Gwendolyn Royale

I was bored so I made cookies.

thelovelywhitney

I’d love cookies and tea, Gwen. How are you?

#whitney #ooc: IT'S A MIRACLE I DON'T KNOW HOW I DID IT BUT YEAH #ooc: YOU TOO BY THE WAY!

Oh hello Whitney, I'm fine, thank you. Long time no see, right? How are you? By the way, you should totally come over if you love tea! My mom brought some Chinese tea, it's the best thing ever!

I was bored so I made cookies.

mad-hat-boy-blog

Gwen, you’re the best person ever. I’d love to come over! Three hundred cookies! This is the happiest day of my life!

Oh Matt, thank you! Well, I'm glad I made your day!

So, I'll see you in a bit?

#matthew

I was bored so I made cookies.

mad-hat-boy-blog

Did you say three hundred cookies? I think you just became my new favorite person! I’d be happy to help you to get rid of some!

#starter #I'M BACK I SURVIVED MY FINALS OX YEAH #OOPS I MEANT OW YEAH! :)

Ow yes, three hundred! That's great Matthew, would you like to come over? I'll be waiting!

#matthew

I was bored so I made cookies.

But I made way too many, I accidentally followed a group recipe, so I have three hundred cookies right now. If anyone would like some, just stop by.. I'll make you tea and everything!

The After shock | Aaron and Gwen

“I know,” He kept his arms around her, wanting her to feel protected from the outside world. “But I’ll always be here for you, okay?” Aaron’s heart twisted slightly as she buried her face in her shoulder. ”It’s alright Gwenny,” he murmured quietly, “I’m here, I’ll always be here when you need me.” He squeezed her softy, trying to reassure her. He hummed softly, “Do you need me to do anything?” He didn’t like it when she cried, but she still looked beautiful, even if she didn’t think so. He kissed the top of her head and breathed in softly.

Gwen held onto Aaron a little longer, feeling very small and protected. Then, she let go and walked over to her bed. "Can we just cuddle for a while? I've been up for more than thirty hours, I'm so tired," she said as both of them laid down on her bed. She let her head rest on his chest and listened to the steady drum of his heart while she closed her eyes. She was both glad and scared to fall asleep: glad because she was really tired, but scared because she was quite certain she'd have nightmares about what had happened. Well, at least Aaron was here, and she held onto him as if he'd disappear as soon as she'd loosen her grip.

The After shock | Aaron and Gwen

Gwen was slowly relaxing in his hold, enough to allow her to speak steadily. “That’s…” Aaron didn’t exactly know what to say, but he would try for her. “Your parents are very work centred but they’ll hopefully make it. I know it’s hard to get it out of your mind. But we will work through this, we always do. Things will be okay. Even though Grant is gone, he’s in a better place.” He held her, just Aaron and Gwen. She was looking for comfort in him, and he would gladly give it to her. He would do anything for her. “Everything will be okay, even though it hurts, it’s fresh, I know. But things will turn out fine.” Aaron closed his eyes and continued, “It’s alright, you need to get this off your shoulders.”

#ooh aaron is too good #i just wanna say 'im so sorry gwen is cheating on you: you don't deserve that!' :(

Aaron always knew what to say to her, and this time was no different. "I guess you're right, they do try," she told him when she let go of him, enough to see his face. "I just.. We're teenagers. No one is supposed to die, not yet. We're supposed to grow old and grey and die peacefully in our sleep," she said. Of course she knew that wasn't how it went, but for now, she wished it was. Tears welled up in her eyes again as he spoke of them getting through this. Every time she needed him, he was right there by her side, ready to catch her. He didn't have the slightest idea to whom she was really falling, and it hurt her. Suddenly, wave after wave of guilt almost drowned her, making it impossible for her to look at him. She buried herself in his shoulder again as to avoid eye contact, feeling really weird: she knew she didn't deserve him. Not at all. But she needed him.

