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@gurlrot-a
riley can now be found at : @pantichrist
when riley is at her most hungry and when she is feeding, 𝒕𝒉𝒊𝒔 𝒊𝒔 𝒘𝒉𝒆𝒏 𝒔𝒉𝒆 𝒊𝒔 𝒊𝒏 𝒉𝒆𝒓 𝒈𝒉𝒐𝒖𝒍 𝒇𝒐𝒓𝒎. she still looks like herself, only different. she is boney and long, skeletal and hunched. the honey brown of her eyes goes milky white, her skin is pallid and grey. she’s adorned with darkened veins and bruises easily, 𝚜𝚑𝚎 𝚍𝚊𝚠𝚗𝚜 𝚊 𝚖𝚊𝚜𝚜𝚒𝚟𝚎 𝚐𝚊𝚙𝚎 𝚊𝚝 𝚝𝚑𝚎 𝚌𝚎𝚗𝚝𝚎𝚛 𝚘𝚏 𝚑𝚎𝚛 𝚌𝚑𝚎𝚜𝚝 𝚠𝚑𝚎𝚛𝚎 𝚑𝚎𝚛 𝚜𝚙𝚒𝚍𝚎𝚛 𝚝𝚊𝚝𝚝𝚘𝚘 𝚛𝚎𝚜𝚝𝚜. this wound is the one given to her the night she died. it blooms and splits when she is in this state, often oozing a thick black blood-like substance ; ( 𝓹𝓾𝓽𝓻𝓮𝓯𝓲𝓮𝓭 𝓫𝓵𝓸𝓸𝓭, 𝓬𝓸𝓪𝓰𝓾𝓵𝓪𝓽𝓮𝓭 𝓪𝓷𝓭 𝓽𝓱𝓲𝓬𝓴, 𝓼𝓴𝓲𝓷 𝓼𝓽𝓪𝓲𝓷𝓲𝓷𝓰. ) her ears are elongated, point-tipped and creature-like.
but it is her mouth that is most different when in this form. 𝑡𝑒𝑒𝑡𝘩 𝑎𝑟𝑒 𝑠𝘩𝑎𝑟𝑝 𝑎𝑛𝑑 𝑝𝑜𝑖𝑛𝑡𝑒𝑑, 𝑡𝑜𝑛𝑔𝑢𝑒 𝑠𝑝𝑙𝑖𝑡 𝑑𝑜𝑤𝑛 𝑖𝑡’𝑠 𝑚𝑖𝑑𝑑𝑙𝑒. when eating, her jaw will open and detach like that of a snake's, allowing her to consume larger pieces. because of this, 𝚝𝚑𝚎 𝚜𝚔𝚒𝚗 𝚊𝚛𝚘𝚞𝚗𝚍 𝚑𝚎𝚛 𝚖𝚘𝚞𝚝𝚑 𝚘𝚏𝚝𝚎𝚗 𝚜𝚙𝚕𝚒𝚝𝚜. scars from this are noticeable when in this state as well, but otherwise completely healed when human.
she beckons him forward like a siren’s lullaby, the weight of a threat beneath it pulls him under the water’s he’s carelessly treading. without answer, without thinking, he moves a step closer with little to no room left between them, ghost - brushing against her. ‘ like this? ’ his head cranes at the side slow before leaning even closer into the empty space between her shoulder, his mouth whispering directly into her ear .. ‘ gonna do that thing with your mouth again? ’
come in close. closer … @gurlrot
"y'real sick, yanno that?" she tries to stop her amusement from reaching her voice, but it's of no use - 𝒆𝒔𝒑𝒆𝒄𝒊𝒂𝒍𝒍𝒚 𝒘𝒉𝒆𝒏 𝒉𝒆'𝒔 𝒄𝒐𝒎𝒆 𝒊𝒏 𝒔𝒐 𝒗𝒆𝒓𝒚 𝒄𝒍𝒐𝒔𝒆. he smells of the woods, of cigarette smoke and the steel of a blade. ( 𝚐𝚘𝚍 𝚘𝚗𝚕𝚢 𝚔𝚗𝚘𝚠𝚜 𝚠𝚑𝚊𝚝 𝚑𝚎 𝚠𝚘𝚞𝚕𝚍 𝚝𝚊𝚜𝚝𝚎 𝚕𝚒𝚔𝚎. ) lucky for him, it'll never come to that. "why wouldja wanna see that? me all.. split open like that. ya don't think it's--" 𝖒𝖔𝖓𝖘𝖙𝖗𝖔𝖚𝖘. 𝖌𝖗𝖔𝖙𝖊𝖘𝖖𝖚𝖊. 𝖚𝖌𝖑𝖞. "scary?"
