Faded Fantasies

I’m Hexx (She or They), an adult stoner who selfships to escape reality and find comfort in my favorite fictional characters. This blog is a safe zone for cosmic crushes, NSFW selfship content, and sometimes problematic FOs. Minors do not interact. I post what makes me happy and v i b e.

[h-e-x-q-u-i-s-i-t-e]

🛸👽✨🌑 𝙷𝚒𝚐𝚑 𝙸𝚗 𝚃𝚑𝚎 𝙲𝚘𝚜𝚖𝚘𝚜

🛸👽✨🌑

𝙲𝚘𝚜𝚖𝚒𝚌 𝚂𝚎𝚕𝚏𝚜𝚑𝚒𝚙𝚙𝚎𝚛 | 𝙷𝚘𝚛𝚛𝚘𝚛 𝙷𝚎𝚊𝚛𝚝𝚝𝚑𝚛𝚘𝚋 | 𝙳𝚊𝚛𝚔 𝙳𝚊𝚢𝚍𝚛𝚎𝚊𝚖𝚜

✧✦⋆⁺₊⋆ ☾ ⋆⁺₊⋆🪐 ⋆ ｡ﾟ☁︎｡⋆ ｡🛸⋆｡°✩ 👽 ✩°｡⋆🛸🪐 ⋆ ｡ﾟ☁︎｡⋆ ｡⋆⁺₊⋆ ☾ ⋆⁺₊⋆✧✦

⚠️ Trigger warning: I have problematic FOs, darker topics, NSFW content, and selfship stuff here. I do not support racism, transphobia, or hate. If you are any of that, you will not vibe here.

✨Hey there, welcome to my little corner of the fandom cosmos✨

I’m Hexx, she or they, an adult selfshipper, stoner, and chronic daydreamer with a soft spot for aliens, horror icons, and anything weird or otherworldly. Selfshipping is my escape and my comfort. It is how I turn loneliness into adventure and how I let myself fall for fictional weirdos, monsters, and murderers.

This blog is full of cosmic crushes, ramblings about my FOs, moodboards, and self-indulgent stories. I am always extra about the characters I adore, even the questionable and problematic ones.

You’ll find NSFW, dark themes, and a lot of content that is absolutely not for everyone. If you get it, you get it. If you don’t, that’s cool too.

I have loads for F/os, just not all are public right now.

⋆⁺₊⋆✦⋆⁺₊⋆☾⋆⁺₊⋆✦⋆⁺₊⋆☾⋆⁺₊⋆✦⋆⁺₊⋆☾⋆⁺₊⋆✦⋆⁺₊⋆☾⋆⁺₊⋆✦☾⋆⁺₊⋆

𓆩♡𓆪 F/os 𓆩♡𓆪

Ghostface 🔪

Pyramid Head 🔻

Leon Kennedy (Resident Evil) 🧑‍✈️

Bayonetta (Bayonetta) 🦋

Sebastian Michaelis (Black Butler) 🥀

Astarion (Baldur's Gate 3) 🩸

Ed Nygma (Gotham) ❓

Victor (Gotham) 🧊

Raven and Beast Boy (Teen Titans) 🔮🐾

Rob Lucci (One Piece)🐆

✧✦⋆⁺₊⋆ ☾ ⋆⁺₊⋆🪐 ⋆ ｡ﾟ☁︎｡⋆ ｡🛸⋆｡°✩ 👽 ✩°｡⋆🛸🪐 ⋆ ｡ﾟ☁︎｡⋆ ｡⋆⁺₊⋆ ☾ ⋆⁺₊⋆✧✦

I know a lot of my FOs are messy or downright problematic. This space is about fictional obsession, comfort, and self-indulgence. Nothing here means I excuse or support the actions of these characters. It is just for fun and escapism. If you get it, you get it. If you do not, that is totally fine.

