Hellooo✨💕 i was wondering if at some point you'll take requests, or are you just sticking to writing baby be mine for now?
hello ! ohhh, i’d like to take requests at some point just to try and challenge myself. however, it is true that i take my time writing each piece. so if that won’t be a problem, then sure. i could always try.
Hii i absolutely loved your baby be mine piece please tell me you'll keep writing it was so precious🥹❤️ i'm very sure so many of us love it and would love to have more of it. We'll wait patiently🙏
hi love ! yayyyy, you have no idea how happy it makes me to read how much you guys liked it. of course, i’ll keep writing as much as i’m able. in the meantime, i just posted a little something. thank you so much for being so sweet xo
writer’s note: i don’t really know what this is but i couldn’t just not post anything so i started writing what came to mind, trying to be as accurate as possible. i hope you like it. xo
𝒯here was something almost dangerous about the way michael loved you. not in loud dramatic shows of affection but in quiet, consuming ways that settled into every corner of his life until there was no part of him untouched by your presence. because you had been there before the fame, before the screaming crowds and impossible expectations and the endless loneliness that came with becoming michael jackson, and to him that meant something sacred.
michael views you as the only living bridge to a version of himself that wasn't a product. to him, you are the keeper of his most vulnerable memories, the sound of his real childhood laughter before the world grew loud, and this shared history creates a suffocatingly tight tether that makes him feel as though his very soul would unravel if you were to ever step out of his line of sight.
you were the only person who had stayed constant while everything else in his world shifted and disappeared, the only person who still looked at him and saw the boy from gary instead of the superstar everyone else demanded pieces from, and because of that he held onto you with an intensity that bordered on obsession, terrified somewhere deep down that if he loosened his grip for even a second the world would take you away too.
he would constantly gravitate toward you in crowded rooms without even realizing he was doing it. his hand finding the small of your back instinctively whenever someone approached you for too long, dark eyes flickering toward anyone who made you laugh a little too hard, because even after years of fame and adoration he still carried this gnawing insecurity that someone better, easier, less complicated might eventually steal your attention from him. but michael’s jealousy was never explosive or cruel to you, it was quiet, aching, almost heartbreaking in the way it manifested. the subtle withdrawal when another man complimented you, the way his smile would tighten ever so slightly while watching you talk to someone else, the clinginess afterward when he’d suddenly insist on keeping you beside him for the rest of the evening as if proximity alone could soothe the fear clawing inside his chest.
there would be nights where the pressure of everything became too much for him and he’d disappear from everyone else entirely, retreating into silence until eventually he showed up at your door like he always did, exhausted and emotionally frayed, because no matter how overwhelming the world became you were still the one place that felt safe to him. and once he was there he would barely let go of you, resting his head against your shoulder while talking softly about things he never admitted to anyone else, his voice fragile as he confessed how exhausting it was constantly wondering who truly cared about him versus what he could give them. you became the person he clung to almost desperately during those moments, the only one capable of calming the frantic loneliness inside him, and sometimes he would look at you with this unbearably intense expression like he couldn’t comprehend how someone as important as you had chosen to stay.
michael would absolutely spoil you in deeply personal ways rather than flashy ones, remembering every tiny detail you ever mentioned and treating those details like treasures because making you happy genuinely mattered more to him than almost anything else. if you casually mentioned liking a certain flower as a child, suddenly your dressing room would always have them waiting there. if you got cold easily, he’d quietly drape his jackets around your shoulders before anyone else noticed. he paid attention to you constantly, almost obsessively, because in his mind protecting your happiness became intertwined with protecting his own emotional stability.
and the protectiveness? it ran so deep it nearly consumed him sometimes. michael already distrusted most people around him because of how often he’d been used or abandoned throughout his life, but when it came to you that distrust sharpened into something fierce. he hated seeing people upset you, hated hearing anyone speak carelessly about you, and the second he sensed someone trying to take advantage of your kindness his entire demeanor shifted. normally soft-spoken and gentle, he’d suddenly become cold and unreadable in a way that unsettled people immediately, stepping closer to you protectively while making it very clear without outright saying it that you were his person and he would not tolerate anyone hurting you.
there would also be this constant underlying yearning in everything he did around you, because even with all the years you’d spent together he still craved reassurance endlessly. michael loved deeply but fear always lingered underneath it. fear of abandonment, fear of not being enough beneath the celebrity image, fear that eventually you would grow tired of carrying the emotional weight of loving someone like him. so he sought comfort in small intimate routines with you: late-night phone calls that lasted for hours because neither of you wanted to hang up, his fingers absentmindedly playing with yours while sitting beside each other in silence, the way he’d glance toward you first after finishing a performance just to see your reaction because somehow your approval mattered more than an arena full of applause.
sometimes his attachment to you became almost painfully obvious to everyone around him except himself. the way his entire mood changed depending on whether you were near him. the way he watched you when you weren’t paying attention, not even trying to hide the softness in his expression. the way he unconsciously mirrored your movements, leaned toward your voice in crowded conversations, interrupted important discussions the second you entered the room because his attention shifted automatically back to you. to michael, you weren’t simply someone he loved, you were the one constant thread tying him to the version of himself he trusted most, and the thought of losing you was frightening enough to make him hold onto you even tighter.