@gurlrot “i told you not to look.” accepting.
true to form, he ignores her advice. he wishes he hadn't: blood, from head to toe. against better judgment he touches at her arm; his palm is tacky, now, from redness half-dried. it transfers the color to his skin, staining it. and her? she's fine. unscathed, it seems, from a lack of any physical signs of hurting. that begs a question he's not sure he wants the answer to.
𝒕𝒉𝒊𝒔 𝒘𝒂𝒔𝒏'𝒕 𝒉𝒐𝒘 𝒊𝒕 𝒘𝒂𝒔 𝒔𝒖𝒑𝒑𝒐𝒔𝒆𝒅 𝒕𝒐 𝒉𝒂𝒑𝒑𝒆𝒏, not with her covered in the blood of a fresh kill with her teeth still aching from the gnawing of bone. there was a plan set ( 𝚜𝚘𝚖𝚎 𝚝𝚒𝚖𝚎 𝚋𝚊𝚌𝚔 𝚠𝚎𝚎𝚔𝚜 𝚊𝚐𝚘 𝚠𝚑𝚎𝚗 𝚜𝚑𝚎'𝚍 𝚍𝚎𝚌𝚒𝚍𝚎𝚍 𝚝𝚎𝚕𝚕𝚒𝚗𝚐 𝚑𝚒𝚖 𝚠𝚊𝚜 𝚋𝚎𝚌𝚘𝚖𝚒𝚗𝚐 𝚞𝚗𝚊𝚟𝚘𝚒𝚍𝚊𝚋𝚕𝚎. ) but sometimes life has other plans. she'd be distracted, lost in the rose color of spending real time with him. 𝖓𝖔𝖜 𝖎𝖙'𝖘 𝖆𝖑𝖑 𝖗𝖊𝖉. "ben, i---" for once in her life, she's speechless. "don't-" a swipe at his hand, the transfer of ichor. he's coated in it, red sticking to his fingerprints. "it's not mine."
@gurlrot sent: “Time to atone for your fucking sins.”
While Boris was well aware that Riley could be a vicious little thing and wasn't just all talk, he couldn't hold back the laughter that burst out from seeing her standing there with her tattooed arms crossed, staring up threateningly at him from him beneath dark and full eyelashes. Given that she was five-foot-nothing, Boris easily towered over her, his gaze dropping and finding her own. His grin grew a little wider, an eyebrow arching to wordlessly question her.