✧✦⋆⁺₊⋆ ☾ ⋆⁺₊⋆🪐 ⋆ ｡ﾟ☁︎｡⋆ ｡🛸⋆｡°✩ 👽 ✩°｡⋆🛸🪐 ⋆ ｡ﾟ☁︎｡⋆ ｡⋆⁺₊⋆ ☾ ⋆⁺₊⋆✧✦

𝙸𝚝’𝚜 𝚊𝚕𝚕 𝚓𝚞𝚜𝚝 𝚏𝚒𝚌𝚝𝚒𝚘𝚗, 𝚋𝚊𝚋𝚢

𝙿𝚛𝚘𝚋𝚕𝚎𝚖𝚊𝚝𝚒𝚌 𝚏𝚊𝚟𝚎𝚜, 𝚜𝚎𝚕𝚏𝚜𝚑𝚒𝚙 𝚍𝚎𝚕𝚞𝚜𝚒𝚘𝚗𝚜, 𝚗𝚘 𝚛𝚎𝚊𝚕𝚒𝚝𝚢 𝚊𝚕𝚕𝚘𝚠𝚎𝚍

𝙳𝚊𝚢𝚍𝚛𝚎𝚊𝚖 𝚒𝚗 𝚜𝚝𝚊𝚝𝚒𝚌, 𝚜𝚑𝚊𝚛𝚎 𝚒𝚝 𝚠𝚒𝚝𝚑 𝚖𝚘𝚗𝚜𝚝𝚎𝚛𝚜

𝙲𝚘𝚜𝚖𝚒𝚌 𝚌𝚛𝚞𝚜𝚑𝚎𝚜, 𝚍𝚊𝚛𝚔 𝚍𝚊𝚢𝚍𝚛𝚎𝚊𝚖𝚜, 𝚗𝚘 𝚊𝚙𝚘𝚕𝚘𝚐𝚒𝚎𝚜

𝙸𝚝’𝚜 𝚓𝚞𝚜𝚝 𝚏𝚒𝚌𝚝𝚒𝚘𝚗, 𝚖𝚢 𝚑𝚎𝚊𝚛𝚝 𝚒𝚜 𝚏𝚛𝚎𝚎 𝙸 𝚍𝚛𝚒𝚏𝚝 𝚠𝚒𝚝𝚑 𝚖𝚘𝚗𝚜𝚝𝚎𝚛𝚜, 𝚒𝚗 𝚌𝚘𝚜𝚖𝚒𝚌 𝚌𝚘𝚖𝚙𝚊𝚗𝚢

[cervidcel]

do you um. oh shoot. okay. here we go. um. do you want to be m.y friend.

[flynnstarrzz]

if I spam like you that means I fw you HEAVY

[pishifuzul]

it's not problematic if she likes that you're violently possessive of her

[angel-in-your-basement]

It’s okay to have fantasies that you would never want to do in reality. It’s okay to have fantasies that you don’t want to do with other people. It’s okay to try things in real life and decide you only like them in fantasy. It’s okay to only like certain things in certain contexts. You don’t need to prove anything to anyone. You are not any less valid in your kinks if you enjoy the idea of them more than the reality.

[beastliness]

more people need to give themselves permission to write and draw pornography

[beastliness]

it is virtuous and necessary that you write, draw, and distribute pornography

[elanorofcastile]

[sunderlandsbrat-deactivated2026]

🔦 imagine you and your f/o searching an abandoned building together with just one flashlight as part of a silly date idea. you're wrapped so tight around their arm and you're both jumping at every sound.

[nsftselfships]

I just want to eat out my f/os so bad. If I can suck their dicks then please let me eat their ass.

