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❝I always thought I'd make it     But never knew I'd       Let it get so bad    Living with myself Is all I have❞ Gregory Adebay Age: 28 Indie Account for | The Walking Dead |      OC and Canon Friendly Expectant Father. Former Group Leader. Brother.

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[guardiangregory]

“Everyone ends up alone.” "Stay close to me." "We need to get away." "This is all for you.” "How could you be so heartless?" "There’s gotta be another way out." “I’ve tried forever getting out on my own.” “I don’t wanna fight alone anymore.” “I never thought you would really go.” “I was being such a fool.” “But I can’t live without you.” “If I wanted to leave I would have left by now.” "Don’t let me down.” “And now I’m feeling stupid.” “I’ll only stay with you one more night.” “What’s that supposed to mean?” “Can’t take it no more.” “I used to pretend that I felt okay.” “I’ve failed you again.” “God knows that I tried…” “I was dreaming for so long.” "You are the piece of me I wish I didn’t need.” “If our love’s insanity, why are you my clarity?” "We both know how this ends." “This is not what I do.” “Is that alright?” “Am I even human?” "I’m a mess." "At least I’ve always been myself.” “No one knows my heart.” “I don’t know what I’m doing.” “There is something that you need to let me know.” “Be honest please.” “Say you’ll stay.” "I’ll look after you." “I wasn’t looking for this.” "Here’s my number." “Where do you think you’re going, baby?” “I missed you so bad.” "You see?" "Come on let’s go and play!" “Be my baby.” “Don’t you ever say I just walked away.” “I will always want you.” “I never meant to start a war.” “I just wanted you to let me in.” “I guess I should’ve let you win.” "You make me crazy from happiness." "You’re my prince from the fairy tale." "Where do I go if you leave?" "I was afraid you don’t care about me." “I can’t forget you.” “I’m your destiny.” “You are like frost.” “We just have to wait until the next life.” "We need to talk." “Where did I go wrong?” "I lost a friend." “If I don’t say this now I will surely break.” “I’m losing my control.” “What’s mine is yours to leave or take.” “You’ve begun to feel like home.” “If that’s what you want…” “But I’m only human!” “I bleed…” "I can do it!" “Don’t let them in.” “Let it go.” "We only have each other."  “Okay, can I just, say something crazy?” "We are meant to be."

[guardiangregory]

The Other Wife || Gregory & Kara

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She smiled sweetly, slightly embarrassed by the intensity of his gaze towards her. “You wanna give this kid a middle name like ‘Faith’ and yet you laugh at my choice? I mean, I know there’s not going to be many other kids around to pick on him, but I still don’t think that’s the best idea you’ve ever had.” She chuckled back, shaking her head. 

Feeling a sudden wetness on her upper lip, Kara wiped a gentle finger under her nose to see what was happening. “Oh shit.” She murmured, taking the finger away to revel a few drops of blood. In the seconds that followed, the bloodflow increased steadily and began pouring from her right nostril. She quickly cupped her nose with her hands looking at Gregory for some sort of assistance. 

“Greg, please a rag, anything.” Her tone was more annoyed than anything. Blood never made her uneasy as it did to most, in fact the sight was so familiar that the only effect it had on her was to cause her to worry about getting it all over her clothes. 

She wasn’t so sure how Greg would react around the blood, but hoped he would trooper through it anyway. 

Nosebleeds are normal during pregnancy. This is okay. She found herself saying repeatedly. This is okay.

[guardiangregory]

Gregory humorously rolled his eyes as Kara made fun of his choice in names. Faith seemed like the perfect option to him because it symbolized so much more. Besides, it wasn't like there was any reason to state your full name anyways. His child would never need to have proper documentation to get married or start a career. The baby would enter this world without a trace that it ever even existed just like the past civilization Gregory and the survivors once lived in.

His nostalgic thoughts were broken by Kara's gasp, and he looked up from his shoes to see blood pouring down her chin. Eyes widening in shock, he immediately regretted bringing her out in the woods to begin with. What the hell was he thinking? She was pregnant and wandering through the woods filled with disease, infection and danger. Maybe he was a horrible partner after all.