❝ So-big words for someone so small! Like being threatened by a cute and tiny little mouse. Hah! What are you going to do, кукла? Douse me in holy water? Exorcise me back to hell? Pfff. ❞
"so big words, meeehhhhh~" 𝒂 𝒕𝒆𝒂𝒔𝒊𝒏𝒈 𝒕𝒐𝒏𝒆 𝒘𝒓𝒂𝒑𝒑𝒆𝒅 𝒂𝒓𝒐𝒖𝒏𝒅 𝒉𝒊𝒔 𝒐𝒘𝒏 𝒘𝒐𝒓𝒅𝒔. it's not her best imitation of his accent, but it gets the point across well enough. she looks up at him with that glint in her eye he knows all too well ; ( 𝖋𝖎𝖊𝖗𝖞 𝖆𝖓𝖉 𝖒𝖎𝖘𝖈𝖍𝖎𝖊𝖛𝖔𝖚𝖘, 𝖊𝖛𝖊𝖓 𝖜𝖎𝖙𝖍 𝖙𝖍𝖊 𝖒𝖎𝖗𝖙𝖍 𝖙𝖍𝖆𝖙 𝖉𝖆𝖓𝖈𝖊𝖘 𝖋𝖗𝖔𝖒 𝖙𝖍𝖊 𝖋𝖚𝖑𝖑𝖓𝖊𝖘𝖘 𝖔𝖋 𝖍𝖊𝖗 𝖒𝖔𝖚𝖙𝖍. ) "a tiny mouse, huh? what's that make you, a fuckin' giraffe?" challenging, playful. she bites down on her lip, stands on tip toes to get as close as possible to him, only to whisper to really make him listen. "what's that sayin', baby? the bigger they are... they harder they... fall?" barely enough time between the moment that final word exits her mouth and the second she shoves him down over the arm of the couch to be welcomed by cushions upon his fall. "how d'ya like 𝚃𝙷𝙴𝙼 𝙰𝙿𝙿𝙻𝙴𝚂, big boy?"
𝐍𝐎. he didn't want to, but he would if that's what it took to get the . . . attention, he deserved? no, not attention, not this time. this time, 𝚁𝙴𝚂𝙿𝙴𝙲𝚃 was the goal, and even bear knew that a blowie ( spectacular or not ) wouldn't have gotten him the reaction he was after ; which was a shame for the man in question, because 𝐒𝐏𝐄𝐂𝐓𝐀𝐂𝐔𝐋𝐀𝐑 hadn't been an overstatement.
before he had the chance to defend ted's honor, bear had rolled paper in hand, giving it an over-dramatic once over all so that his eventually thumbs up would carry some weight. sadly riley's undoubtedly great, possibly even artful work couldn't have been wasted on a more deadpan audience.
"have you seen 𝐠𝐰𝐥𝐞𝐝𝐝?"
𝒕𝒉𝒂𝒏𝒌𝒇𝒖𝒍 𝒊𝒔 𝒂 𝒘𝒐𝒓𝒅 𝒕𝒉𝒂𝒕 𝒓𝒊𝒏𝒈𝒔 𝒕𝒓𝒖𝒆 𝒊𝒏 𝒕𝒉𝒆 𝒄𝒂𝒔𝒆 𝒐𝒇 𝒄𝒂𝒓𝒓𝒚𝒊𝒏𝒈 𝒐𝒏 𝒕𝒉𝒆 𝒄𝒐𝒏𝒗𝒆𝒓𝒔𝒂𝒕𝒊𝒐𝒏. if there's one thing riley could do without ever hearing again, it's bear talking about exploits with someone that isn't her. ( 𝖇𝖊𝖎𝖓𝖌 𝖙𝖍𝖎𝖘 𝖒𝖚𝖈𝖍 𝖔𝖋 𝖆 𝖇𝖗𝖆𝖙 𝖎𝖘 𝖊𝖝𝖍𝖆𝖚𝖘𝖙𝖎𝖓𝖌. ) his thumbs up garners a soft string of giggles accompanied by a happy dance before she's reaching for the lighter on the coffee table to spark them up. such a shame, because she really had picked such pretty rolling papers. "hello, is that english or short fa'somethin?" she cackles, puffing between watching his expression. "also, it's prolly a given, but no. i don't even know what that is, babe." 𝚐𝚎𝚗𝚝𝚕𝚎 𝚌𝚘𝚞𝚐𝚑𝚜, 𝚌𝚕𝚘𝚞𝚍𝚜 𝚘𝚏 𝚑𝚎𝚛𝚋𝚊𝚌𝚎𝚘𝚞𝚜 𝚜𝚖𝚘𝚔𝚎. she offers him a drag with the press of her fingers hovering over his mouth. "s'girl scout cookies. yum."
𝐜𝐥𝐨𝐚𝐤𝐞𝐝 𝐢𝐧 𝐚 𝐟𝐢𝐞𝐥𝐝 𝐨𝐟 𝐟𝐫𝐞𝐜𝐤𝐥𝐞𝐬 & 𝐤𝐢𝐬𝐬𝐞𝐝 𝐛𝐲 𝐭𝐡𝐞 𝐬𝐮𝐧, nose came to scrunch as riley spoke, annoyed at the fact that she seemed to be choosing sides ; but not willing to deny what was obviously the truth.
