As raw, As you thought

NO DISRESPECT

[guwopteezustt]

Not my final form , but a good one

[guwopteezustt]

Adjusting

[guwopteezustt]

mommy

I can’t believe I’m a mom now! Like my baby depends on me to stay alive, literally. It’s a beautiful yet chaotic experience. It’s hard it’s rewarding it HARD it’s new and it kinda scary. I am 6 weeks in and I’m shedding my old self day by day but building renewed strength in myself and constantly saying “ I got this” “ she is counting on ME” my husband is great truly he’s there for us in so many ways but will a mere man ever understand the real postpartum experience ?? Hard no. That’s what I have an issue with. I’m different, completely different.

[miseducatedmelanicmuse]

[guwopteezustt]

Your mamas in the second trimester ☺️

[guwopteezustt]

I been a bit busy .

[miseducatedmelanicmuse]

[iamjapanese]

ISHIMURA Masayuki（石村 雅幸 Japanese, b.1965）

精魄    Japanese painting   via

[guwopteezustt]

things I never say

Do you still love me ? Do you still want to make me happy ? Do you still want to talk with me ? Do you still want to be around me ?

I can’t ever think of the right time to ask. Maybe it’s because I’m scared of the response. I’m scared that your feelings might change. I’m scared we’re in too deep . My mind races my heart hurts. When will be the time to ask you the questions..

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[guwopteezustt]

I just feel like I don’t belong anywhere . I feel like none is really down for me and I feel alone . On my own and questioning a lot

[thebelchers]

[fxlthyangxl-deactivated20240122]

[guwopteezustt]

i cannot wait to be a mother. I cannot wait to be pregnant. Everything

[serial222killer]

falling in and out of love ain’t something I’m interested in, I’m looking for the forever type of thing

[guwopteezustt]

Nothings different .

[cute-st]

sil_lababy

[diamondgrlteam]

yep