I want to grab onto their thighs, wanting them to squeeze my face, and them being verbal. I need to hear their noises or their words. I need to either be praised or degraded by them especially if they start to pet or even grab my head, pleaseeeee.

aw, cute! go ahead and imagine your f/o sitting all pretty on your face as you eat them out! their whiny noises ’nd soft praises at how good it feels reaching your ears as they pet and pull on your hair for more. <3

[daily-leon]

[nugget-soup-deactivated20250802]

I love him

[folyxfanart]

[morganverse]

Showing your older f/o something on your phone and they gotta pull their reading glasses out and hit this pose to see it

[blueberrybro]

💖🔒 Non-sharing selfshippers! 🔒💖

You're the ONLY one your F/O loves!

Anybody else that claims to love them simply doesn't understand them as well as you do!

Your F/O could never imagine being with anybody but you! It's unthinkable to them, like who is this random stranger trying to claim they're together? No? They're with you, clearly!

Doubles will lose interest eventually and move onto other things! They're not as dedicated as you are! Just gotta wait them out, because they WILL forget about the F/O sooner or later!

Doubles are just 'in love' with some separate instance of your F/O, not the real version. It's like being in love with a photocopy instead of the original print. Only YOU have the real, original print of your F/O, the real idea of who they really are.

No matter how many people claim to love your F/O, you're the one and only true love for them. Even if your F/O is niche and has a few doubles, or a super popular F/O with a hundred doubles, they only want you and will ONLY ever want you.

Don't let doubles discourage you! They're just distractions, petty imitations. Enjoy your life with your F/O and block any you see, curating your experiences.

You might feel angry or upset, but remember, venting to friends privately is OK but hurting others won't accomplish anything.

[ OP IS PROSHIP + NON SHARING ]

[h-e-x-q-u-i-s-i-t-e]

Who I Run To, Who I Run From

“𝙁𝙞𝙘𝙩𝙞𝙤𝙣𝙖𝙡 𝙇𝙤𝙫𝙚𝙨, 𝙍𝙚𝙖𝙡 𝙊𝙗𝙨𝙚𝙨𝙨𝙞𝙤𝙣𝙨”

Ok time to introduce you to my loves and our dynamics. Every one of them is a mess, and so am I, which makes it perfect. These are the monsters, killers, weirdos, and disasters I keep in my heart, and what it’s like to love them the way I do.

Ghostface

Tag: Blood on the Line

He’s a game I can’t stop playing. I pick up the phone because I want to hear him breathing. I let him chase me because I want to be caught. It’s ugly, it’s messy, it’s us. He pisses me off like no one else but God, I love the way he says my name.

He likes it when I scream. I like it when the knife’s close enough that I can feel how much he wants me. It’s toxic. It’s dangerous. It’s the kind of thing I can’t stop coming back to even when I swear I will. He ruins me in the best way.

Pyramid Head

Tag: Meatcute

I don’t even know what this is. I don’t know if I’m in love or if I’m just letting myself be punished because it feels like what I deserve. He doesn’t speak but I hear him anyway, in my bones, in the way the room tilts when he’s near. It’s ugly and sacred and violent and quiet all at once.

Sometimes I think I’m worshiping him. Sometimes I think he’s just dragging me through hell to see if I’ll crawl back for more. And the worst part is I do.

Leon Kennedy

Tag: Night Shift

He’s probably the healthiest thing I’ve got going for me, which is saying a lot. Leon feels like catching your breath after running for too long, like coming down from a high without crashing. He’s steady in a way I don’t know what to do with, and it makes me want to both trust him completely and claw at the walls just to see if he’ll hold me still.

With him, it isn’t a game. It isn’t a punishment. It’s late night drives and bad coffee and knowing he’d take a bullet for me without asking for anything in return. He makes me want to be good, even if I don’t know how.

Bayonetta

Tag: Witching Hour

My queen. My disaster. My partner in every crime that hasn’t been invented yet. Being with her feels like putting on lipstick and laughing at the world burning because at least we look good doing it. She makes trouble feel like an art form, and I’ll follow her into any mess just to watch her work her magic.

With her it’s champagne kisses and heel clicking confidence, teasing each other until it turns into something dangerous. She’s power and grace and pure indulgence, and loving her feels like being let into a secret I’m never giving back.