"oh, they care about how they're LOOKED at now? how 𝚙𝚛𝚎𝚌𝚒𝚘𝚞𝚜. y'know, if he wanted to fuck me he wouldn't care how i looked at him, YOU can make any stank face ya'want and nobody says a damn thing. 𝙈𝘼𝙉, i gotta start looking for someone who's real hard up for dick. even the playing field a little."
𝖆 𝖘𝖓𝖔𝖗𝖙 𝖔𝖋 𝖑𝖆𝖚𝖌𝖍𝖙𝖊𝖗 𝖈𝖔𝖒𝖊𝖘 𝖋𝖗𝖔𝖒 𝖍𝖊𝖗 𝖘𝖎𝖉𝖊 𝖔𝖋 𝖙𝖍𝖊 𝖈𝖔𝖚𝖈𝖍 𝖆𝖘 𝖙𝖍𝖊 𝖙𝖎𝖕 𝖔𝖋 𝖍𝖊𝖗 𝖙𝖔𝖓𝖌𝖚𝖊 𝖜𝖊𝖙𝖘 𝖗𝖔𝖑𝖑𝖎𝖓𝖌 𝖕𝖆𝖕𝖊𝖗. "y'wanna fuck the dealer now?" he knows just how to make the possessive thing in her reach out and stretch it's claws. "he ain't much ta'look at, but at least he'd give us a discount, mm?" ( 𝒘𝒆𝒍𝒍 𝒑𝒍𝒂𝒚𝒆𝒅, 𝒔𝒉𝒆 𝒕𝒉𝒊𝒏𝒌𝒔.) considering the fact that her cheeks are now kissed pink and she's sat up to focus a little more attention on the rolling of their joint. "pick a movie or somethin'. i can't watch any more chopped or m'gonna dive head first off the balcony. ted allen's voice s'like that guy in ferris bueller." the poking of her tongue, a giggle before she lifts the joint between them and proffers it to him for inspection. "𝚖𝚖𝚖? 𝚠𝚑𝚊𝚍𝚍𝚢𝚊 𝚝𝚑𝚒𝚗𝚔?"
time is a funny thing. 𝒔𝒐𝒎𝒆𝒕𝒊𝒎𝒆𝒔 𝒊𝒕 𝒅𝒐𝒆𝒔𝒏'𝒕 𝒎𝒐𝒗𝒆 𝒇𝒂𝒔𝒕 𝒆𝒏𝒐𝒖𝒈𝒉; 𝒊𝒕 𝒕𝒊𝒄𝒌𝒔 𝒃𝒚 𝒊𝒏 𝒂𝒄𝒉𝒊𝒏𝒈𝒍𝒚 𝒔𝒍𝒐𝒘 𝒄𝒍𝒊𝒄𝒌𝒔 𝒐𝒇 𝒂 𝒄𝒍𝒐𝒄𝒌 𝒕𝒐 𝒕𝒉𝒆 𝒑𝒐𝒊𝒏𝒕 𝒐𝒇 𝒅𝒓𝒂𝒘𝒊𝒏𝒈 𝒐𝒖𝒕 𝒚𝒐𝒖𝒓 𝒃𝒓𝒂𝒏𝒅 𝒐𝒇 𝒊𝒏𝒔𝒂𝒏𝒊𝒕𝒚, and then other moments... you blink, and it's all over. riley's not sure what all has happened in the time between now and the moments she and letha @godfre were sharing a bedroom back at school. she'd always thought the two of them had been tied together by some string of fate, but they seem to have gotten a little tangled up since then. ( 𝖆𝖋𝖙𝖊𝖗 𝖆𝖑𝖑, 𝖔𝖓𝖊 𝖔𝖋 𝖙𝖍𝖊𝖒 𝖎𝖘 𝖕𝖚𝖘𝖍𝖎𝖓𝖌 𝖆 𝖘𝖙𝖗𝖔𝖑𝖑𝖊𝖗 𝖓𝖔𝖜 𝖜𝖍𝖎𝖑𝖊 𝖙𝖍𝖊 𝖔𝖙𝖍𝖊𝖗 𝖕𝖆𝖞𝖘 𝖍𝖊𝖗 𝖗𝖊𝖓𝖙 𝖋𝖑𝖆𝖘𝖍𝖎𝖓𝖌 𝖙𝖎𝖙. ) she watches her friend quietly, the overhead shop speakers crooning out some dave matthews throwback while the gentle scratch of clothes hangers shuffling on a rack serve as background noise between conversation. "whaddya think about this one?" she smirks, holding up a bright pink crop top adorned with a lopsided heart and the word '𝚊𝚗𝚐𝚎𝚕' scrawled along the bust. "think i got a skirt at home that would match."