being with michael jackson in private would feel so vastly different from the version of him the world knew that sometimes it almost surprised you, because behind the carefully rehearsed smiles and dazzling stage presence was someone impossibly soft, clingy in ways he rarely allowed himself to be with anyone else, constantly seeking comfort in your touch like he needed the reassurance that you were still there beside him. the intimacy between you wouldn’t be loud or overly dramatic most of the time, it would exist in quiet moments that slowly became sacred to him, moments he guarded possessively because they belonged only to the two of you.
he would absolutely be the type to linger around you constantly when you were alone together, following you from room to room under the excuse of wanting company even though the truth was much simpler: he genuinely hated being apart from you for long. if you were reading, he’d end up stretched across the couch with his head in your lap while absentmindedly tracing shapes against your wrist. if you were cooking, he’d stand behind you with his arms loosely around your waist, resting his chin on your shoulder just to feel close. there was always this almost aching need for physical closeness with him, not necessarily out of passion alone but because touch reassured him in ways words sometimes couldn’t.
and michael, despite all his fame and confidence onstage, would actually become incredibly vulnerable during intimate moments with you because you were one of the only people who ever saw him completely unguarded. there would be nights where the two of you stayed awake for hours talking quietly in dim lighting while he confessed fears he never admitted publicly, his voice soft and exhausted as he spoke about loneliness, pressure, childhood memories he couldn’t shake. those conversations often ended with him curled close beside you, holding onto your hand almost tightly enough to hurt because he found an overwhelming amount of comfort in knowing you were listening instead of judging and leaving.
his protectiveness would become even more obvious in private. anytime you seemed upset, even over something small, his entire attention shifted immediately toward you with this intense concern that bordered on desperation. he’d pause everything just to focus on making you feel better, brushing your hair back gently while asking over and over what was wrong, unable to relax until he was sure you were okay again. it almost felt like your happiness dictated his emotional state entirely, because when you smiled he visibly softened, but when you pulled away or seemed distant he became restless and anxious almost instantly.
jealousy would still linger in subtle ways even during your softer moments together. if someone flirted with you earlier in the day, michael would suddenly become far more affectionate afterward without consciously realizing it, keeping you tucked close against his side while talking to you in that low gentle voice that only appeared when he wanted reassurance. he wasn’t possessive in an aggressive way, but emotionally? completely. he needed to feel chosen by you constantly, needed reminders that after all the chaos in his life you still belonged beside him.
one of the most intimate things about your relationship would honestly be how much he trusted you with the parts of himself nobody else saw. the exhaustion after performances. the insecurity beneath the fame. the moments where he became quiet and withdrawn because the world felt too overwhelming. michael spent so much of his life feeling observed that being truly known by someone became incredibly important to him, and with you he never had to perform or pretend. sometimes he would simply sit beside you in comfortable silence for long stretches of time, fingers intertwined with yours, looking calmer than he ever did anywhere else because your presence alone grounded him.
and whenever the two of you were alone after particularly difficult days, he’d hold onto you like he was afraid the world might somehow pull you away overnight, pressing lingering kisses to your forehead or your hands while quietly murmuring how much you meant to him in that soft breathy voice of his. not because he was trying to be dramatic, but because deep down he genuinely couldn’t imagine surviving another abandonment from the one person who had loved him long before fame ever touched his life.
okay i have just finished reading ur mj fanfic it's literally art, so peak. 😭💗💗💗💗💗
thank u sm for blessings my eyes and pls continue writing u ate fr and left no crumbs ✋🏻♥♥♥
hii ! gosh, that’s so sweet of you. THANK YOU. i will continue to write for michael, i just take my time to really give it my best. thank you so much x <3
Hey omg lovedd Baby Be Mine !!! <3 are you thinking of continuing writing for Michael?
hii ! yayyy, thank you so much. well, i’m currently working on a longer version of baby be mine. i really love the ‘childhood friends to lovers’ trope so i wanted to try making it even more slow-burn and detailed so i get to explore the stages of the relationship and really capture the yearning of it, i truly adore it. so, yes ! i’ll definitely be writing more for michael in the future and i’m more than happy to share it with you. <33
contains: childhood friends to lovers, 1k words, yearning, obsession, mentions of jealousy and possessiveness.
writer’s note: my obsession with michael is stronger than ever and i couldn’t help trying to write something. i kept thinking about a ‘childhood sweethearts’ trope and this is the result.
long before the world knew his name, michael knew the specific creak of your back porch steps. even as a child, your presence felt like a soft exhale in the middle of a scream. while the jackson house was a whirlwind of rehearsals, rhythmic thumping, and joseph’s booming voice, your porch was a place of stillness.
you were the girl with the gentle eyes who didn't ask anything of him. he’d slip out of his house, sometimes with a bruised ego, sometimes just exhausted from rehearsals, and find you sitting on your back steps.
you were always quiet, possessing that graceful stillness. you didn't demand he perform or dance, you’d simply move over to make room, offering him a piece of gum or a cool glass of water.