Sebastian Michaelis

Tag: Sin and Service

Bound to me by a contract, and yet I think I’m the one chained. He calls me his meal but I know I’m his fixation, the little distraction he can’t stop savoring. I’m the temptation he plays with like a cat, but we both know he’d tear the world apart if I asked.

With him it’s obsession dressed as devotion. It’s letting a predator stay close enough to taste my pulse because I like the way his hunger feels. He’s mine only because I promised myself to him first, but he’s the one who won’t let go.

Astarion

Tag: Teeth and Thrill

He thinks he’s using me. He thinks I’m just another warm body, another easy mark to charm and bleed dry. And maybe I was, at first. But the thing about playing games with me is I don’t lose.

I fell first, quietly, without telling him. But he fell harder, and now he’s the one tangled up, unable to walk away. He still bares his teeth like it’s a threat, but I know better. He bites because he can’t admit how badly he needs to stay.

Ed Nygma

Tag: Riddle Me This

I’m the riddle he can’t solve. The puzzle piece that doesn’t fit no matter how many times he turns it over in his head. And it’s driving him mad in all the ways I want it to.

He likes to think he’s the one pulling the strings, but I see the way his hands shake when I don’t give him the answers he’s desperate for. He talks in riddles, I live in them. And somewhere between the questions and the clues, he stopped trying to win and started needing me.

Not all of my fos are completed yet but they are just as loved.

⋆˙⟡𖤐 𝒇𝒊𝒄𝒕𝒊𝒐𝒏 𝒃𝒆𝒇𝒐𝒓𝒆 𝒓𝒆𝒂𝒍𝒊𝒕𝒚𖤐⟡˙⋆

[mmleepmlorp]

This blog is my adult version of cutting pictures out of magazines and glueing them on to paper

[blueberrybro]

I love you selfshippers who only write content for themselves!

I love you selfshippers who block doubles on sight for your wellbeing!

I love you selfshippers who share your F/Os selectively or perhaps not at all!

I love you selfshippers who have conflicting headcanons for your F/Os regardless of what canon says!

I love you selfshippers who do dark and horrible stuff to your F/Os one minute and soft and sweet stuff another minute!

I love you selfshippers who make gifsets and moodboards instead of drawing!

I love you selfshippers that draw your F/Os once a year or perhaps have only done it once! Keep going! You can do it!

I love you selfshippers who ship with F/Os that go against your irl sexuality or gender preference!

I love you selfshippers that age up or age down your F/Os for shipping purposes!

I love you selfshippers who are too possessive of your F/Os to post about them online and keep them secret!

I love you selfshippers who run reblog games for other selfshippers!

and most importantly of all

I LOVE YOU PROSHIP SELFSHIPPERS!

[yumefoxselfship]

Shoutout to selfshippers who have obscure F/O(s) Shoutout to selfshippers who have F/O(s) from flash games/flash animations Shoutout to selfshippers who have F/O(s) from short-lived shows/shows that only lasted season 1/shows that only have 13 or less episodes Shoutout to selfshippers who have F/O(s) with zero fanarts or fanarts that were only made in 2000's or early 2010's Shoutout to selfshippers who have F/O(s) who have a small amount of screentime Shoutout to selfshippers who have F/O(s) from multiplayer online games (example: Moshi Monsters, Club Penguin, Bin Weevils) Shoutout to selfshippers who have F/O(s) who were made fun of for their physical appearance (beauty is in the eye of the beholder)

Shoutout to selfshippers who have F/O(s) that have no results when you search them everywhere on the internet outside of the media they're in

Shoutout to selfshippers who have F/O(s) from 2000's or 2010's media

Shoutout to selfshippers who have F/O(s) from 1960's (or earlier)-1990's media

Shoutout to selfshippers who have F/O(s) that were their childhood crush (basically selfshippers who had a crush on the character when they were little and still love them)

'borrowed' from an anti