*smooches ur forehead* mine <3
*grabs u by the throat, shoves u up against the wall* mine. mine. mine
riley is a massive fan of tattoos. from her very first (𝚊 𝚜𝚠𝚒𝚝𝚌𝚑𝚋𝚕𝚊𝚍𝚎 𝚊𝚗𝚍 𝚊 𝚛𝚘𝚜𝚎 𝚊𝚕𝚘𝚗𝚐 𝚑𝚎𝚛 𝚑𝚒𝚙 ) she has continued her collection to include over 100. though not all of them have meaning, she loves them all the same, even ones that have stretched and faded over time. she is a big fan of black work, and only has two or three tattoos that actually have color -𝒕𝒉𝒆 𝒎𝒐𝒔𝒕 𝒏𝒐𝒕𝒂𝒃𝒍𝒚 𝒃𝒆𝒊𝒏𝒈 𝒕𝒉𝒆 𝒕𝒘𝒐 𝒃𝒖𝒕𝒕𝒆𝒓𝒇𝒍𝒊𝒆𝒔 𝒐𝒏 𝒉𝒆𝒓 𝒄𝒉𝒆𝒔𝒕 𝒊𝒏 𝒑𝒊𝒏𝒌𝒚 - 𝒓𝒆𝒅 𝒊𝒏𝒌. piercings are also a favorite and include : navel, nipples, nostril, septum, tongue, the webbing of her tongue, vertical hood and too many along each ear to name individually.
iiiiiiiin this corner, 𝖘𝖙𝖆𝖓𝖉𝖎𝖓𝖌 𝖆𝖙 𝖆 𝖘𝖔𝖑𝖎𝖉 𝖋𝖎𝖛𝖊 𝖋𝖊𝖊𝖙, 𝖙𝖜𝖔 𝖎𝖓𝖈𝖍𝖊𝖘 𝖆𝖓𝖉 𝖜𝖊𝖎𝖌𝖍𝖎𝖓𝖌 𝖆𝖕𝖕𝖗𝖔𝖝𝖎𝖒𝖆𝖙𝖊𝖑𝖞 𝖔𝖓𝖊 - 𝖍𝖚𝖓𝖉𝖗𝖊𝖉 𝖆𝖓𝖉 𝖙𝖊𝖓 𝖕𝖔𝖚𝖓𝖉𝖘, riley delucaaaaaaa! ( 𝚏𝚎𝚊𝚝𝚑𝚎𝚛 𝚠𝚎𝚒𝚐𝚑𝚝 𝚌𝚑𝚊𝚖𝚙𝚒𝚘𝚗 𝚘𝚏 𝚑𝚎𝚛 𝚕𝚒𝚟𝚒𝚗𝚐 𝚛𝚘𝚘𝚖 ). she stands proud as she takes her stance across from him in the living room, all couches and furniture pushed to the side for this very occasion. "alright, the rules are simple. no hittin' the face, an be weary of th'girls." yes, she means her tits. "this is a 𝑾𝑹𝑬𝑺𝑻𝑳𝑰𝑵𝑮 𝑴𝑨𝑻𝑪𝑯 - not a fuckin' jail fight. you elbow me an i'll crush ya nads with my bare hands, capiche?" she's gotta tie her hair up for this one, twist it in a bun at the top of her head so @laidbear isn't tempted to give it a tug. "safe word is 𝑴𝑬𝑨𝑻𝑩𝑨𝑳𝑳. let's get ready to rumbleeeeeeeee!"
