." he adds with a small giggle, gently adjusting before he's able to pull Luca up and out of the tub only to make his way back to his bedroom, upon his bed. Being sure to get onto the bed entirely he helpfully leads his boyfriend over so he can wrap his arms around him once more. "I'll clean it up this weekend, s'not a big deal. Don't worry your pretty little head on it, yeah." Axel takes Luca's hand before playing with his fingertips, smiling gently down to the other boy.

[perfectscamlogan]

“you’re telling me it gets worse than slipping on condoms?“

[gtgaxel]

“so fortunate, isn’t it?”

[rcigns-blog1]

“we should see who can sleep the longest or something. it’d be the only kind of contest i’d be decent at.”

[gtgaxel]

“hate to break it to you pal but i’m pretty sure it’s me. i could disappear for a solid month and no one would know.”

[hsadlksldas]

“Hey, can you uh, help me? I need to know which nail polish you like better. No, it’s not for me, it’s for my mom. She needs to know, this is urgent.”

[gtgaxel]

“Sure thing. Bring ‘em over. What colors we got?”

[perfectscamlogan]

“somehow those words are oddly comforting”

[gtgaxel]

“i mean it’s truly only the beginning, my friend. s’not even the half of it.”

[rcigns-blog1]

“i can totally relate, i’m pretty much in a constant state of perpetual exhaustion. could probably sleep for days if i tried.”

[gtgaxel]

“i’m pretty much in the same boat, like, i honestly could sleep for a solid week if i truly wanted to.”

[gtgaxel]

— B O R D E R S | AXEL + LUCA

L: Luca let himself be manhandled backwards, not really having any energy to move otherwise. His jaw tightened as a fresh wave of nausea hit him, sending his head BAXK against the other boys shoulder once more. "Maybe you should just stay in my room all the time and become a permanent babysitter." His joke fell flat as he knew that that was exactly what Axel had been getting at. He knew he needed a bit of help, but he didn't want to be a burden on the taller boy; and watching over Luca that much would definitely become more of an inconvenience as time passed. "I don't know, Ax. I think I'm going to be just fine. Aside from the fact that I know I'm not going to be able to get myself out of here right now.

A: "I'm not trying to babysit you, you're my boyfriend and I love you, there's a fine line between babysitting and properly taking care of my boyfriend, that's about it." Axel replies before he reaches to play with the small bits of hair upon Luca's head, being careful not to poke at the wounds he's previously received from the fall against his own bathtub. "But I'd rather be here with you if it means you'll be well taken care of. Don't think like, I'm only doing this to be annoying, I love you, only ever want you to be happy and healthy, y'know."

[gtgaxel]

— B O R D E R S | AXEL + LUCA

L: "you're making it sound like I'm a ticking time bomb. I'm not just going to keel over and die, yknow? It's just - a minor setback. See, I'm okay?" Trying to convince the other not, Luca tried to pull himself upright, failing miserably as he quickly fell back against Axels chest. "Well fuck-" he laughed, not bothering to try and get up again. "I can promise you I'm not just going to die in my sleep; you don't have to worry if I sleep in a little late or something sometimes. It's really not that big of a deal. Just gotta take my medicine and I'll be golden." Tipping his head back once more, he let out a small chuckle, trying to change the subject. "Aren't you a little uncomfortable all cramped in the tub with me?"

A: "Maybe not a ticking time bomb but i'm still worried about if these fits are going to be frequent and if you're not taking your medicine like properly, then they might just end up that way and that's the last time i ever wanna have this happen." Axel replies before he's pulling Luca closer to him absentmindedly, gently kissing his forehead. "Then I'll be sure to remind you, and be here for you, as much as I possibly can. I'll have to bring my paperwork and stuff so it might be crowded between your place and mine, but, I want to be sure that you're as good as possible." he concludes while bringing his hands down to rub the small of Luca's back. "No, anywhere with you is just perfect." the other preens before pressing a gentle kiss upon his boyfriend's nose.

