faith of the heart.

𝐈𝐒𝐍'𝐓 𝐄𝐕𝐄𝐑𝐘𝐓𝐇𝐈𝐍𝐆 𝐌𝐀𝐃𝐄 𝐎𝐔𝐓 𝐎𝐅 𝐒𝐓𝐀𝐑𝐃𝐔𝐒𝐓? ind. mutuals-only multimuse

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this blog has now been archived and the muses / threads switched over to @wcrlds​

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so, a few further explanations about the status of this blog: at the moment, its on hiatus, so unless i get a big urge to write more than 3 muses that are currently here, i’ll come back. i gotta be honest, the only muses that are calling to me are julian and ezri. everyone else has sort of gone to sleep on my head.

so i’m gonna be focusing on pike and peter (and possible secret blog...). i’ll come back in a while, probably do a culling of my muses, maybe archive and give it a fresh start because i do love a lot of the muses here, have put a lot of work into them, but i just think my brain isn’t here at the moment, it prefers to focus on specific things.

[cptnpike-a]

The Enterprise Command station is unusually spacious, with controls and instrumentation so highly advanced the net effect is simplicity and attractiveness. In foreground, CHRISTOPHER PIKE, Captain of the U.S.S. ENTERPRISE. […]  He is a complex personality with a sensitivity and warmth which the responsibility and loneliness of command often forces him to hide.

ind. selective. mutuals-only portrayal of christopher pike. loved by odette

[theoptia]

Ingeborg Bachmann, from Darkness Spoken: The Collected Poems; “A Monologue of Prince Myshkin to the Ballet Pantomime “The Idiot”

Text ID: give the years back to the snow,

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starstrekked·:

❝      Indeed   ,   it   is   good   to   see   you   again   as   well   Julian.   ❞         Data   accepts   the   handshake   and   returns   it.         ❝      I   suppose   this   is   the   point   where   it   is   customary   to   ‘catch   up   on   small   talk’.   I   can   tell   you   all   about   the   things   my   cat   Spot   has   done.      ❞         He   would   mention   what   he   has   been   up   to   ,   but   Data   was   certain   that   was   not   as   interesting   a   topic   as   Spot.   Though   some      —–      many   would   disagree.

“  Ah,  perfect.  ”  Sitting  down  again,  Julian  gestures  for  Data  to  occupy  the  seat  in  front  of  him,  delighted  to  have  skipped  the  lingering  around  polite  pleasantries  to  go  to  more  interesting  information;  and  while  he  had  millions  of  questions  pop  up  on  his  brain  about  what  he  would  like  to  ask  Commander  Data  since  their  last  meeting,  the  choice  of  subject  intrigued  him.  “  I  have  been  considering  adopting  a  pet,  I’d  love  to  know  more  about  your  experience.  ”

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doctordonovan·:

 grief is hard.   it’s a simple fact of living  -  a basic fact of existence.  in truth maeve doubts there’s a single person who will never be touched  (  suffocated  )  by it.   universe offers little mercy and why would it?  they are all nothing but stubborn ants to something as large,   as endless,   as it is.

  ❝   outlander has never really been my kind of thing,  so I can’t offer judgement on that no matter how I’d like to.   ❞    a romantic at heart yet she’s busy,  always so busy.   far too much so to allow herself more than occasional dips into the parts of pop culture she has even remotest interest in.    ❝   but I’m hoping for your sake your last decent man on earth is better than anything than the eighteenth century may have to offer.   ❞

 an accidental sister sounds more the thing of telenovelas than romance novels,  yet she is attentive in her listening no matter how controlled reactions remain.  if it were to happen to anyone…   of course it’d be daisy.  it’s messy,  a brutal sounding set of circumstances that has led to  -  what would at the very least appear to be a best possible solution.  kora is there,  she seems not be any kind of hostage,  daisy has found herself a little family of her own design   &&   there’s no pretence that it isn’t entirely deserved.   odd,   yet deserved.   

 ❝   you’re done with kidnappings for now though,   right?   you’ve surely filled all necessary gaps in your life.   ❞     low tease comes whilst maeve so carefully finishes processing latest wave of information.    ❝   you seem well.   time travel has done you at least a bit of good.   ❞

“  Yeah,  luckily  we  picked  him  up  in  the  fifties,  so  he  already,  you  know,  knew  about  showers  and  stuff.  God,  imagine  really  picking  up  a  guy  from  the  far-away  past,  forks  aren’t  that  old.  ”  It  did  do  her  some  good,  didn’t  it?  All  her  life,  she  has  been  plagued  by  this  hollow  feeling  on  her  chest,  feeling  lost  and  isolated  everywhere  she  went,  and  nothing  could  ever  fill  it.  Not  her  foster  families,  not  Miles  and  the  Rising  Tide,  not  even  SHIELD  could,  not  completely.  

It  felt  like  there  was  a  manual  which  had  been  given  out  to  everyone  at  some  point  in  their  lives  on  how  to  achieve  peace  and  her  order  got  lost  in  the  mail.  So  she  kept  fighting,  losing  bits  of  herself  around  the  world  and  time.  It  felt  different  now;  she  still  had  a  lot  to  do,  a  lot  of  people  she  wanted  to  help,  a  world  she  desperately  needed  to  change  if  she  wanted  those  she  loved  to  feel  safe.  At  the  end  of  the  day  though,  looking  at  Kora  and  Daniel,  receiving  texts  from  Coulson,  Mack  and  May,  the  world  seemed  more  settled  now.