ᵉᵛᵉʳʸᵒⁿᵉ ᶠʳᵒᵐ ʰᵒᵐᵉ ˢᵃʸˢ ᵗʰᵃᵗ ʸᵒᵘ'ʳᵉ ˢᵒ ᶜᵒᵒˡ . . . 𝘤𝘰𝘮𝘦 𝘰𝘯, 𝘦𝘷𝘦𝘳𝘺𝘣𝘰𝘥𝘺, 𝘵𝘰 𝘵𝘩𝘦 𝘣𝘰𝘢𝘳𝘥𝘪𝘯𝘨 𝘴𝘤𝘩𝘰𝘰𝘭.
* 𝐿𝐸𝑇𝐻𝐴 𝐺𝑂𝐷𝐹𝑅𝐸𝑌 + 𝑅𝐼𝐿𝐸𝑌 𝐷𝐸𝐿𝑈𝐶𝐴
𝖘𝖍𝖊 𝖍𝖆𝖉𝖓'𝖙 𝖓𝖔𝖙𝖎𝖈𝖊𝖉 𝖙𝖍𝖊 𝖘𝖊𝖙 𝖔𝖋 𝖊𝖞𝖊𝖘 𝖙𝖍𝖆𝖙 𝖍𝖆𝖉 𝖇𝖊𝖊𝖓 𝖋𝖔𝖑𝖑𝖔𝖜𝖎𝖓𝖌 𝖍𝖊𝖗 𝖆𝖗𝖔𝖚𝖓𝖉 𝖙𝖍𝖊 𝖇𝖆𝖗, too wrapped up in stealing ben's attention more than anything else. but when wasn't that her goal? if the dress she's got on is any indication, she had planned to look good for him and him alone. that fabric clings to her like a second skin as she twirls the straw of her drink around watered down vodka, babydoll eyes looking not at the crowd of the bar they're in, but the way the light hits ben's face just right. "mm?" her brows knit up at him, head turning to see just who 'they' are before she turns back to @bnjmin with a smile. 𝐬𝐡𝐞'𝐬 𝐚 𝐬𝐢𝐜𝐤 𝐟𝐮𝐜𝐤 𝐟𝐨𝐫 𝐭𝐡𝐞 𝐰𝐚𝐲 𝐭𝐡𝐚𝐭 𝐩𝐨𝐬𝐬𝐞𝐬𝐬𝐢𝐯𝐞 𝐯𝐞𝐢𝐧 𝐢𝐧 𝐡𝐢𝐦 𝐠𝐞𝐭𝐬 𝐡𝐞𝐫 𝐡𝐞𝐚𝐫𝐭 𝐟𝐥𝐮𝐭𝐭𝐞𝐫𝐢𝐧𝐠. leaning across the table, she takes his hand, opens it up and presses it's palm to the warm pink of her cheek. "yeah? whaddya gonna do about it, benny boy?"
"can't imagine why." 𝖞𝖊𝖘, 𝖙𝖍𝖆𝖙'𝖘 𝖘𝖆𝖗𝖈𝖆𝖘𝖒 𝖜𝖗𝖆𝖕𝖕𝖊𝖉 𝖎𝖓 𝖘𝖆𝖈𝖈𝖍𝖆𝖗𝖎𝖓𝖊 𝖙𝖎𝖒𝖇𝖗𝖊. she looks at @laidbear with a smirk, nudges him with a gentle prod of her shoulder against his own. "think maybe it's 'cause ya give 'im the ole 𝐝𝐞𝐚𝐝 𝐞𝐲𝐞 𝐦𝐞𝐚𝐧 𝐦𝐮𝐠 every time he comes around?"
365 Days (2020)