"You okay?" he asked; his voice sounding more desperate than he had intended. Patting the pockets of his jeans, he realized he hadn't brought anything close to a rag or napkin. "Here," he said, and took off the button-down shirt he was wearing. He was glad to have put on a white wife-beater under the attire, otherwise he'd be approaching the prison without a top.

He watched Kara pinch her nose with the cloth hesitantly. Gregory knew absolutely nothing about pregnancy, so as the the severity of a nosebleed he had no knowledge. His eyes obviously gave away his apprehension, but he made no attempt to mask his feelings towards the situation.

"This is bad," he grumbled. "You shouldn'ta come, Kara. You'd have been better where Ash and all of them could monitor you." Gregory paused bitterly. "Y'want to head back? I'm okay if you do..."

[the-walking-dead-amc]

(Hershel Greene) I Was Not Magnificent (xHeather360x)

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[guardiangregory]

do kara got the booty

That depends on who is asking, asshole… yeah she do

[guardiangregory]

The Other Wife || Gregory & Kara

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Kara noted Greg clenching her hand, but was unsure what the hell was causing it. She frowned slightly, but he quickly eased back and she decided it was of no current importance. 

She pursed her lips, about to disagree with his opinion of his own mother’s name when he began praising the name she had offered. A nostalgic smile spread across her face. “That was her alright. She was wonderful.” Once again she found herself saddened, but this time it was the thought that her child would never know its grandmother, or vice-versa. 

"We would have been such a big family. It would have been nice." She said quietly. Noting Gregory’s sudden anxiety, she squeezed his hand hard, before gently rubbing it with her thumb to calm him as they walked. After a moment she stopped walking, turning to him. Wanting to say something about Jezerbel to comfort him, but as usual at a loss for comforting words, she instead said, "I like Samuel. Sammy.  And for a girl, Adella.”

"Samual Evertt Prescott-Adebay or Adella Marie Prescott-Adebay. Either way, the kid’s name is going to be a mouthful." She offered a small chuckle, hoping that her efforts to bring him back to reality had had some effect. 

[guardiangregory]

Gregory was surprised that Kara was caressing his hand, and even more surprised that she stopped in her track altogether. He felt his mouth droop in to a pitiful frown as she let go of his hand, which once again -- surprised him. As he listened patiently to Kara decide on their child's name, he couldn't help but notice the way her nose curved, and the way her blonde hair didn't look too bad greasy and unwashed, and how she had extremely faint freckles -- most likely sunspots -- on her cheeks, and how her voice always sounded slightly agitated, and how she was almost his height, and how he could hear the small breaths she took in between each pause of her sentences, and how she stood so close to him, and ---

"No," he said softly. Gregory's smile returned, and he tried everything in his power from taking her hand again. "Faith," Gregory breathed. "Adella Faith Marie Prescott-Adebay. Samuel Faith Evertt Prescott-Adebay."

He couldn't help it, and took both her hands shakily.

"Faith because its our miracle baby. Not because you were skeptical at first, and not because I've been so obsessive over it that I still haven't figured why you've not ended me." Gregory chuckled softly. "But because it's growing up in this world, Kara. With so much death. And it is so full of life." He knew he must have sounded sappy, but Gregory couldn't help it. He'd always said more than he should have.

Looking down at Kara and not letting go of her hands, he allowed several moments of blissful silence to elapse. The sound of an occasional squirrel emerged from the bushes, but besides that it was absolute silence.

Finally, Gregory cleared his throat and whined, "But Everrt?" And then chuckled again playfully.

[guardiangregory]

[realsoutherngentleman]

The Con And The Cop | Dallas & Gregory

[realsoutherngentleman]

Dallas could tell that he was getting to him; All he had intended was to test the waters, see what Gregory’s initial attitude was. And he got an answer fairly quickly, which amused him. It was obvious that if he wasn’t careful he’d push Greg over the edge, and he didn’t want that, not just yet anyway.  He was more than just self-righteous, it was damn-near self-worshiping. Gregory’s eyes lit up with a fire, as he internally bitched about the nickname Dallas had given him. 