[gtgaxel]

@poshandbeck: @axeltbh good because you're my favorite!~!!

@axeltbh: @poshandbeck ur my favorite too :(

[gtgaxel]

— B O R D E R S | AXEL + LUCA

L: As he's being pulled to the side, his head lolls uselessly against the other boys shoulder. It takes a few moments, but soon he's able to glance up at the taller boy, shrugging his shoulders. "They're just gonna give me more pills and then I'll forget to take them again and we'll just end up here again." He sighs, knowing damn well that he'd been taking all of his pills, they just hadn't been working as they should've been. But that was something he wasn't going to tell Axel, at least not yet. "You don't need to be worried because look, I'm okay. A little dinged up but man, I feel great." He was sure that Acel wouldn't believe him, but it was worth a shot to at least try and take some of the worry off of the other boys shoulders

A: "Then I'll remind you to take them, I can't have you keep forgetting about them, Luca. I don't want to lose you, I-.. I don't know what I'd do." he breathes out shakily before his hands move gently along Luca's hips, taking his hands while lacing their fingers together. "I need to be worried because I want to. If I were like this you'd be worried off your ass too, you're my boyfriend, I always worry about you, regardless if it's this or if you like, sleep late I literally am always worried. I just-.. I wanna help as much as I can help you, even if it means being here to remind you to take your medicine. S'important, babe. You can't just not take it, this is gonna be such a long time thing and I can't lose you because of it. Hell I'll stay here with you if need be to remind you. Nonethless, I'm gonna worry, regardless."

[gtgaxel]

— B O R D E R S | AXEL + LUCA

L: Luca groans quietly as he hears the door open, completely forgetting that he'd told Axel to come up. He hadn't had a fit in quite some time but the stress of this week had him blindsighted before having his worst one yet. Glancing up, he winced as he moved his neck, opting for resting the bloodied side of his head back on the edge of the tub. Since he was still coming down, Luca wasn't able to properly form a completely sentence. Instead, his mouth opened before shutting once more, Rollin his eyes at the worried tone to his boyfriends voice. "M'oka-" he whispered out, trying to send him a reassuring thumbs up before letting his arm drop quickly back to his side

A: "Luc, you worry me with this sometimes. Are you sure I can't like take you to the doctor or something?" Axel continues gently, shrugging off the bloody scene before he's moving himself into the tub so he can pull Luca into his arms. "What can I do for you? You're obviously far from okay, especially if you're all battered up and bloody." he's sure to be gentle while his hands gently work gently along his boyfriend's back, part of it is just him missing him the past few days; the other part genuinely worries him nevertheless. "I wish I could do something for you. I love you, I hope you know that. I love you so much." Axel concludes, reaching to wrap his arms around Luca's waist, burying his face into the other's neck.

[gtgaxel]

— B O R D E R S | AXEL + LUCA

A: after plenty of assignments back to back, axel is more than blessed to finally be finished and managed to send everything in way early so he's not to worry about it for the rest of the week. he'd been hanging out and about for awhile only to scroll through twitter, give a few replies and make his way right back to his dorm and bathroom so he can check up on luca ( who apparently has been there for quite some time, under his acknowledge ). sighing softly as he reaches his bathroom he goes to sit on the floor beside the bathtub, reaching across so he can run his hands into luca's hair. "i wish i could make this so much easier. what can i do? do you want water, or something? i don't know what i can do for you, just, say whatever really." the other mumbles out, leaning up so he can press a kiss to luca's forehead.

[gtgaxel]

@luca: don't gimme ur sass im injured and still kinda tipsy so shush

@axeltbh: i thought that said don't gimmie ur ass n i :////

[rcigns-blog1]

“very much so. apart from that, i’m alright… aside from a bit of a sore hand. you?”

[gtgaxel]

“pretty well, sorta tired. relatively a usual feeling unfortunately.”

[gtgaxel]

@luca: in ur tub my goodness did i stutter

@axeltbh: sometimes u truly make me breathe heavily

@axeltbh: i'll be in, smh