The After shock | Aaron and Gwen

Aaron was nervous, more though for Gwen. He hadn’t exactly known Grant, but he had heard that he had been a good kid. So he had rushed to Gwen’s house as soon as possible, getting there as quickly as he could. She was crying when he had walked into her room, and had gone to him and hugged him tightly. He held on to her as she sobbed into his chest. “It’s alright Gwenny,” he soothed, “It’s going to be alright.” He kissed the top of her head as she held on to him, he didn’t like it when she cried, it hurt him. He started rubbing small circles on her back in an attempt to calm her.

Gwen closed her eyes as he kissed her forehead and took a deep breath, inhaling his scent. She always calmed down when he made those little 'Aaron circles' as she called them, and after a while, her voice was steady enough to speak. "I saw Eric.. He told me, I just.. I didn't believe him at first. It couldn't be true," she said, still holding on to him. "I mean, I don't really know Grant that well, but he had it hard enough already," she told Aaron. "When I called my dad, he told me he was sad, but that they couldn't leave, because they were in the middle of a case. I.. I don't understand.. They know Grant, and they won't even pay their respects to him?" she continued, jumping from subject to subject. "I saw Irene go as well. She looked.. so desperate. Everyone looked desperate," she said, more to herself than to Aaron. "Sorry, I'm rambling," she concluded.

The After shock | Aaron and Gwen

Gwen was sitting on her bed while biting her nails, one of the things she always did when she felt nervous or stressed out. She couldn't believe Grant was actually dead. Gwen didn't know him very well, but Pageson was a small town, everyone knew everyone at least a bit. On top of that, she couldn't stop thinking about how Eric had stumbled in, blood on his clothes and a grief in his eyes that she'd always remember. She felt as if she were in some horror movie, and the minute she saw the door opening and Aaron walking in, she couldn't stop herself from crying. She walked off the bed and ran over to him, burying herself in his arms, as if his hug would make it all go away.

AARON (1) NEW TEXT FROM GWEN

Gwen: Aaron, are you at my party? Something horrible happened. I.. I don't know what to do Aaron! Can I see you?

Aaron: I am at your party, someone spiked the punch and I'm drying off by the pool. Just breathe Gwen, it's going to be alright. What's happened?

Gwen: Grant's dead, Aaron. He.. He got hit by a car. Eric stumbled in all covered in blood. I called my parents and told them what happened but they can't come home for five days.. They might even miss his funeral!

Aaron: My god, that's horrible! I'm sure your parents are trying Gwen...do you want to meet me somewhere to talk?

Gwen: They're not trying hard enough. Can you get to my room please? I need to get away from all those people.

#textaaron

AARON (1) NEW TEXT FROM GWEN

Gwen: Aaron, are you at my party? Something horrible happened. I.. I don't know what to do Aaron! Can I see you?

Aaron: I am at your party, someone spiked the punch and I'm drying off by the pool. Just breathe Gwen, it's going to be alright. What's happened?

#textaaron

AARON (1) NEW TEXT FROM GWEN

Gwen: Aaron, are you at my party? Something horrible happened. I.. I don't know what to do Aaron! Can I see you?

#textaaron

offthepageooc

GUYS I AM SUFFERING EMOTIONAL TRAUMA BY THE HANDS OF TED MOSBEY AND GRANT REIGN AND NO ONE IS HOLDING ME WHAT THE FUCK IS WRONG WITH THIS PICTURE

michaelwithouthope-blog

I love HIMYM. I HATE THAT GRANT DIED THOUGH! THAT SUCKS.

dorothyexceptnot

MY FAVORITE SITCOM MAIN CHARACTER IS IN DEPRESSION AND MY ONE TRUE LOVE FROM LES MIS IS DEAD. WELL FUCK ME SIDEWAYS WITH A CHAINSAW.

Thank you for that metaphor that will always stay with me and will always pop into my mind every time I have sex. Lovely.