Mulling over the response he had been given, Dallas twiddled with his hands, gently tapping his fingers together as he thought. So he waltzed into this poor women’s life, claimed the kid, and was now raising it as his own? When he spoke of the kids’ mother, there was obvious pain in his voice.

Alright, so maybe he had cared about her-to some extent, at least.

But the current situation still needed to be answered for. 

What the hell kind of man would force a women to have a kid in this god-forsaken world? 

And he’d seen the way Gregory looked at Kara, sure maybe he had feelings for her, but when it came down to it, was she really more than just a glorified baby-maker? 

“Trust is just a pretty word." He threw out, a moment later adding, "You wanna know what the hell is on my mind? I’m wonderin’ how in the fuck you’d not only get Kara pregnant, irresponsible as that may be, but talk her into keeping it when it was so clear she didn’t want it? And in a world like this, to top things the fuck off?”

"What if she dies given’ birth? What if the baby dies? Do you know what the hell that would do to her? She’d go catatonic for Christ’s sake.”

Dallas stood, taking a step forward to do something stupid, but caught himself, and instead held out a threatening finger aimed at the other man. 

"You wanna lie to yourself and pretend your a man? You go right ahead. But don’t you for a single minute think you can fool me. No man would do this to Kara, to any woman for that matter."

[guardiangregory]

And that was how Dallas made the top of Gregory's list right alongside Nathan Williams.

There were several emotions bubbling inside Gregory as Dallas stood up and wagged his finger bitterly. He felt anger searing across his now-flushed face; bubbling like boiling water on a hot stove. There was also immense amounts of offense, but mostly all Gregory felt was outrage. He had no idea who the hell Dallas was, or how this man had found their camp and just happened to be friends with Kara in a past life. There had been no introduction on his part; just irritated words. However, the one thing no one in this godforsaken world messed with was Gregory Adebay's family. Kara had become a part of that the moment she told Gregory what the would transpire over the nine long months ahead of them.

"YOU PIECE OF SHIT!" he suddenly roared, and stood up abruptly to sock a clean uppercut at Dallas's jaw. Not waiting for a reaction, Gregory began to spew nasty words of his own.

"I dunno who the HELL you think you are, and I don't know your affiliation with MY g i r l f r i e n d is, but I'm telling you right now that any man who comes up to me as a stranger and starts assuming shit about Kara and my CHILD is no friend of mine. You're not talking about just a baby here, you imbecile. This is my CHILD. This is KARA'S CHILD." He was fuming by this point, and didn't care that the entire camp could overhear their conversation. If a stranger approached anyone and began talking about how the abortion of their child could have prevented the heartbreak of that baby's mother, they were obviously loose a screw. Gregory would take no chances with anyone who discussed the death of his own child.

"I don't have to prove SHIT to you, asswipe. And I swear, if you bring our baby up one more time I'll get my gun and put a clean bullet in your brain just to watch you reanimate and do it again." Even with that confession, Gregory wasn't done there. His fist was throbbing from punching the silent Dallas in front of him, yet everything had gone numb. Dallas had crossed the line, and could never retrace his steps.

"I don't care how you know her. If you were friends, lovers -- hell, if you were her father it wouldn't mean anything to me. Telling me she should have gotten rid of this infant means nothing now. And while your views on life are obviously to protect those who've been present in this world already, that is my child." He paused to make startling eye contact stick with Dallas. "And I will KILL for that child."

[priests-and-paramedics-deactiva]

Is Kara capable of falling in love with Gregory?

It’s something that both mun and muse are struggling to decide, honestly. I think it could happen, but whether it actually will or not remains to be seen. 