"is it loud over there today?" you’d ask softly, your voice a melodic contrast to the harshness of his world.
michael would just nod, his large, expressive eyes searching your face for any sign of judgment. "they’re just... practicing the same turn, over and over. i think my feet forgot how to walk normal," he’d whisper with a shy, tired smile. you’d nudge your shoulder against his and allow him sit in the safety of each other’s company until the sun dipped low.
for a few minutes, he wasn't a prodigy. he was just the boy next door who liked the way you smelled like lavender soap and sunshine.
those moments became his blueprint for peace. he learned early on that love wasn't just an applause, it was the way you looked at him and cared about him when he wasn't performing.
as the jackson 5 took off, the distance between your front doors grew into a breach of fame, but michael’s silent obsession began to root itself in that distance. you become the anchor he tries to hold onto through letters and late-night calls.
he develops a habit of memorizing you, not in a creepy way but more in a devotional way. the rhythm of your voice, the way you tilt your head when you listen, the quiet hum you make when you’re thinking. he carries those details with him everywhere, especially on the bad days.
when things get too harsh, too loud or too demanding, he closes his eyes and imagines your porch, your voice, the soft way you say his name. “michael…” like it’s something delicate, like it matters. he compares every woman he meets to the graceful, soft-spoken girl who used to hold his hand in the tall grass. but they were all too loud, too eager, too demanding.
he started keeping a small candid photo of you tucked into his jacket pocket, a reminder of the only person who knew the boy before the myth. he’d stare at it until the edges frayed, wondering if you were waiting for him or if he was chasing a ghost.
he becomes protective (possessive, even) of your memory. he hates the idea of you changing or, worse, finding someone else who might provide what he did for you.
he became a king, but in his mind, he was still that boy looking through your window. he started calling you from payphones in london, tokyo, and paris, his voice dropping into that breathless, shy register he only used with you.
"do you still have that old swing?" he asks, his voice trembling with a mix of exhaustion and desperate longing. "i keep dreaming about it. i dream that i’m sitting there and you’re brushing the dust off my vest. everything is so shiny here, y/n. it’s too bright. i just want to sit in the dark with you for a little while. promise me you won't let anyone else sit on those steps. that's our spot, okay? only ours."
by the mid-80s, michael is at the most successful and burdened moment of his life. you’ve remained in his inner circle, a quiet fixture in the studio. the only person who can walk into a room and instantly lower his heart rate. his crush has evolved into a quiet, simmering obsession. he tracks your movements not out of malice, but out of a deep-seated fear that if you leave his sight, the "magic" that keeps him sane will vanish.
he treats you with a reverence that borders on worship. if you’re in the room, his eyes never truly leave you. he’ll be in the middle of a high-stakes meeting, and the moment you walk in with that gentle, grounded aura, his entire posture softens. he’ll find excuses to touch you, straightening your collar, lingering as he brushes a stray hair from your face, his fingers trembling slightly.
he starts to get protective, borderline possessive, though he hides it behind his gentle demeanor. if you mention another name or a man you met, the air in the room shifts. he doesn't yell; he grows unnervingly quiet, his large, expressive eyes tracking your every movement as if he’s trying to memorize the way your lips move. he begins to realize that the thought of anyone else touching your hand, the hand that used to hold his when he was scared of the dark in gary, is physically nauseating to him.
michael sees you as a piece of his lost childhood that he successfully "saved." he becomes intensely focused on keeping you "unspoiled" by the industry. his obsession manifests in the way he catalogs your likes and dislikes. he remembers a candy you liked when you were seven and has it imported by the crate. he notices if you’re sad before you even realize it yourself.
the confession happens during a private moment at neverland, far away from the cameras. the "safe haven" isn't enough anymore; he wants to own the haven. he’s tired of being the boy next door, he wants to be the man in your life.
he’s pacing the library, the firelight dancing off the curls at his temples. you’re sitting in an armchair, watching him with that same gentle composure that has always been his anchor.
"you're doing it again," you say softly in a worried tone. "you're overthinking. come sit down, michael."
he stops abruptly, turning to you. his voice is a whisper, thick with years of unspoken words. "i can’t just sit down anymore, y/n. don't you see? i go out there and i give them everything. i give my blood, my sweat, my childhood... and then i come to you to get my soul back. but i’m tired of leaving it here and picking it up later. i want it to stay with you. i want me to stay with you."
he moves toward you, his movements fluid but desperate, kneeling at your feet and resting his forehead against your knees. “i’ve been obsessed with the way you say my name since i was six years old. please... tell me you feel the weight of it, too."
once he declares his feelings, there is no going back. michael’s love is all-consuming. he wants you in the front row of every show, in the studio for every take, and in the room every time he wakes up. it’s a suffocatingly sweet kind of love; he wants to build a wall around the two of you where the world can’t hurt him and where you’ll never have a reason to look at anyone else.
you are his living sanctuary, and he is a man who has spent his whole life trying to find a home he can finally lock the door to.
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