— ovid:
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They like how the name sounds as she says the words, cementing their identity as their own. No one and everyone, a we in a single body. Even as she watches them closely, clearly trying to make sense of the strangeness she has seen and continues to see, they feel secure in that knowledge. And this is the sort of conversation they rarely come by, so few knowing what they truly are, for their own safety, having been taught cruelly quickly after coming into their own that the fear others feel of that which they don’t understand can bring such intense pain. Ovid likes watching her, can practically see her thoughts turning as she tries to figure them out, and they’re happy to allow it just now.
“Ah, we do not mean others, when we use those words. We mean ourself only. We are many in one body, ever changing, ever shifting. We are ourself, who came before we realized our powers, and the dozens of others whose faces we have worn before now, and we will be the others whose faces we wear in the future, too,” they explain, although they’re a little more than aware, in Auberon’s face, that the words sound like a riddle, their usual way of speaking that they had learned even other elves found ridiculous at times. Something they can’t curtail the instinct for, though, as them, just like it’s difficult to push past the wariness to offer Gwyn the information she deserves for having saved their life from an existence as a deer.
A hum escapes their lips as she goes on, her curiosity clear, and something they relate to well, always in search of information themself. “It is a fair question you pose. You ask for facts, we understand this,” Ovid says, tilting their head slightly as they look at her. They let Auberon’s instincts prevail here, just in the way that they fall into their pattern of speech, strange as it is, when wearing their face. “We only have a feeling, and old wives’ tales, whispers of others existing around the Fade to go off of, though. There are stories, far and wide, of others of our kind, although most parts of them are more fiction than fact when it comes to what we are capable of doing. We are not monsters, despite what other hunters might tell you. Dopplers, have you heard those stories before? Stories of monstrous shapeshifters who take a piece of your soul when they steal your face?”
gwyn knew there was something about the situation that struck her specifically, memory flickering back to the grey figure that pieced itself together once pierced by a sliver of silver. and despite how the wording may initially come across to most, it's their use of 'worn faces', in how they describe it when they speak of it. it seems to snap it all mostly into place for her, finally. a flash of clarity in the darkness where the dots were gradually connecting, now. “.. i see.” her pace isn’t quite as quick in this instance. the gaps were still filling in. “sounds to me, you have quite the inventory.” guessing the years that may belong to them, presently, there was a wonder of the catalogue of faces exactly. what manner they chose to use them and when, their process of operation.
they mention a time before the realization forms of what and who they were, and that too, stands out for her. more than most anything else. and it occurs to the hunter how strange that must have been, how startling. to suddenly possess something you never quite imagined should be, that is. it could be the same for others perhaps, within their crew of outcasts. it wouldn’t surprise her terribly. she tries to consider exactly what that may have seemed like for ovid in particular, however, coming into such gifts without a guiding hand. or at least one that happened to share their talents properly. in her own life, gwyn herself had been rather fortunate to avoid this fate.
"i know the stories.” the hunter confirms at the question, and it makes sense now why there were only tall tales to rely on for them as well. though she’s known them as vexlings too, the very term doppler all but seals away any doubts or warring remnants of such, a firmer knowledge held in regards to what she was presently across from. they were more than your average shifter; she’d been right to assume so. they were something far greater. “rumor has it, that soul you capture embodies everything you might think: voice, manner, skills.” it’s nearly too subtle, but her words are still slick with admiration, marveling at the mere thought of what could be accomplished with such ability. and better still, she’s seen it in action. briefly, at least. “you aren’t monsters.” she agrees in the end, quite certainly. her lips curl into a knowing smirk. “you’re survivors. a rare talent. maybe even worth killing for.” whether she means for the talent they possess or the doppler themselves, gwyn chooses not to clarify.
the curiosity doesn’t just die out right then, however, another set of questions residing at the tip of her tongue. her stance seems to shift accordingly, however, now that she has more familiarity with the matter. just a touch less guarded, a hint of concern seeming to bleed through when her lips part again. “is it strange? having so many identities, so many memories locked away like that? painful, even? do you ever feel … lost, perhaps?”