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omg rae go away 

[guardiangregory]

[guardiangregory]

FRICKLEFRACKLE HEHEHUHHEH

Gregory knew Kara’s hormones had to be in full bloom. One moment she was shooting him dirty looks from across camp, and the next she was holding on to his arm as he attempted to cook dinner. The one thing she hadn’t done yet, however, was actually attempt to coax him to sleep with her.

As she mumbled obviously groggy words at him from within her tent, he stuck his head to see her lazily sprawled across the sleeping bags. He raised his eyebrows humorously at the sight of his pregnant friend.

"Sorry, Baby Mama," he chided. "What if I re-pregnante you? Our kid’ll have two heads!” His logic seemed to have worked on the tired Kara, because she slurred out an agreement and nodded off in to angelic sleep.

[guardiangregory]

The Other Wife || Gregory & Kara

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Kara realized what she said after seeing Gregory’s expression upon hearing it. It also made her realize how contradictory her attitude towards him had been lately. At some level Kara was having a difficult time gauging her feelings for him, and no doubt that hormones were to blame for at least most of these issues. 

One moment she cared for him, the next despised him. One moment she craved him, the next she cursed him. One moment she loved him, and the next she loathed him. It was maddening, not only to her, but Gregory as well. Kara wished that she could regain control of her emotions, but it seemed that for the most part, Gregory understood it was the pregnancy’s effect on her, and not to take her episodes to heart. 

Gregory broke the silence and a smile spread across Kara’s face, small at first but growing. Baby names. It was a topic she had thought long and hard on, finally coming up with a few that she was happy with, but had yet to have the chance to discuss it with Gregory. “I was thinking more along the lines of Dallas jr.” She said with a giggle, knowing that there was a degree of tension between them, but unaware of the full extent of the situation. 

"No but I decided that you can pick the first name, as long as it’s not stupid, and I can pick the middle name. So for a boy, I was thinking Evertt and for a girl I was thinking Marie. After my mother.." She ended quietly, suddenly finding herself immersed in memories of Marie Prescott. 

[guardiangregory]

The last thing Gregory wanted on his mind was comparing his child to Dallas. The man was unprecedentedly judgmental, and Gregory almost despised him as much as Nathan. The only difference was that he knew Dallas had Kara's betterment in mind, while Nathan was scum that viewed his little sister as a booty call instead of a wife.

Realizing his hand squeezed Kara's tighter when she mentioned the man's name, Gregory forced himself to loosen up. He allowed Kara to set the rules of naming the baby, and was honored to know she allowed him to choose first names. Obviously the name Marie had a lot of sentimental value to it, so he wasn't about to argue otherwise.

"My mother's name was Janice," he brooded. "An ugly name, if you ask me. Marie is classic. Vintage." His voice was filled with a teasing tone, but his smile let Kara know he was only trying to get a rise out of her. "I love it, Kara. It's a beautiful name for a beautiful baby."

Going quiet, Gregory began to think about names for both genders. He knew Dallas would hang him if he named it after himself, not that Gregory gave a damn. He didn't want Kara to think he was too overbearing by suggesting naming a son Gregory, so he decided not to bring it up.

"I like Biblical names," he said. His heart did a flip when he remembered telling Jezebel the same thing.

"You mean he doesn't have a name?" --- "No. Not yet, anyways." --- "Jez, he needs a name." --- "What do you suggest? Really, I want to know. Any ideas?" --- "I like Biblical names."

His face had gone white, but Gregory forced himself to talk through it. "Aaron. Jeremiah. Noah. Samuel." He refused to look at Kara as he spoke; afraid his sudden panic attack would make him burst in to tears. "And for girls there's always Leia. Susannah. Rebekah. Keziah. But I also like the really fancy girl names that aren't religious. Lisabeth and Annabelle are really cute." He continued to think of other unique names Kara might take interest in.

"Jennette, Holland, Diana, Adella, Francine..."

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[guardiangregory]

The Other Wife || Gregory & Kara

[priests-and-paramedics-deactiva]

He’d talked of the prison before, but never in great detail. From what she understood, they’d had a home there, for a good while, and then things went to hell.

