work in progress

A stupid blog for my destructive habits. Block don’t report pls

[wiltshxxre]

on trauma and how I live with it

I nurture my trauma like it has nurtured me, taken care of me, watched me grow and blossom and wither into pieces

I wake up each day to a kiss from trauma and a soft good morning and I smile and say I love you because I do, I do, I do

I make breakfast with trauma, it holds my waist and I sing my grief and it says I'm beautiful as I flip our toast on the pan

I shower with trauma and it's hold is soft as it washes me and presses kisses to my forehead and I crumble under it's touch

I work with trauma, both of us in our separate chairs as I chew onto my pencil and it chides me for my bad habits and we laugh

I eat dinner with trauma and it's late, I say when it scrapes the chair over the floor half an hour after our dinner time and says sorry for it's tardiness and I forgive it because I love and I love and I love

I go to sleep with trauma, holding it close to me, making sure it won't slip away from my fingers like happiness did

I live and breathe and exist with trauma because without it I'm nothing, because without me it's nothing

[wiltshxxre]

I write all poems like my life depends on it, because in a way it does

I write my grief, my sorrow, my joy, my everything on paper and hope it reaches the world because being forgotten frightens me more than death could ever wish to

I pluck flowers from my lungs and press them into my poems and say "this is a part of me, will you accept it

will you accept me?"

Please accept me I don't know what I am without your love and validation

I breathe your acceptance like it's oxygen, like it's the sweetest bit of air I have ever swallowed and I cling on for more, more, more

I destroyed myself for you, will you still love me?

[mydreamsscareme]

[sickly-blooming]

leg and hip thinspo

[be-artistic-deactivated20230306]

[coffeecoffeeteasleep]

3 months

It takes 3 months to make a drastic change to your appearance. By September you can be at your goal weight. By October you can dress in that Halloween costume you were waiting to wear until you lost the weight. By November you can wear big sweaters and cute socks and look ADORABLE. By December you can actually enjoy the holidays and not be concerned about that extra fat you used to carry around. By January, you can cross out “lose weight” from your New Year’s resolution because you were disciplined enough to get to your goal weight a long time ago. Just imagine where you could be if you just stick to your plans for the next 3 months.

[isaidimcoping]

Any Inconvenience At All:

My Eating Disorder Brain: This wouldn’t have happened if you were skinnier. just saying

[thxndream]

every fucking time

[19c-r-y-s-t-a-l70]

⚠︎︎꧁𝒔𝒎𝒂𝒍𝒍 𝒘𝒂𝒊𝒔𝒕 𝒕𝒉𝒊𝒏𝒔𝒑𝒐꧂⚠︎︎

[chamomile-soap]

ed blogs?? 2021? anybody out there? *echoing*

ill follow everyone who likes/reblogs

[gypsytealbaby]

God I need to be skinny again, I miss the days when I was like I wanna be skinny, but I was skinny and I just didn’t appreciate it and now here I am a baby whale

[gypsytealbaby]

I guess I fell down the rabbit hole deep enough that it led me back to my tumblr lol, anyways I’m back bitches

[skinniestofthemall]

[bitch-water]

[imsohungry-deactivated20230802]

Oh my god thats it- THATS the only thinspo I need

[lunabruqa]

♡ 96 Calorie Cookie Dough (single serving) ♡

--Disclaimer, this is NOT my photo. This is just a representation of what this could look like.--

☆INGREDIENTS☆

•COCONUT FLOUR 2 TBSP [45]

•UNSWEET ALMOND MILK 2 TBSP [8]

•UNSWEET APPLESAUCE 2 TBSP [8]

•1/2 TBSP CHOCOLATE CHIPS [35]

•3 DROPS VANILLA EXTRACT [0]

•3 DROPS ALMOND EXTRACT [0]

•2TBSP 0 CALORIE SUGAR [0]

♤ Directions ♤

▪In a small bowl add your coconut flour and make sure there are no lumps

▪Next in another bowl mix together applesauce, milk, extracts and sugar

▪Whisk those together until smooth

▪Now add wet ingredients into your coconut flour and begin to mix the dough together either with (clean) hands or a fork

▪If mixture isnt wet enough for you add teaspoon by teaspoon of more milk until the right consistency

▪Once adjusted to preference add in your chocolate chips and mix. Now taste test and add more 0 calorie sugar or extracts to your liking.

● I AM A CHEF SO COMMENT, PERSONAL MESSAGE OR ASK FOR ANY RECIPES YOUD LIKE. Stay safe and healthy everyone. ●

[rexivosa]

✨♥︎

[rexivosa]

body checks

oh to be skinny 💔