#ooc

Dinner date | Aaron and Gwen

Aaron grinned at her as she rambled. She had a tendency to do it when she was excited about something. “I am brilliant after seeing you.” He kissed her forehead, “I’ve been studying, but I need some help with my math homework. It’s been piling up since I’ve started though, but I’m sure that I’ll catch up with it.” He let go of her waist as she grabbed his hand, taking him to the living room. Gwen was frustrated by her parents missing out on something that they had planned, but Aaron knew that her parent’s cases were fairly important. This one had to be very important for them to miss out on something that involved a guest, even if it was Aaron. “It’s all right Gwen, I understand. Sometimes life get’s in the way of things and you have to choose.” He always tried to understand, even if he didn’t particularly like the person, he would try. She

Sitting himself down on the couch next to Gwen, her hand still holding on to his. Gwen’s father walked in just as they did so and started to explain, “It’s alright Mr. Royale, as you said, it is work.” He shook her father’s hand. The grip was tighter than usual, so he was probably stressed about the case. He smiled at Gwen’s mother as she walked in, apparently it was meet and greet and apologize night tonight. But Aaron was fine with it. He saw Gwen roll her eyes out of the corner of his own and smiled at her, moving his hand on top of hers. He loved every moment with Gwen; he had gotten to know her better than he knew himself. All of the little things she would do. “Thank you Mrs. Royale, I hope everything goes well.” Aaron said politely, as he was half way up the stairs. He waved before turning around and jogging up the stairs after Gwen.

“Your holiday sounds brilliant.” He smiled at Gwen before following her into to the room. An English book lay open on her bed, several pictures scattered around on her desk. Paintings were hung up on her wall, and the picture of the two of them having fun at Shallot Lake, they had a picnic on that clear day. “How was your year though? I hope I didn’t miss much.” The smile on Aaron’s face faded slightly and it became forced, a slight flair of panic went up in his eyes. He looked away to the window, “Sorry, I haven’t exactly been myself…not since…” He sucked in a breath and looked at Gwen, a half smile on his face. “Let’s see those pictures and that blue-blue sea.”

Gwen had walked over to her bed and sat down on it while Aaron walked in and looked at the pictures, singling out the one of Gwen and him at the Lake after he had arranged a picnic. He always made romantic gestures like that, surprising her every now and then. This particular picture was taken during the summer between Sophomore and Junior year, and it was one of Gwen’s best days in her life. She could still remember the grass in Aaron’s hair after they had had a heavy make out session after their picnic. Gwen bit her lip and smiled as she looked at him, and for a moment it was as if Luke didn’t even exist, and she was hopelessly in love with Aaron, just as he was with her, and as if in a few minutes, they’d browse the web to find a beautiful picket fence.

Of course, that wasn’t what it was. Luke did exist, even though she hadn't heard from him in a while. She looked at Aaron as he spoke about her holiday, and then replied to his question. “Oh, my year was okay. I’m glad that it’s almost summer though, I don’t like the stress of the finals,” she said smiling at him, but then saw that his smile was forced. She raised her eyebrows, but before she could say anything about it, he started: “Sorry, I haven’t exactly been myself…not since…” he said while he let his voice drift into the air. Gwen’s heart was beating dangerously fast, what was wrong? “Aaron..?” she said, taking his hand and guiding him up the bed. “Wha.. What’s wrong?” she said as he looked away. “Talk to me.” The second she had said it, she saw the irony in that little sentence. Wasn't that exactly what she was supposed to do? Talk to him? Lay her cards on the table. Let him win the game while she took the blow. That was what she deserved. She almost told him right there and then, but realized that would be selfish right now. He was bothered with something, and she saw he wanted to talk about it. She had to be here for him right now. Even if somehow, he had found out, she'd still have to be there for him. If he'd still want her here. She gave his hand a little squeeze as to say, 'I'm here for you, you can talk to me,' and looked at him attentively, waiting for him to say what was on his mind.

michaelwithouthope-blog

OOC

What in hell is going on? GRANT IS DEAD!?!?!?! BUT HE JUST STARTED RECOVERY!!!!! MICHAEL DIDN’T EVEN TALK TO HIM AND i LOVED HIM!

I am so done. I just got here. This is so stressful.

I don’t know what to do with myself anymore.