But everyone’s experienced that nowadays.

"Good, I’m sure we could use it." She said almost absentmindedly. She was a million miles away, trying to picture Gregory living in the prison with Dante and his mother. They were happy. They were in love. And Dante had a real mother. She almost wished things were the way they should be as much as Gregory himself did.

She cared for Greg and Dante. And when you care for someone like that, you want them to be as happy as they can. And Kara understood that for them, being with Jezebel would be that happiness. 

Greg caught her off-guard with the kiss, she blinked a few times coming back to the present, and smiled, taking his offered hand. 

Sometimes she pretended that she and Greg were in love. It made things so much easier. And as of late, it was getting a lot easier to pretend. 

“Ha. Ha.” She muttered giving him an un-amused look. “Greg, I’ll be fine. Let’s just get going before it gets dark. And you can drop the whole ‘turn back while you still can’ act, okay? I’m here. I’m with you.”

“For better or worse..”

[guardiangregory]

Gregory's shoulders tensed up as she delivered that last line. It was more than true that women were ridiculously confusing. Kara had made a point that her relationship with Gregory would be purely platonic, but now she was quoting matrimonial vows. He attempted to ignore it with a flustered smile, and kept is eyes forward as they leisurely walked through the woods. He wanted to point out that she shouldn't risk her life out here with him, but Kara would think he was babying her because of her pregnancy. If a dire situation occurred and she would be put in danger, Gregory would be the first to step in front of her.

Approximately ten minutes passed in silence. Kara usually was the type of person to keep the energy going, so Gregory knew something was exhausting her. That was one of the main reasons he fussed over her every little move. He felt so useless while she worried about the infant inside of her.

"So..." he finally brooded, "Baby names." Staring at her from the corner of his eyes, Gregory added, "Have any? We need some for boys and girls." He paused. "And if you say Nathan J.R. I think I'll just push you down right here in to the pile of leaves to your right."

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[guardiangregory]

♡

3. A marriage proposal celebration

Gregory usually didn’t get drunk but when he did, he went hardcore. With a bottle of rum in one hand, he sat on a log out far enough from camp. Everything was so wrong with his sister’s marriage to him. She was supposed to be with someone kind and gentle like Gabriel. Nathan was a madman.

With another long chug of the bottle, Gregory looked up to see Nathan staring down at him. The man obviously felt compelled to help Gregory wander back in to camp, when really he should fear for his life.

“Congrats on our marriage. It’s a real st-UUU-pen-DOUS thing, asshole." Gregory blinked several times and blushed. "I mean with Bovary. I’m way out of your league.”

[guardiangregory]

♡ deal with it

18. Saying “I love you” for the first time

Dallas was a piece of shit. He had just blatantly decided to label Gregory as the type of man who knocked women up and left them for dead. It might have seen that way because Jezebel wasn’t exactly with him, but Gregory himself had never judged Dallas. Hell, he never judged anyone. Well, maybe Nathan but that homewrecker didn’t count.

As Gregory watched Kara tuck Dante in to bed, a sudden wave of nostalgia washed over him. She had made it clear that they were only going to be friends, but her new motherly personality made Gregory yearn for some sort of closure to their difficult relationship. He didn’t want it to end, but rather to know where they currently stood. The two had made love, but not amends.

Kara was walking in his direction, and Gregory for the first time realized they didn’t share a tent. Of course not, he told himself. Couples share tents. They were supposedly not a couple.

As Kara attempted to walk past him in a groggy stupor, Gregory slung his arm around her shoulders. He abruptly placed a hard peck to her temple before saying, “Hey there, baby mama.” He absolutely hated that term, but it always seemed to get a chuckle out of Kara.

"Y’know what I realized," he said softly. A ping of regret hit him as Gregory realized the last person he said I love you to was Jezebel. He was still mourning — everything was happening so fast — he was confused and —

"I love you." Gregory paused to let it sink in. "Just thought you should know that."