  “  Yeah,  I  guess  I  am.  Unless  you  need  something,  we  can  take  it  out  for  a  spin.  I  got  quite  good  at  it.  ”

[violentwavesofemotion-deactivat]

…the desolation of survival.

Denise Levertov, from Breathing the Water; “During A Son’s Dangerous Illness,” (via violentwavesofemotion)

[valiantnightmarebear]

Is there any other way? Hehe

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cptncarter·:

             “Well – I amnot NO ONE.” Witty comment coming over her lips in a soft voice – memories ofold days THEY never had shared lay in them because someone like them had sharedmoments in which witty comments had been thrown at each other and the worldhad, though at chaos and war, seemed SIMPLER than it did now.

                “But thistime, you’re right. The answer is not NO. – I’ve been looking for you; and youmade it quite difficult to find you.” It had taken her far longer than she hadimagined. STEVE ROGERS WAS NO LONGER CAPTAIN AMERICA – it was on the news still;it was still on the front page, when she had made it to this universe, butNOTHING told her where Steve Rogers had vanished to. But she had found himeventually. With some help.

                “But youare curious – why I am here, aren’t you?                                                        You really are like the man I knew once.”

“  I  had  some  help,  and  maybe  I’m  not  as  bad  as  a  spy  as  everyone  presumed  I  would  be.  ”  Tall,  hunkering,  good  in  a  fight,  better  in  a  speech,  he  took  to  the  shadows  quite  easily,  disappearing  into  the  crowds,  limiting  his  contact,  until  he  felt  ready  to  return  as  someone  who  better  represented  his  ideals  at  the  moment;  he  wished  he  could  still  be  Captain  America,  to  use  that  mantle  to  inspire,  but  as  long  as  the  problems  in  the  government  maintained,  he  could  not  pose  as  their  poster  boy.

Steve  shuffles  backwards,  opening  the  door  to  the  building  behind  him.  “  Of  course.  Who  wouldn’t  be?  This  is  not  possible,  and  alas,  ”  he  knows  her  eyes,  the  gaze  is  achingly  familiar,  “  are  you  going  to  explain,  or  do  I  need  to  start  guessing?  ”  

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divcrse·:

✧      ☾      :                       she had learned a long time ago that loving an alien was more than likely to end up hurting you. but of course she never trusted in the things she had learned. so when she spotted the blonde standing out the front of her bakery and it was like a switch had been turned on in her head. “ you said you would be gone a MONTH tops. ” maybe she should have sussed out who this woman was before acting like a weirdo.      | @crimsonsunsets· for 13.

The  Doctor  stops  at  the  threshold,  air  knocked  out  both  lungs.  It  had  been  an  impulsive,  stupid,  dangerous  decision;  the  sort  she  was  so  well  known  for,  the  type  which  could  pull  the  string  and  make  the  universe  unravel.  It  had  been  so  long,  centuries  since  she  had  last  stepped  into  this  bakery,  heard  Ellie’s  lilting  australian  accent  and  felt  this  tug  in  her  heart  to  go  to  her  and  never  let  go.  

The  past  Doctor  will  come  back  in  two  weeks,  full  of  apologies  and  presents,  a  promise  in  his  kiss  and  a  magical  box  they  can  hide  in  and  pretend  time  isn’t  running  out.  “  He  is  a  terrible  driver,  don’t  you  worry,  he  will  come  back.  ”  Golden  eyes  take  her  in,  desperate  and  lonely.  “  Don’t  give  in  too  easily,  you  can  get  anything  out  of  him.  ”

[cptnpike-a]

a study on: service, sacrifice, compassion and love. an independent portrayal of CHRISTOPHER PIKE from GENE RODDENBERRY’S STAR TREK.

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Ezri Week » Day One: Favourite Quote(s)

↳"Would you stop comparing me to [Jadzia]!”

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a study on: service, sacrifice, compassion and love. an independent portrayal of CHRISTOPHER PIKE from GENE RODDENBERRY’S STAR TREK.

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venturousheart·:

She looks at him. Has she let everything go? OF COURSE NOT. Past is easy, all the feelings that it concocts, all the pain that still threatens to bury her alive on a regular basis…but it’s much harder when feelings have brewed for the man before her and she refuses to admit it. Not in front of him. Not to see him laugh at it and make her want to disappear. Not that she could. “Did we do all of that, though?” She isn’t going to go first. She can’t. Can’t do it to herself, and making it about them… it was the silent question of did HE? “Did we go through all of that? Everything? Are we sure?”

“  I  mean...  I  shared  a  lot  of  stuff  with  it,  ”  Flynn  had  almost  forty  years  of  repressed  emotions  about  pretty  much  everything,  if  he  didn’t  share  his  latest  crushing  thought,  the  one  which  involved  the  person  standing  right  in  front  of  him,  it  didn’t  matter,  there  were  other  things  he  could  let  it  go.  Come  on,  he  actually  found  it  in  himself  to  forgive  his  third-grade  bully,  the  artifact  did  not  need  to  know  about  the  dream  he  had  where  he  and  Clara  spent  the  day  holding  hands  on  a  library.  That  was  private.  “  Did  you?  ”  

[gar-trek]

Hi i wasn't gonna post this but i don't know how else to share it with my friends. I made this from this video by @breezybeej and this amv on youtube and a clip from the wire so its really no merit of my own. shout out hamilton shout out sam I'm sorry women